*real eyez.... realize...real liez*

2 days left til *16*..yay
LadiePerfection/Taylor Duzer: yeah whatever because u kno u cant resist his sexin.
all he gotta do it not give u any for 2 weeks
and u will b runnin to have his babies. "give it to me daddy!"


I vow to never break your heart, I'll never let you down, for better or worse,
I'll always be around

 

home | profile | guestbook So I'm spoiled & I'm rotten in a sinister way recent entries | past entries godessalthena :: 2016 24 September :: 12.28am definitely not getting any sleep tonight no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 22 September :: 10.12pm if i close my eyes and imagine laying in my favorite field of clover and sunlight with you, will you ease my pain? if i hold out my hand in the dark will i find yours there next to me? i wish i could cuddle with you again, in the early morning hours in your leather chair. could i forget all that's happened since then? can we sit in the golden montana sun and snore our lives away? i miss you so much. i wish i could have hugged you one last time. why are things always so fucking painful? why are people so terrible? why does everything turn into a burning pile of charred ash and cinder.. i just want to sleep forever. i feel so dead inside. no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 22 September :: 8.24am :: Music: FIDLAR bad habits sometimes i really want to become a drug addict 1 ooh* | no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 22 September :: 6.56am the sun is no longer up when i go to work :( no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 21 September :: 9.17pm a lil drunk feelin pretty grood not worried about too much besides my internet being a fucking bastard y u no netflix & chill, vizio? going to portugal. the man in november. bought everyone tickets for their birthdays. i love me some scorpios man. what da fuq for halloween doe.. dayman and nightman? harambe and a banana? the fox and the little princess? i don't know man. i just don't know. no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 16 September :: 2.11pm gotta take a picture. but first gotta find the damn thing. still haven't unpacked from my move a year ago. no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 14 September :: 8.07pm I don't like the way I'm feeling right now my stomach sinking all the blood rushing to my trunk I just feel so frustrated that you won't talk time about anything. no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 13 September :: 12.04pm this dead heart of mine is a heavy burden to carry. I used to think maybe I wasn't meant to carry it alone but every day that passes it seems more and more like a fact I am not made to be happy. I am not made to love. I am not made for anything. I am a tamed animal that's been left alone to waste away. this hollowness I feel grows more every day. temporarily am I filled, but only to have it slip out of my cracked base. i watch the wind through the trees and feel the brisk autumn air against my exposed flesh. I feel nothing but meaningless inside. no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 13 September :: 7.52am disappointment why can't you be a little more responsible? or why am I such a responsible old windbag? no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 8 September :: 10.05pm I can make it if I tired I closed my eyes I kept on swimming no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 5 September :: 11.13pm splurged on some new clothing today. torrid was having a buy one get one free clearance so I stocked up. a lil reward for paying off my car! I deserve it! I just hope it all fits. the shitty thing is no returns... but let's be honest I'm too fucking lazy to go into a store. I have some Blazers that never get worn.. I want to start wearing them more often just because. I'll dress up on Tuesdays, since men have tie Tuesday. and maybe I'll get some new lipstick too... no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 31 August :: 9.07pm maybe I really am just not ready I fucking hate that motherfucker. I hate who I've become. who he trained me to be. I am so weak. still a slave to those putrid habits. I am broken indefinitely. with broken strings it's hard to fix oneself. no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 30 August :: 8.05am reasons I hate work: - nothing ever works - offshore processing - NOTHING EVER WORKS - OFFSHORE PROCESSING no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 28 August :: 10.27am oh my god I am tired no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 25 August :: 10.08pm off to the tri cities for another Mexican birthday celebration and the taco guy he makes the most delicious tacos, and to watch him prepare them is a treat camping out in the back yard in a tent it's going to be how you say el mejor no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 24 August :: 12.51pm I never have been And I never will be good enough no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 22 August :: 9.52am probably the best thing growing my hair out has going for me: EPIC HEAD BANGING no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 20 August :: 3.28pm he's sawing adorable logs on the couch next to me I gently touch his butt he wiggles and makes the cutest sleep chuckle I could die so cute no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 19 August :: 9.30am so some good news after the terrible horrible no good very bad day yesterday... I PAID OFF MY CAR NOTE now to just get the title and she's mine ALL MIIIIIIINE 1 ooh* | no she didn't! godessalthena :: 2016 18 August :: 11.42am I live fat ugly and stupid I'll die old alone and unloved I try so hard to be seen but I've never been more invisible no she didn't!

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