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2005 26 February :: 9.59am
snow days r cool cuz like there is no school but it seems like everyone has somewhere to go...and of course i dont. My parents r always working and they never take me ne where and i make a pest of myself always needing rides. (im sry to those of u who r victims of my excuses) So here i am again on the second snow day of the year doing nothing......like i could do something to help my stress but i CANT go back to my old habbits or ill end up in a psyhsic unit. At school all the ppl think my life is good and esy cuz i live in the really rich neighborhgood.......im mean so what if my parents can afford ne thing i want .....its not my fault that i have a big house...blame them. Ne way my life is far from good or easy. I have a jerk for a father......the only good thing is that i always get my way with him. And i have a mother who hates all my friends (well it seems that way) like now that im always out with friends she like cant take it .........she tells me that ive changed ever since i got a boyfriend but i just say that she cant handle me not giving her all my attention....and of course she doesnt listen when i try to tell her. This entry explaining all this is pretty random but its been bothering me for a long time and i need to express how i feel be4 i do something stupid like i have done be4. So now im gonna continue to sit on the couch all day and think and think and think about what life would be like if i were tall, thin, and had better parents.......i know that sounds bad to say but i cant help expressing my true feelings......i just tell it like it is.
well, my day just got even better when my older sister siad that i am slightly chuncky....like omg i am so concerend about the way i look and i was planning on going on a diet this summer...well it looks like im gonna have to go on a diet this sooner thqan i thought. Omg i am so upset right now...well i guess this means that my family and friends have been lieing to me this whole time....like everyone says that im not fat but what they dont say its that im slightly large for my height...well im gonna seriously go on a major diet and loose 15 pounds....i really mean it and thats all i have to say..........im out
~~~Annette~~~
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rise to the occasion, yeah
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2005 23 February :: 6.12pm
omg me and evan got in our biggest fight ever....it was over a stupid reason andi really dont want to think about it again....all ill say is that we r better than ever.
omg in the last like week i could really have used my best friend (well ex best friend) with all the stuff regarding evan that has happened...i like realy needed someone to talk to and i really really miss that. Um today is evan's birthday....and i like totally ruined the day for him cuz im stupid and i have a big mouth (yes corinne i am aware that i really need to shut up sometimes) umm evan im really really really really really sorry and u have no idea how much i care about u and how much i love u. well thats all i have to say for today.....ill tell more tomorrow....but now i am once again tired of typing.
rise to the occasion, yeah
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2005 22 February :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: disappointed
hmm where do i begin..... umm well....in the recent weeks ive grown closer to friends and grown farther away from others.... and no i dont want to go into detail. Um tomorrow is evan's birthday and that is the same day as our two month anniversary...haha it seems longer than that. I guess thats good.
YAY MY PUPPY WAS BORN.....1 MORE MONTH TILL I GET HER!!!!!!
Club soccer starts soon and im excited and nervous. But i know im good enough to keep up with the gulrs that have been playing for a long time. And yes that sounds shady but i dont care....ppl dont realize that soccer is really hard and it takes a lot of skill. U cant just learn to play soccer, ur born with the skill.
Some of u reading this might think that im being alittle mean and bitchy but im actually kinda dissapointed right now....something was supossed to happen this weekend and it didnt and my mom messed up my plans and someone was too shy and i was waiting but i dont think this person got the hint.
This weekend i went to two of evan's like birthday get togethers and they were fun and like i met his a lot of his family including his HYPER umm i dunno if its his cousin or nephew but omg that was one hyper kid. And today i went to see the movie Hitch it was really funny. I had a good weekend but one thiing was missing...hmm i just cant seem to pt a finger on what it was...hmmm i think evan knows. Well im tired of typing so ill update soon.
rise to the occasion, yeah
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