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Well... i still dont have a fucking computer... and if i dont get it back soon i think the answer will be suicide! hahah someone egged my sisters window last night! my parents were mad but i kinda think its funny! lol! last night we went over to my auntie evas for uncle bruce's birthday! it was a cute little family gathering... BORING!! but at least i got to use the features on my new camera! i took like a million pics of the baby!! then i just chilled in laurens room with her for a while!!

the early release day will suck!! its supposed to be like shitty out:(

bye for now!

<3 NikkiE!!

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Well yesterday was friday night and i hadda work... it was all good cuz jessie invited me to tha mall after, but then she never called so i pretty much had a shit night! w.e! i got a new digital camera... and its ADORABLE... but i still dont have a computer to plug it into :( im on my aunts! well my cousin is having one of those partys where they sell like fake coach and prada bags, but shes getting relle good ones so she sed if anyone of my friends wants to come just tell me!! she wants alot of people to come! just tell me if you wanna:)... not all of the bags are ugly... and there is like jewlery and things like that there too!!

... well this week has been... unusual!! well i found some things out about my "friends"... i relle hate people sometimes, especially when they lie!! its not true i guess! Kelsey i love you darling!! lol! ... anyways... tuesday was Emmes birthday... i love spending the day with that sexy beast! shes wonderful! its so nice to see all my old friends and to know that they are REAL! its like with some of my new friends i cant tell if they are telling the truth... my old friends arent like that... they dont lie to me, and they tell me whats going on... that just doesnt happen like that at NHS! i shouldnt be saying my "old Freinds" because they arent... the will always be my friends, not my old friends. they are the ones i know will always take care of me! i feel the same way about some of my new friends, but not all of them! it makes me so angry when people lie to me that are supposed to be the people i trust most!.. w.e oh well... i will eventually learn!! dont worry whoever is reading this... i still love oyu, i just need some time to see if i can trust you!! haha lol jk! thursday is an early release day... dunno what im doing, probobly having fun...well hopefully!

this journal is dedicated to all my "old" friends and some of my new friends!

~emme, amanda, becca, christina, gorgea, jennie, amanda m, elizabeth, kelc, meg, katie, Darien ....

theres more peopel i love... but i cant really think because i have a headache! lol!

<3 NikkiE!!!

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iu havnt been on a fuckin computer in so long!! im at dariens... and i still dont have a fuckin computer... wow i ahve so much to say but i cant! takes too long! so... well me and my dad finally started talkings(we havnt since feb. vacation) and hes taking me shopping on tuesday nite... w/ the credit cart!! woooooooooooooooohuuuuu!!!!! oh... ya so me and darien are going to the clay Aiken, kelly clarkson concert! im excited! then tomorrow is a half day... so off to kelseys! I love you Emme! happy birthday! wont see becca for at least 10 days... shes in italy! Have fun baby!! i love you ohhhh so much!

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i spent like 3 hours trying to find the html codes for the pictures in this thing because funky-chickens is down!! i finally found a good site!! yippie!!! isnt it pretty?? i like the waterfall one:) im so tired and excited!! my aunt got me kiss concert tickets so once again i m going with her... but unfortunatly my sister is going so i cant bring any one! hopefully i will see janet there and we can sneak up to the front!!! hell ya!!! cant wait till then baby!!! lol!! Bahamas in a few months!! needa loose at least 15 pounds!!

someone tell me not to eat!!!

<3 nikkie

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Havnt written in a while............

I fucken dont have a computer!! its all gone for like 3 weeks!!! :( im so sad! i hafta use my aunts computer... but it doesnt have aim!! someone help me! ok so anyways my vacation have been so boring!! it has consited of going to the gym with my aunt, going to hicksville Nh with my parents, going shopping with my grandma, and talking to darien with text messageing!! somebody save me!!! going to amandas tomorrow hopefully... and going out to dinner with my baby BECCA!! i miss her so much words cant even say!! i like cry when i talk to her on the phone because i think about last year and i dont know how i am making it throgh this year without her! its amazing i miss emme and amanda too!! last year we were inseperable... now this year i dont see any of them... at least emme and amanda still have eachother at school!! i love them ohhh sooo much!!!
anyways.... i think im surviving mostly on the part of lizzy darien nd manda!! they are so cute! Me manda nd lizzy need to chill over vacation... im way to stressed!!!

Kiss Concert 2004!!! hell ya baby cant wait!!
me and auntie cindy go every year!!!!

<3 Nikkie!!

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lalalalala im so bored... practice was.... gay.... today! like 30 ppl werent there so we had to change the whole entire halftime for our last game tomorrow:( tear tear!!! omg...i realized that whatever happens happens between them.... she can have him and i can have her... i care to much about my friends to even think about it!! i made 2 new friends today!!!

People who choose their boyfriends over their REAL friends suck... it makes me sooooo sad to so one of my bestest friends hurt like that! its not even fucken funny!! its rather bull shit in fact!!!

Lizzy sweety dont cry anymore... but just think about it this way... look at how many friends you have gained over this expirience!! and i love you more than 100 people ever could! we we have had smgt over the fucken past years... we got scared shitless... we made oscar cry... we "played" in the house at jonson... we had a 3some with darien... i mean so many fucken good times lol!! you are MY valentine!!!

M E A N D A M A N D A A R E T H E S A M E F U C K E N P E R S O N ! ! ! ! !