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godessalthena

:: 2016 16 September :: 2.11pm

gotta take a picture.

but first gotta find the damn thing.

still haven't unpacked from my move a year ago.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 14 September :: 8.07pm

I don't like the way I'm feeling right now

my stomach sinking

all the blood rushing to my trunk

I just feel so frustrated that you won't talk time about anything.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 13 September :: 12.04pm

this dead heart of mine is a heavy burden to carry.

I used to think maybe I wasn't meant to carry it alone

but every day that passes it seems more and more like a fact

I am not made to be happy. I am not made to love.

I am not made for anything. I am a tamed animal that's been left alone to waste away.

this hollowness I feel grows more every day. temporarily am I filled, but only to have it slip out of my cracked base.

i watch the wind through the trees and feel the brisk autumn air against my exposed flesh.

I feel nothing but meaningless inside.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 13 September :: 7.52am

disappointment

why can't you be a little more responsible?

or why am I such a responsible old windbag?

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godessalthena

:: 2016 8 September :: 10.05pm

I can make it if I tired



I closed my eyes I kept on swimming

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godessalthena

:: 2016 5 September :: 11.13pm

splurged on some new clothing today. torrid was having a buy one get one free clearance so I stocked up. a lil reward for paying off my car! I deserve it!

I just hope it all fits. the shitty thing is no returns... but let's be honest I'm too fucking lazy to go into a store.

I have some Blazers that never get worn.. I want to start wearing them more often just because. I'll dress up on Tuesdays, since men have tie Tuesday.

and maybe I'll get some new lipstick too...

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godessalthena

:: 2016 31 August :: 9.07pm

maybe I really am just not ready








I fucking hate that motherfucker. I hate who I've become. who he trained me to be. I am so weak. still a slave to those putrid habits.

I am broken indefinitely. with broken strings it's hard to fix oneself.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 30 August :: 8.05am

reasons I hate work:

- nothing ever works
- offshore processing
- NOTHING EVER WORKS
- OFFSHORE PROCESSING

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godessalthena

:: 2016 28 August :: 10.27am

oh my god I am tired

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godessalthena

:: 2016 25 August :: 10.08pm

off to the tri cities for another Mexican birthday celebration and the taco guy

he makes the most delicious tacos, and to watch him prepare them is a treat

camping out in the back yard in a tent

it's going to be how you say

el mejor

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