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2018 20 September :: 7.34am
:: Mood: curious
who even reads this
I found this in a post from 2006. please please please if you read this fill it out, I'll reply and fill one out for you. no judgement
Two things you wonder about me
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Three Things you like about me
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3.
Two of my best features
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Two things you don't like about me
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2.
Three words that describe me
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One question for me (ask away, i will answer honestly)
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godessalthena
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2018 19 September :: 6.37am
I don't get sick very often, but I've some how caught a cold and I feel like death
balloon head sinus pressure head ache stuffy runny nose huge cough and mucus in my lungs
ugh some bring me soup & cuddles
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 16 September :: 1.27am
reconnected with Juan's old roommates and it was even better than old times marli is going to be around all the time I effin love her been doing bruches with the new roommates and trying to step outside my comfort zone more new project at work training 80 CSRs I'm so effing excited went to the fair and ate the most amaZing burrito with the bestie everyone has these wonderful pets that love me and my own pets have been much more affectionate lately
things are feeling better, I'm glad the storm has passed and I feel like I'm finally thinking clearly again
working from home really helps in so many ways
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 14 September :: 6.53am
why am I so jealous still of this dude
why can't I shake the feeling the songs are about him
how do I move past this? why am I so insecure?
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 9 September :: 9.15pm
just leave
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 9 September :: 9.28am
I just want to give up. I hate every beautiful day.
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 5 September :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: adoring
when baby dog is really happy, she runs around completely nuts around the living room and then bolts away into the kitchen to get a drink and then bolts into the den
my mom squeels with glee every time she does it, and it's always the same adorable sound with a wonderful giggle after and it's just one of my absolute favorite things. it makes my heart sing.
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 5 September :: 6.19am
I suck at comforting people
one day down of sober September and I have had no break from an uncomfortable unsettled feeling deep in my stomach, like I ate copious amounts of cheese.
I can do this.
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 4 September :: 9.34pm
I'm really fucking sick and tired of being treated like I don't know shit.
I know a lot. I'm smart. I've had jobs in different areas and understand how almost all insurance works (besides life insurance, but that seems like the most straight forward insurance).
but go ahead,just treat me like I don't know anything. it's okay.
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 29 August :: 2.12pm
you either are important or you aren't
you either matter to someone or you don't
I'm always in the "not" category
and it hurts, but trying harder just looks desperate, and I don't know how to do less than what I do. I'm just a non entity. I'm fading into nothing. I don't speak I don't care I just feel sad and lonely.
and I know it'll only get worse. I know I'll be the worst mom. I know I'll die in child birth. I know I'll have a miscarriage. I know I'm sterile.
why do I even exist
I am a meaningless creature on a meaningless planet in an infinite expanse of nothing.
how do I fix this?
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 29 August :: 8.24am
why is it that I always manage to convince myself that my bf is gay and in love with another man?????
it happens every time. am I crazy? am I imagining it?
is it just my insecurities about not being a man? maybe I was just supposed to be a man. idk.
life is so confusing.
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 26 August :: 12.52pm
this country is so fucking fucked.
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godessalthena
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2018 22 August :: 9.45pm
I'm so freaking frustrated I want to scream.
there just no being happy. if I do one thing I suffer in another way.
I need to find a therapist.
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 19 August :: 11.01pm
maybe it'll never be enough
maybe it's just me
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godessalthena
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2018 18 August :: 11.21pm
I know a lot of people hate lap dogs but they are honestly the best
they are perfectly destined to be our hand held best friends
I just want to snuggle my puppies forever
domesticated dogs are just permanent puppies and it's just the best. dogs were made to be with people. out of how many animals in the world dogs are the only one to truly and unrevokably to be our best friend. can you imagine a world without dogs?
it would be a pretty fucking sad world.
not to say other domesticated animals aren't awesome, they just don't hold a candle to dogs. they are the best. hands down.
DOGS FUCKIN ROCK
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godessalthena
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2018 18 August :: 10.19pm
I love being the best
even if it's at something stupid.
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 17 August :: 9.10am
worst timing ever... check
constant ability to out foot in mouth... check
permanent confusion towards life... check
how does anyone actually enjoy this whole "being alive and interacting with other people" bullshit?
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 12 August :: 7.53am
when you can tell your dogs are starting to love you again because you spend more time at home
best feeling ever
working from home is truly so wonderful. I know it's hard to balance working from home and feeling "included" at the office but the two days I go in is just perfect. one day would probably be my preference but eh.
now if I could just get some extra cash....
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 10 August :: 5.53pm
ah fuck it
I'm gonna have a party
no she didn't!
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godessalthena
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2018 7 August :: 9.32am
first day working from home was pretty much the most amazing thing ever so glad they gave me this opportunity!
I didn't complain over yesterday. I just felt comfortable
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