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2003 25 December :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: shitty
:: Music: fuck you and your cat- reel big fish
hah well today was crazy i didnt go to sleep at all and when i got home i was SO TIRED. so this is what happend my mom picked me up and i had to hold my cat in the car so he wouldn't cry and my mom stopped for bagels and i saw this girl that looked like a crackhead at 24 hour bagel. she was really skinny and she looked like she had suntan lotion on her noise. well, all of a sudden i see the girl holding a dog that looked A LOT like my aunts dog and then the girl comes to the car and im like OMFG thats my cousin lauren. she had gotten a noise job and her noise looked SO GOOD. thennnnn we went home and i ate a bagel and then i fell asleep like 8 times. lonnie and richie are coming over tonight to eat dinner with me and my mom and sisters and amy, yayyyyy lmfao
.:.theres no one left thats real.:.
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2003 23 December :: 3.39pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: straylight run
what straylight run song are you?
The choices you've made probably weren't the best.
You won't admit it, so you just keep going on.
Show some feeling. We will love you even if you
do cry.
What Straylight Run song describes something about you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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2003 23 December :: 2.43pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: what would you do - city high
+ THE GENERAL INFORMATIONAL JUMBLE +
Full name [last names can be left out]:: Marissa Leigh
Nicknames:: Riss,Rissa,Rizz,Lil Pissa,Pisser, Marissa,Oreo,Cocoa Puff,RissSta
Date of birth:: Nov. 16th, 88
Place of birth:: Oceanside,NY
Current location [as in your home]:: NY.
Other places [general areas] you've lived in:: Bellmore-Oceanside-East Rockaway
Parent names & ages:: Lynn-37,Robert-40
Sibling names and ages:: Nikki-8,Alexis-6
Zodiac sign:: Scorpio
Chinese animal sign:: Dragon
Birth stone:: the yellowy one.
Birth flower:: ..?
Birth colour:: ..?
Birth number [add mon+day+yr until you arrive at a single digit:]: 2015
+ KNOWING ONE'S FAVORITES +
Type of food:: italian?chinese?
Specific food dish:: mmm caesar salad
Colour:: red and black
Weather:: fall or spring type weather
Country:: the good old united states
City:: forest hills/manhattan are fun!
Store:: pac sun
Random object:: my cell phone
Television show:: 7th Heaven/everwood
Movie:: jack,schindlers list,the ring,gothika
Thing to say:: soo bored
Moment in history:: bobbys uncle coming outside with the shovel telling us he called the cops and we had to stay, haha!
Holiday or event:: channukah,my birthday
Memory:: going out with joey <3
+ SIMPLE WORD ASSOCIATIONS +
...love...: hurts.
//...dream...//: is heaven
...fake...: girls,yeah there all fake.
//...monkey...//: oy i need tons!
...food...: what kind?
//...school...//: not east rockaway..
...California...: disney!!!!!
//...New York...//: the city, is fun.
...hair...: pin straight
//...Dell...//: dont got one.
...hug...: hugging is fun
//...college...//: 3 years im gonna be there!
...family...: the truth in everything thats fake
//...alcohol...//: i would die without it!
+ ANSWERING QUESTIONS +
[What is your definition of love?]: a really deep feeling for someone...?
[Are you fearful of being loved or loving someone? Why or why not?]: im scared to love,but i want to be loved by someone else
[What is your general outlook on life?]: it sucks big fat fucking balls.
[What do you think about politics?]: its gay.
[If you were president, what would you do?]: i would make world peace and there would be no more poor people
[What did you want to be when you were 5-years old?]: ohh i wanted to be a doctor
[How about at 15-years old?]: i wanna be a psychologist or a social work
[What about now?]: i am 15 now, i wanna be a psychologist or a social worker
[Why has it, or hasn't it, changed?]: because i want to help other people
[What sort of people annoy you?]: snobby and stuck up people
[What sort of things do people do that give you hope?]: tell me im smart? lol.
[What do you think of America right now?]: we have fucked up and made ourselves look like animals by bombing iraq...FUCKERS.
[How about France?]: um k?
[How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck would chuck wood?]: a lot.
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2003 23 December :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: what would you do- city high
aright sooo last night was fun. amy wrote all that shit in my journal when she was drunk off her ass last night. it all started like this. we were talking to anthony at like 3:30 in the morning (i don't even know why we were up) and he was just like 'wanna hang out?' and i was like aright so he comes at like 4 and me and amy sneak out of my back door into his car and then we park like by the school and then talk for alittle. then we decided to drink so we stopped by the 7-11 in island park and then got alcohol and shit. we went to hegarty in island park and drank and got drunk. that shit was fun. so we went home at like 6 and yeah then we went to sleep. wow we are so random and spontaneous. we will be best friends for life!
.:.theres no one left thats real.:.
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2003 23 December :: 6.03am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: WWWWWWWWWAG
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
OMG MARISSA KJDOANT KNOW THA TIM ON HER COMPUTER AND IM WRITING STUFF IN HER JOURNAL BUT IM SO FUCKING WDRUNK RIGHT NOW WHATD I DRINK OH I DRANK A WHOLE 24 OUNCE AND A LITTLE MORE OF BARCARDI SILVAER OL3 AND I HOOED UP WITH THIS KID ANTHONY WHOS 22 YEAH HE WAS GOOD DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MARIASA LEFT ME AND SAD I WAS TRDURNK AND LEFT THE ROOM SO IM BY MSELF AND IF I PASS OUT IM BLAMIN THIS SHIT ON HER OKAY MARISA I LOVE U
LOVE UR BET FRIEND WHO IS SO DRUNK RITE NOW
AMY
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2003 22 December :: 5.04pm
:: Music: anything from kill hannah
haha im in a 'grr hannahs pissing me off mood' sooo i put anything from kill hannah as the music, lol. well, im at my dads house with amy and me and her babysat all day played the computer and game cube and playstation and shit. im here tomorrow too and so far the vacations going alright. hopefully we'll be too drunk to remember any of the rest of the days. the vacation should be hott. im gonna start doing a lot of babysitting so i can get money to get the new i730 nextel. shiiiit its hot as hell, fuckin color screen and tinnyyyyy. well, thats all for now, tomorrow night im going home and i dont know what im doing, hopefully something good idk. ttyl xox <3
.:.theres no one left thats real.:.
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2003 22 December :: 11.12am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: The sounds around me...
Yet another online journal. Second or third one I've made today. Maybe I'll actually like this one. Haha.
It's my first day back and so far it sucks. Justin isn't on, no kittens, and Christmas party tonight. grr...
I'm going to kill the next thing that moves freely. I'm so fucking cold.
WHY CAN'T WE TURN ON THE GOD DAMN HEAT?!
roar.
I want to talk to Justin. It's friggen unfair.
I hate silence.
Silence kills.
You're crying inside?
Justin, I can't stop thinking about you.
Maybe I should call him.
hmm.
Good idea Holly. First one in awhile.
Okay I'll call him.
And watch he's over at Joey's or something.
Bleh.
Get back to ya later.
Blessed be.
-holly-
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2003 21 December :: 12.10pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ex boyfriend- gwen stefani
arightttyyy well, today is sunday which means i had friday and saturday so far. friday i picked amy up then bounced over to dance, that was fun. it was bring a friend day and amy danced :). then after dance we went home and just chilled nothing special. saturda we woke up,got ready,and around 11:00 my moms friend lonnie and his 'nephew' richy came to pick us up for the mall. amy,me and richy hung around the mall and then we went back to get money from my mom and then we went to my dads to get money and amys grandmas store too. after that lonnie dropped richy,amy, and i into forest hills at the movie theater we went to watch a movie,ate mcdonalds and then hopped on the subway to NYC we went to times square and rockefeller center. then we came home and it was mucho fun. ahh crazy nights. today i dont know what we are doing but tonight me and amy are going to my dads because we are babysitting there.
.:.theres no one left thats real.:.
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2003 19 December :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: productive
:: Music: nada nada
i hope this works
im trying to type under marissa's journal..
this is her best friend
also known as amy.
marissa's cock is in my mouth, and she's a fucking cunt, but i love her anyway. and i know i type faster than her. so fuck you marissa, tomorrow's gonna be fun :) always having fun
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2003 18 December :: 8.28pm
:: Mood: cheery
:: Music: cute without the 'e' - taking back sunday
well, i got the cell phone situation solved :D im really happy that i got a phone but its a really ugly one so when i get money im going to buy a new one. well, channukah starts tomorrow and im gonna get lotsa presents and im happy. tomorrow is the last of hell and then 2 weeks of fucking off of school! im soo excited its gonna be fucking crazay, its gonna be 2 weeks of being bombed off my ass! hahaha this is going to be fucking great. tomorrow im going to my dads to get channukah presents and then sunday night through tuesday im going to sleep over my dads house with amy and im babysitting monday and tuesday so THAT should be fun. aright leave em comments!
.:.theres no one left thats real.:.
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2003 17 December :: 7.05am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: i will survive-aretha franklin
aright,well i have bronchitus and i feel SO DISGUSTING and SICKLY that its not even funny. aright, so monday i went into school 6th-9th because i didn't wanna get denied credit in my 8th period class and have to take it over or take summer school because its a freakin half year class and im only allowed 14 absenses and i had that. so i was planning on doing that yesterday (tues) but when i asked my mom what time i needed to be ready to go to school by she goes 'your not going at all' so now, pretty much im fucked and im going to be taking this class next year because i have too many absences already. i wanna be absent again because now it dont matter. i could have up to 28 absences before they can even think about denying me credit in any of the full year classes. this school is SO FUCKED. my mom supposedly has the flu and she wont get out of bed so i wonder what she's gonna say when i ask her to drive me to school...heh. a lot of shit last night happend that im really pissed off about.
1.cesar was 'pretending' to like me even though he hooked up with me
2.christian finally admitted to me that he doesn't like me, which i dont know why :-/
3.my lemonade was WAY TOO sweet and i couldn't get more water because if i left my room my mom would've flipped on me.
4.jacie likes tomm
5.i still have bronchitus
being sick sucks big hairy balls :( i have to get better by friday because i DEFF want to go out and do something. it really doesn't matter what just as long as im not spending it in my house. ohh snap friday starts the first day of channukah so i might not even be allowed out, which i probably will but yeah. sunday im going to my dads w/my sisters,my dads girlfriend,and her kids and were gonna exchange channukah gifts even though my dads girlfriends kids are half and go to catholic school! lol. i hope i get some nice shit,ack presents always excite me! lol
.:.theres nothing left thats real.:.
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2003 16 December :: 3.17pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: children of the korn-korn
aright listen. if your gonna be dick enough to write a comment saying 'loser' dont be pussy and make it anonymous. whatever.
im sick, i have bronchitus, bye.
-theres no one left thats real
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2003 15 December :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: anything by yellowcard
haha im feeling alittle better. still got my congestion going! i went into school 6th-9th and that was fun! (haha yeah right) then i came home,went to the doctor,got wendys, downloaded the sims makin' magic, decorated our tiny christmas tree [even though im jewish], and just hung around. i told jenn i have bronchitus and she goes OHHH you have 'bronk-e-i-tuz' i was like umm no but OK SWEETHEART! haha i love jenn with all my heart. 14 years and still going strong! hahaha best friends for life <3
COMMENT AWAY...
someone come up with a good signature. i'll put a couple here and you pick one of these or tell me a better one
->marissa<-
-theres nothing left thats real
mariss
.!.!. riss .!.!.
<>riss<>
....or just give me better ideas!
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2003 15 December :: 5.49pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: headstrong-trapt
i have bronchitus and nothing else to do so im going to take a bunch of quizzes and show you the results you lucky thing you!I scored a 56% on the "Addicted To AIM??" Quizie! What about you?
I scored a 15% on the "Are you A B*ITCH to your friends?" Quizie! What about you?
I scored a 44% on the "how much do u like drugs?" Quizie! What about you?
I scored a 63% on the "Will U ever have Sex?" Quizie! What about you?
take em' if you want :) have fun !
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