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2005 15 June :: 8.46pm
:: Music: think twice(eve 6)
life is an annoying, nagging little emo bitch
today was really surreal. and its still continuing. ive found the meaning of life. twice in a row. no, not jackpot. because ive figured out everything ive been doing wrong, why my feelings have gone numb and i cant do anything but mope around feeling sorry for myself.
i couldnt smile. i tried. i tried so hard. i was so angry at myself. my heart and mind were fighting. who won? whats the difference.
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i think that, other than just being called a heartless waste of time, i had a good day.
rise to the occasion, yeah
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2005 13 June :: 4.32pm
:: Music: bike scene(tbs)
some things do change, however
im changing my journal. nothing's final because so far im completely dis-satisfied. i dont want to change too much. i like the table background, text, link, and subject colors. also my icon. i just dont like the journal background cuz you cant see the words, and i dont know how to get the *hugs* and flooble chatterbox centered. you can see im not a very big woohu whore. if you have any suggestions, say them. cuz i dont have any ideas so far.
also, i read the worst, most inacurate horroscope ever. i hated it alot.
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rise to the occasion, yeah
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2005 12 June :: 1.29pm
:: Music: don't panic(coldplay)
it will all be better....someday
i feel like ive been totally cast out by everyone i know. its like i cant connect. i cant even begin to...w/e. forget it. this is about so many things. ive been thinking about things normally my mind would never even begin to touch. and it really hurts me. no, im not stressing about tuesday. im not scared. im not nervous. i just cant...
should i stop running away? will giving up make everything better?
rise to the occasion, yeah
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