:: 2009 8 September :: 9.53 pm

I wind the clock backwards
Inhail
Exhail
I wind the clock backwards
and I'm still here

I'm ready to run, fast. Getting out of Holland is a goal that I feel I have to reach soon. I'm so flustered all the time and I know I have so much to do before I leave.

Why isn't there ever an easy answer?

If I could turn the clock backwards for just a second would I change or leave it all the same? If I could wind the clock backwards and still have obtained all that I've learned would I change or would I do it all the same? My insides burn and my head spins as soon as I make my way out I jump right back in. A little bit oxymoron a little bit self-sabotage, it has become my way of life, a distant memorie, a mirage.

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I need a day out with a good friend

5 razors | let's cut the wings away