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godessalthena

:: 2022 23 December :: 3.44am

I keep dreaming of us living in different places together.

I dream that you are all torn up, that you're broken and sad.

I hurt for you, with you. I do miss you.

"you once called me forever, now you still can't call me back"

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godessalthena

:: 2022 26 November :: 1.35pm

https://youtu.be/iWG6apzIWAk

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godessalthena

:: 2022 17 November :: 4.11pm

when every song puts me into your point of view

each tune is a tune i wish I could share with you

but you had to go fuck it all up

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godessalthena

:: 2022 16 October :: 7.24pm

words are cheap.

anyone can say "I love you", but not many can show it

did you ever love me?

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godessalthena

:: 2022 7 September :: 4.25pm
:: Mood: pensive

When destiny calls you
You must be strong (you gotta be strong)
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

1 Bite Mark | Play with Me


godessalthena

:: 2022 12 August :: 8.48am

things are good, real good

yet I can feel the sword of damacles hanging over me

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godessalthena

:: 2022 25 July :: 10.23am

there has to be something wrong with me

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godessalthena

:: 2022 9 June :: 6.27pm

having one of those may I please die now days

1 Bite Mark | Play with Me


godessalthena

:: 2022 24 April :: 9.07am

major life changes I'm not ready for are my least favorite

but respecting myself is more important to me than being loved, shy of 7 years I had to let you go.

I love you, the feelings don't just disappear. being sons you make me feel like I used to, but at the same time everything we have gone through leaves a disgusting bitter taste in my mouth.

I believe in you. all I have ever wanted is to see you succeed and take the life you deserve. but I started enabling the bad habits with no recourse. no one is innocent in the situation.

not how I wanted to spend my birthday, 4/20, or our anniversary. and soon you'll be back in the tricities and I won't have the option of just driving down and seeing you.

why do things have to come to this every time..? four long term relationships crashing and burning. each one gets worse and worse. every time I come back stronger, but a piece of my heart also rots away.

I'm just ready for something to be easy

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godessalthena

:: 2022 7 April :: 9.12am

I'm drowning in overwhelming sorrow

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