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imugly

:: 2005 7 September :: 5.48pm
:: Music: streetlight manifesto, thursday, rise against

nothing inside
i had 3 wierd dreams w/GE in them. the first was about 2 weeks ago. we were at an orchestra practice. it was outside, like on the old fhs baseball field, and he was playin his bass. he wouldnt stop staring at me. then after practice, i dont know where everyone went, or where my violin went, but my sister and i were sitting on this mat or like picnic blanket. charlotte and virgil were there too. walking behind GE, and he came up to me and said hi and that he had to bring them. virgil was wearing one of those little child leashes and charlotte was holding it. then our picnic blanket was right next to this chain-link fence and behind the fence was warped tour and charlotte and virgil entered and sat down to watch thrice. the thing about the 'bands' that were performing was that they werent the bands at all. someone announced that they were, but they were like choirs or something. so me, laurie, and GE walked away. it looked like we were walking on the back road by 85th where theyre building retirement homes. so we kept walking in the neighborhood and we got to a cul de sac. there was this little spanish-looking house with a fountain in front of it. somehow we ended up jumping in it. it got really cold out and we started walking back to warped tour. aaron doperalski showed up out of nowhere and him and laurie started going somewhere else. GE and i kept walking. we finally got to warped tour and from first to last was next on the lineup. we sat in the back. there was a wall and we sat against it. i was shivering and he gave me his jacket and held me.

the next dream was on sunday night. Em-Jay and i were at the gainesville mall. i was holding his arm. we went into radio shack. it was across from the pretzel place(which it isnt in real life). no one was working there. so we waited at the counter. this uptight businness man was standing behind us. after a while he said "why the hell isnt anyone working in this dump?" and my brother ryan walked in from the pretzel place. he was wearing a red shirt and had thick-rimmed glasses. that part of the dream ended right there. all of a sudden i was at a public school. it was supposed to be west port i think. most of this part of the dream was waiting in lines. bus lines, before- and after-class lines, lunch lines... different times i saw GE it was supposed to be different days waiting before and after school. we had this game, whoever could find the other person first won. so then, i dunno what happen, but him and i and my whole family ended up on a cruise. we were older. i was 24 and he was 27. i was wearing my favorite fancy white strapless dress. and my black reefs i think. lol. he was wearing a tux(he looks sexy in tuxes btw lol). we started dancing to some classical music on the deck of the cruise. it was night time, lots of stars, and ambient lighting.it was really romantic. pretty soon it was 7 in the morning. we had danced all night. i remember falling asleep on his shoulder. my dad came out and told us to come inside because my mom was getting mad or something. he went to his room, i went to mine with my parents. my mom was dressing in the bathroom. she came out. she was beautiful. wearing an expensive dress and a pearl necklace. she looked similar to audrey hepburn(an asian version of course). i went to sleep in my dream. when i woke up, i had to get ready for my wedding. i was marrying GE. we got to shore and we were on a field i think. i remember flowers. then my mom woke me up in real life. that always happens at the best part.

the most recent dream was last night. its pretty short since i dont remember very many details. i was on the computer. i IMed GE, and he asked if i could send him a pic since he hasnt seen me in over a year. i sent him the pic of me and mary playing foozball. i guess he liked it because he asked me on a 'date'. there was a movie playing at the library and he invited me to it. then my mom told me we had to go somewhere. i didnt tell her about my date with GE. it turned out we were going to the library anyways. i called him in the car and told him id be there. he wasnt there when i got there, and then i had to leave. me, my mom, and my sister ended up driving to this castle-type place. there were alot of tourists there. there was a marble slab creamery. my mom told us she was gonna get us some ice cream. when she got back, she gave me mine, and it wasnt the kind i like. it was like blueberry with nuts or something. there was one scoop in a cup. it melted even before i got to eat it and i hated it. next in the dream, i was in the castle. all the other people(tourists) were eating their ice cream outside. i was in the tower lookin down at them, thinkin how i let GE down. all of a sudden batman was there. but it was GE haha. then he asked me to live in the castle with him, and be his bride lol. i think that was the end of the dream.

if dreams have significance, please explain it to me

rise to the occasion, yeah


imugly

:: 2005 30 August :: 1.55pm
:: Music: short skirt long jacket(cake)

mind like a diamond
computer applications has got to be the worse class ever. its not even an elective. i didnt choose it. im here working on code, right, and i get there and theyre like "ok, now click on the button the says 'start'." and they go through 'general' and crap to get to microsoft word when its already pinned to start. they must think im a retard or sumthing. theyre like "to get to a web site, type in the URL. a URL is the blah blah blah..." and then theyre like "and to print a page, take ur mouse and click and drag so its highlighted....."
im not in 1st grade....

rise to the occasion, yeah


ImUgly

:: 2005 28 August :: 1.14pm
:: Music: dmv(primus)

enjoy your dots!
i went to bed at 530 this morning. well actually i went to bed at 1030 then i had to wake up at like 115. i called Emjay to see if he wanted to come to the moon and he was like 'sure' you shouldve heard the confusion in his voice when i told him he had to be at my house by midnite. we left the house at 130 and went to bellview. me, laurie, brett, mario. it took us like 20 minutes to get there. the mars was stupid. just so you know. and their hamburgers tasted like beans. they had good popcorn though. we went to waffle house at 330 and mario picked a fight with this old guy who started chasing him with a crowbar hahaha. so we got home at 4...45 i think. maybe later than that. walked around the house for a bit then turned on best of the doors at 515. i just woke up. got my school stuff on friday so i gotta get some giant binders.

rise to the occasion, yeah

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