...This band is so..so..-Swoon-
The band Aliene Ma'riage is too awesome. -Points to his icons- That's the bassist. @__@; His names Ray, he's a Taurus! ^^ ...He also hates carrots. But, before I start to sound like an obsessed fan-boy (-hides the pictures of Ray...>>;;- ). If you want a mp3 of a song by 'em, just e-mail me, m'kay? ^^ I'm always happeh to spread the joy of j-rock.

....Wellll, I got into a rather bloody (really. o.o) battle with office supplies today. First, I busted a pack of tacks and ended up with three of them in my skin. Then, I stapled a picture to my hand twice. No folks, not once. But, TWICE.

Why yes, I know I'm a dumb-ass. T.T

I have battle scars from a particularly gruesome fight with the scissors. >>; Those scissors were like bloody butcher knives. I swear it! -Cowers in fear of the chopping blades of death- I now have band-aids on each finger and am deathly afraid of office supplies.

Whee~ I'm a freak! ^__^ -Beams-

Well, I really don't have anything important to say but this...RAVE ON!

-Hands out multi colored glow-sticks, ring-pops, kandi necklaces, and blow-pops...not to mention techno CDs-

Glowstick wishes and ring-pop dreams,
-Adrian <3

...'Ello.
^_^;; Just saying hello, as I still don't have anything interesting to say. Besides the fact that I went out and bought Kill Bill Volume 1. x3 Yay? ...Well, school is almost out. Goddess, thank you~! -Weeps with happiness- ...I don't like school. School isn't fun. There are close-minded idiots homophobic in school. o.o

No, Adrian would rather stay at home on the internet. Or go out and play DDR...yes he would. Adrian likes talking in third person. @_@;;

...Anyway, I'll leave you with this line from the song I'm listening to...

"Ai-yi-yi-yi I just wanna make lurve~ I don't wanna fall in love! " And...

"Baby love you, love you like an animal! Baby love you, yeah! I wanna be your dog~" XD hide is awesome.

-Adrian <3

-Rest in Peace Hide. We all miss you. ;-; -Sobs-

...Filler post!


....Yes, this is a filler post. o.o; I really don't have much to say...but, my birthday is on Wensday! ^__^;; ...-Cough- I expect presents. xD Pretty bois are accepted as well. -Grins- Anyway, I'll be leaving with my 'favorite' Harry Potter ship. (There were actually right.. Yes, I like HP slash. ^^;; )

We all wuv you Goddess Althena-chan. ^_^
...Now, you'd think because I'm a t3h art freak in real life. That I can draw online right...wrong. I suck at it...lots and lots. xD But since I don't have a scanner, or a digital camera or anything. I figured I'd try it again, just for Goddess. ^_^; So, here's my attempt...don't laugh or I'll stick cupcakes down your throat. o.o;; Fear me.

.....But you'll have to wait untill I fix it. o.o;; I'll edit this entry and stick it in when it's done. ^^; Now, Imma watch Big Fish again! -Giggle- But before I go, lots of love to Goddess. -SnugsandNuzzs- ^^

Love'and'Cup cakes,

-Adrian <3

O___o''''
...Who the chicken grease actually sent in money for me? Well, whoever it was gets lots and lots of snuggles and hugs and lurve. ^_^ Regardless of wether you want it or not. I really just posted to ask who...'cause that was really nice of you. ^^ I would've sent in money...but, I'm way too lazy and I kept putting it off. T.T Anyway, since I now have a.../paid/ journal. XD I guess I'll keep this old thing. -Pets it- We've been through a lot together. ^_^ Well lovies, I'll update as soon as possible.

...I'm thinking of making a thank-you picture for you commenty-peoples as a group. o.o;;

Lots'and'lots'of'love,
-Adrian <3

Nobody?
It feels really horrible, to wake up one day and realize that you have nobody. No friends, that your family disowned you, and your so called Guardian is never around. Even online everyone seems to have gotten tired of me. Lately, I just feel horribly alone. Everybody I loved or trusted is gone or seems to have forgotten about me. And anyone who gets close to me seems to disappear. Well...it hurts. A lot. I know I'm whining, but I really can't help it. I spent almost all of the day in my room, laying in bed and staring at the ceiling. I haven't eaten in days, and no one even cares that I barely ever come to school anymore. I thought...I thought I could handle everything by myself, but I guess I can't. Because I'm having one hell of an emotional breakdown. The truth really hurts...especially when you have no one to share it with. Gods..

-Adrian

Nny! ^^
Welll...er...what to say...what to say. -Devlish grin- I know I haven't updated in like...forever or so it seems. But, I'm sorreh! I swear it on my love for Johnny The Homicidal Maniac! -Salutes to his icon- Yes, I adore Nny. I can relate to him, which is /really/ scary in a way. o.o'' I hope I don't start murdering people. >> -Glomps you and nuzzles- So, adoring fan of mine, how are you?

Mmmhm...mmm...yes? Really? Is that so?

Well fuck you Mr. Bear! You speak lies! LIES!

(JTHM Quote)...I'm okay. Breathe in...breathe out....Wow, too much JTHM. e.e'' Oh- well...I'm really sorry for neglecting my journal and my adoring fans. -Cough- Yes, you /are/ all my adoring fans. -Beams- Well, I hope you're all doing fine. I've been better but at the moment I'm so bloody smashed off coffee that you could murder my kitties and I'd be just fine with it. -Snort- Wellllllll-Adios my friends! I'll update as soon as possible!

Love Always and Always and alllllways,
-Adrian <3

Between Black and White
I've been told that it's hypocrtical to tell someone else not to be depressed or cut themselves. But, I don't think so. I just think that it's like saying..that you don't want them to feel the way you do. To go though all the shit that you have. Most of the time, people can't tell right off. But I have more mental diseases than anyone my age should have. I guess you could say I'm a hazard to myself. -Chuckles slightly- Gods above..I feel horrible. I'm not to sure why- but I think it could have something to do with being left alone in this large house for a week now. The only other person besides me who lives there is my sister, my parents don't want anything to do with me. And all of my friends are busy with they're own little deals. It seems like our 'clique' has broken up. Now, the only one of them who I see daily is Julian. He's like..seven years older than me, and I adore him. Also, I thank him for trying to cheer me up today~ ^^ Well..On a slightly happier note, I'm writing a new story! And discontinuing all my other ones on fiction press (http://www.fictionpress.com/~ThePunkdOutPunk). This new story is very...dark and deals with some not-so-socially-accepted ideas. It's my baby. -Laughs- Hm...Oh!

I'm reading 'The Picture of Dorian Grey' by O.W. (Again. -Grins broadly- ) I adore Dorian..The story describes him in the begginging as a narcisstic beauty. And in The League of Extraordinary Gentleman, they picked Stuart Townsend (A personally obsession of mine for a embarassingly long time) to be Dorian. Gods, what a perfect choice.

You might be wondering about my icon, I didn't make it. But I am a large fan of Harry Potter and rather like Draco's person. Lucius's as well...But before I let on just how "dorky" I am under my charming exterior, I better stop this entry here.

Love Always,
-Adrian <3

"Between black and white there are always shades of gray..."-Me

I know you all missed me...
Soo, I updated! Don't even act like you don't wanna hug me. Yeah, I know. -grins- So, how has your life been? ....Uh-huh.....I see....Really?....Wow. Back to me, I've been delightful. I miss moi Luke. LIfe is cliche. Cliche is Life. Is life Cliche. Is Cliche Life. Life Chiche Is. Cliche life is.


I'm bored, can you tell?


-grins- And to all you special commenters, You /all/ r0xx0rs my s0xx0rs.

I know, I know. I have to stop forgetting I have an online journal. T_T I'm a disgrace to my kind. -sobs in a dark corner-

Well, I'm tired...e.e -needs sleep-

I promise, next entry will be more interesting! ^^


Best WIshes, Sincerely, etc etc...,

Adrian