ImUgly
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2005 8 June :: 11.26am
:: Music: cabron(rhcp)
whenever im at home...
yesterday worked. everything worked out. but there's something i cant seem to get my mind off. and no, i dont care to talk about it.
about yesterday: 4.00 people showed up. rad. chilled, ate, chilled, jumped, swam, jumped, it rained. we went inside. chilled, ate, chilled. 9.00 people started to leave. dyed aaron's hair. jumped again. 10.45 last(non-overnight) person leaves. 11.07 took a walk. 11.37 got back watched malcom. then italian job. skip w.e. 3.sumthin went to sleep. we all fell asleep w/a bottle of jack daniel's in our hands haha.
everyones still asleep. i dont feel good though. i mean, i feel fine. its just about something.
rise to the occasion, yeah
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2005 4 June :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: jittery, anxious
:: Music: ten minutes(the get up kids)
maybe im being selfish
basically everyone i want to come is coming to my party. but i still feel like everythings gonna go wrong. pockets empty, how can you tell me everything will work out? there's one person i really really want to be there. maybe things are getting better. maybe things arent so bad. if i had to explain it, i wouldnt know where to start.
sometimes i miss you. ive been here all the time. and ill always be here. i cant wait till this is all over.
rise to the occasion, yeah
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2005 3 June :: 11.57am
:: Music: lip gloss and black, bleeding mascara, this flesh a tomb
arent you tired of being weak?
i havent listened to atreyu since early january, maybe late december. it brings back good memories. i dont know why i havent listened to my favorite band in such a long time. i think certain things have been scaring me. not about atreyu, but certain other things i choose not to discuss. not thats there's anything so secret about it.
anyways, if i un-invited you to my party last time, you're re-invited. soo...go ahead and show up if you want.
im going to the gainesville mall today to get a dress for my solo recital in a week and a half. we did a full rehearsal yesterday, and it turns out i hardly know half the words for vittoria, so i cut out the second verse and third chorus.
on wednesday i caught 20 frogs and called every pet store in ocala. none of them even thought about buying from me. well...except for pet safari. i was like 'do you buy frogs' and they asked what kind. i said "2 cane toads, 12 african dwarf, 4 muller, and..." something else i cant remember right now. then they said 'probably not cuz we could probably get em cheaper from out suppliers'. i didnt ask how much their suppliers sell them for and make an offer. i didnt feel like it. oh well.
rise to the occasion, yeah
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