ImUgly
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2005 12 April :: 2.54pm
:: Music: thnk twice(eve 6)
yeah, think twice
i woke up at 830 cuz i had an ortho appointment. that went well, so afterwards i went to the haircuttery and got my hair cut. great 90's do. (i HATE it. HATE HATE HATE.) its terrible. youd laugh o so hard if you saw me. i look like a diseased chinese mushroom. not kidding. its so short i cant tuck it behind my ears, and i hate hair in my face. ive got like a tail too. my mom said she can fix it. and if she messes up, it wont matter, cuz there's no possible way anyone can further ruin my head. and if i wear a beanie, i look like a cancer patient. hah. i think the only way i can actually fix my hair, is by tapering the whole thing down, so it looks like mandy moore's in how to deal. her hair was awsome there. but stuart said asian people look really chink w/short hair. is that good or bad?
what have i gotten myself into? i just agreed to play handel's allegro duet on thursday at a dunnelon middle concert. after what happened on sunday, didnt i promise myself id never play that song again? dammit.
rise to the occasion, yeah
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2005 11 April :: 5.05pm
Today i went to the doctors about my stomach and they dont know whats wrong either. I got an ultrasound today to make sure i had no tumors and then was supossed to get this one test done where i have to be put to sleep and they stick a camra down my throat and into my stomach to really see whats wrong, but they couldnt squeeze me in the schedule today so i have to go back. I had that procedure done on me be4 but like now i know what to expect when they put me to sleep and like the feeling is weird and i would rather not do it again but i gotta do what i gotta do. Like a lot of the ppl at school think they r so big and bad and tough, but i would like to see them go through a day of what i go through and then see what they say. Like i cant stand ppl who r like "Oh thats not that bad" or "i've broken so many bones so i can take ne thing" but believe me, being put to sleep with the chance of never waliking up again is MUCH worse than breaking a bone.
We lost our soccer game on Sunday. I had 3 shots on goal [woohoo go me!!!!] and then i got nailed in the face with the ball and i have 3 bruises on my eye from it. Omg it hurt soooooo bad! I have another game this sunday and its a home game [yay....im tired of traveling] and i think im gonna play a lot cuz i did really good on sunday and i think he was really happy with my skills and how fast i could run. So i cant wait to play again....like i was put in for a really long time and i played more in that one game then i did total for the North High team. And like my knee didnt hurt at all and i was actually able to sprint almost as fast as i could without holding back. So i cant wait to play on sunday. Im out~~~
rise to the occasion, yeah
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ImUgly
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2005 10 April :: 11.13am
:: Mood: nervous
:: Music: free(donavon frankenreiter and jack johnson)
im pretty damn emo, eh
last night right after i posted, i went with my dad to publix then pizza hut then blockbuster. and i didnt talk or laugh or smile the whole time and i felt angry and i dont know why. then i started CRYING for no reason at all. when i got home i was still crying. i think i might have some emotional problems?
i also have a recital today. im playing a song im definitely not ready for. i know ill screw up. the whole thing is played in 16th's and its a duet with the viola(my sister), so if either of us messes up, we're both skrewd.
nice way to look at things, elise
rise to the occasion, yeah
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