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2016 20 March :: 8.19pm
he's got me lookin so crazy right now
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godessalthena
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2016 16 March :: 5.18pm
friends
the dragons we face alone in the sunlight
burned out faces and faded sparks
people husks drifting in and out
looking for the start of a fire
with all their eyes watching
fortify your mettle
bravery is only as far as your heart
use my key to open the door into you
the people see only with their eyes
blind to what's hidden there on your heart
an essential secret only I rightly see
a little jewel inside a protective case
I will go with you
I'll face my demons too
you are never all alone
because I carry your heart in my heart
with me where ever I go
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godessalthena
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2016 16 March :: 5.12pm
I'm just begging you to give up on me
have to find the reason that will make you say goodbye
fast forward to the end without knowing the whole story
but I like to assume anyway
what dirty laundry will make you run
my panties out on a line for the whole world to see
does it smell sweet
I find it all so repugnant
but you see right through to me
I'm just finding the reason for you
counting the days until you lose my number
become another great what if
the pieces I'm made up of
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godessalthena
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2016 15 March :: 6.27am
daylight savings can suck my dick
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godessalthena
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2016 13 March :: 8.49am
dogs are just the fuckin best animal out there
I love you bubba and baby dog <3
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godessalthena
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2016 10 March :: 7.41am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Vanessa Carlton - Rinse
How she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see
She needs to be held in his arms to be free
But everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
'til she knows the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man
And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed
What could be the worse than leaving something behind
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds...
If only he was mine
She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
She would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
She's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight
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godessalthena
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2016 9 March :: 7.39pm
I don't want to go to work tomorrow. please don't make me go. I just want to stay home and forget the world exists.
I dread work every single day. I dread it all weekend. time crawls by when I'm there. and the worst part is that it's a really nice job. the people are nice, the money is nice, the work isn't ridiculous.
I just fucking hate being there. it's lonely. and monotonous. and complex for complexity's sake. it's hard to always be the bad guy.
and I am so sick of commuting I might rip my eyes out. I need to stop taking the freeway and start exploring more.
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godessalthena
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2016 8 March :: 9.49pm
and just like that I feel the flutters slipping away.
my heart is heavy. nostalgia ripping me apart.
yearning for simpler days.
I miss the summers, when love was still so sweet and new. I miss feeling like the world might have some hope.
but there is no hope.
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godessalthena
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2016 6 March :: 8.50am
I'm tired of being warped..
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godessalthena
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2016 3 March :: 5.06pm
must not sabotage
must not sabotage
stop looking for reasons to say no
start saying yes
unless it's really a no, never feel guilty for saying no
it just seems too good to be true
I'm waiting for an axe to fall
but maybe it never will..?
when can I stop being cautious? am I even capable?
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