*real eyez.... realize...real liez*

2 days left til *16*..yay
LadiePerfection/Taylor Duzer: yeah whatever because u kno u cant resist his sexin.
all he gotta do it not give u any for 2 weeks
and u will b runnin to have his babies. "give it to me daddy!"



I vow to never break your heart, I'll never let you down, for better or worse,
I'll always be around

 

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godessalthena

:: 2016 12 November :: 10.41am

puked everywhere
can't stop this stupid fucking coughing
food hates me
ran out of aleve, birth control, clean undies and clothing all on the same day out of town
i just want to roll over and give up

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 10 November :: 10.04pm

i just can't shake this anxious feeling

in my arms in my neck in my belly

i can feel the air around me decaying

i can see the rot in all living things

the entropy of the universe permeating the porous surfaces and breaking apart the sentinel stones



i can feel
what little of me
that was left
falling into dismal fear
and evaporating as the wind sweeps past

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 9 November :: 1.16am

here's to living the next four years stoned off
my ass

as to not remember the end of the world.

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 2 November :: 6.55am

6 days until we can watch actual news again

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 28 October :: 7.35pm

feels good to get some shit off my plate.

here's to hoping it helps!

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 27 October :: 9.21pm

i am the biggest pot head.

i guess someone's wildest dreams came true.. maybe it was profectic?

either way i love riding the green pony. i love every single thing about it.

well.. other than the cartels..

i also love yokai watch. maybe a smidge obsessed.

i haven't crocheted in weeks. maybe that's why i'm in a slump.. but i finally have halloween plans im excited about!! and a cute costume if i can find the dress..

pizza pot pie anyone?

1 ooh* | no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 23 October :: 9.26am

the world is an ugly place

filled with ugly people

ugly events

ugly future

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 22 October :: 9.02am

free prostitutes

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 17 October :: 4.00pm

i apparently have a huge personal problem with WASPs

maybe i should start the WASP elimination army

spread the wealth, spread the love, get rid of all those old white slave owners

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 17 October :: 2.30pm

i don't care if you've been friends with someone since childhood

he's still a hateful close minded misogynistic piece of shit

and i'm not going to pretend like he isn't for your sake

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 15 October :: 9.33am

hey now you're an all star
the only roads i know are the back roads

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 12 October :: 12.23pm

i know lots of people are smarter than me but i have this philosophy:

SO WHAT

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 12 October :: 6.39am

starting to feel a cold or something coming on

secretly, please come faster so i can stay home from work.

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 10 October :: 9.41pm

sometimes you just gotta give a lil

you gotta learn to bend so you don't break(snap)

hatreds fester with the pus of tainted grudges

fizz it out with the peroxide of a new day

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 5 October :: 10.13pm

It's good to have money and the things that money can buy, but it's good, too, to check up once in a while and make sure that you haven't lost the things that money can't buy.

- George H. Lorimer

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 29 September :: 8.42am

what does the sun keep a' shining
what does the sea rush to shore
don't they know it's the end of the world
it ended when i lost your love


i wake up in the morning and i wonder
why everything's the same as it was
i can't understand no i can't understand
why everything goes on like it does





i just needed it to stop. i'm worth more than to feel like shit all the time.
no matter how shitty being alone was, being hurt by someone who loves you is worse

i really hope you can get better. i shouldn't want to change you, but if you want to be with me you have to hit my bar. harsh maybe but how else will we get what we deserve...

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 28 September :: 8.48pm

timing is everything and mine is terrible.

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 28 September :: 7.36pm

breaking up

the worst feeling

anchors pulling at the pit of your stomach

you feel the weight of oblivion dragging you

into the murky impossible depths



your soul a rotting carcass in the mariana trench

1 ooh* | no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 27 September :: 9.40pm

what is real

and just a dream

no she didn't!


godessalthena

:: 2016 27 September :: 6.04am

after the shit storm that has been the last few weeks, there is a light on the horizon.

finally finished the office. i've never experienced office life quite like that, but i can relate at least a little. excellent show.

now to finish quantum leap.

no she didn't!

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