alastar

I started writing and didn't stop, this is the result.
Block waves of meaning, shock this rock craze and deceive me into thinking you have the answer then take it way from me, what you had me believing were lies and I was blinded while you tried to guide me through my life when you were always in the way, I meant to push you out but only pushed you down, the message wasn’t received only put forth in existence, so still you stayed in the distance always shoving resistance into this life of mine, and you control this trying to show condolence but only making a fool of yourself, not caring about anyone else, its time to wake and see your mistakes, always feel before you create, and its time for me to rise and open your eyes and see the surprise, as I come forth and put you in place, shock that look on your face and hold you down while you scream for death, and I’ll steal your breath becoming stronger than I already am, lasting longer than I already can, there’s no way you can stay anymore, I’ll bring you back to before, back to the past when pain wasn’t what you wield, and feeling was real, in a time that had time to steal, and time to kill wasn’t available, but still, there were criminals, and I was there to keep them at bay and that’s where I’ll put you today, I’ll bring you there and make you stay, you can’t stop me, never dropping I’ll shake you and take you out, bring you up and break you down, you can’t fake this, you know its true, so don’t mistake it or you know what I’ll do, I’ve said it before but just so we’re clear I’ll say it once more, bash you head on the floor a flash of light with a crash pain will be your fate, a place of hate no time to waste, to time to wait for haste drives the soul as it guides the body in place of the mind that was left behind when you started to hide, dug a hold and crawled inside, and while they screamed you name you created me, and told me your own beliefs but I knew they weren’t true, I rose above because I had enough, just like all the people that you pushed away, but now its your turn and you can’t tell what’s going on, so if this is too fast to run on broken glass with the diminishing light and the shadows it casts, tell me and I’ll go faster and then, I’ll pick up the pace and when, you’ve given up I still won’t have had enough, the pain inside is maddening, and the speed feeds the greed and such fuel is saddening, you rely on this design of devouring time to go back and then, maybe change what’s happening, but you’re trapped in this skin, you can’t even change from within, so live on inside this park of darkness, a carnival of fright, and carnal rides that just might be your last thrill of the night, crashing into the sky while you wonder why you had to create me, and I am yours because you made me, you wrought your own demise and I’ll be there hear the last of your cries while you sit and realize the science of life was never yours to control, you may have made me but I have my own soul, my mind is greater than yours not because you designed it but because it was meant to be, and everything you meant to me were lies and now I see as I watch the skies light up with strikes of lightning flashing, with the volume turned up and the thunder crashing, I’m finally at peace, I can finally sleep, now that you can’t fall beneath, crawl and leave and let my secrets leek, I’m safe inside but I’m weak, I’d scream if I could speak, but I can’t so let go and listen for the echo this will make in the years to come, even when I’m long gone my work will linger on in these fiery words, and as much as it hurts you know I didn’t make things worse, I made life live on even while the body was gone, a soul trapped in ink on paper that will fade but will be read before it can disappear, and a story will be told through the years, of a conquest that will shatter all the rest and live inside of your chest and in your minds forever.

2 day[s] remain | the end is here