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i LoVeD dEePeR aNd I sPoKe SwEeTeR

:: 2004 1 November :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Tech N9ne-"Imma Tell"

FUCKIN AMAZING!!

LAST NIGHT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS THE BEST SHOW I HAVE EVEN SEEN, AND IM SURE I WILL EVER SEE!!!! FRIGHT FEST BABY!!!.. i had soo much fun last night haha... i love halloween.. i fetl bacd cuz i didn't carve my pumpkin this year... and i didnt get to go trick or treat..but the show made up for it...

yea well today was a shitty day... i felt liek shit after lunch cuz of the god damn nasty food at are school... then my mom made me go to work even tho i flet liek shit... sucked but i was doign work on the computer liek the whole time soo it wasent that bad.. tomorrow i have work again.. thursday too... sux but w/e...

well my tummy still hurst... lol i jsuted wanted to let all u ppl who didn go to the show that it was fucking amazing!!!

<3 Lizzy

...SoMeWhErE...

silentcriez

:: 2004 1 November :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: refreshed
:: Music: instant pleasure x rufus wainwright

alright so now its november first and everything is just.. passing me by so fast im not really changing or helping myself as i should im just the same moving along in time.. and i should be correcting my faults, fine tuning my vocals and aquiring new writing skills but everything is just.. the same...

i dont know what exactly im feeling right now, its awkward and i sometimes get these horrible feelings in the pitt of my stomache but dont even know what caused it.. some thought or vision emblazoned deeply in my mind perhaps?

who knows.. last night was halloween and it didnt even seem like it.. i as at fright fest which i may say was the best ever, damn it was so good.. i had a great time.. believe me ;-) it just didnt feel like halloween.. none of the holidays feel like holidays anymore.. every since my mom left.. this was my second halloween without her.. and soon will come my 2nd thanksgiving and christmas.. and birthday.. and none of them will hold any meaning..

why does life have to deal such a bad hand?

*light skin dark eyes*

light skin dark eyes
they move me and they do hypnotize
baby you could take it all away
and id still be sitting here just the same, today
light skin dark eyes
glowing in the dark like fire flies
the passion is growing from within
and i dont know where i can begin

light skin dark eyes
every moment with you is paradise
golden rays fall even sweeter now
across my tan euphoric spoiled brow
light skin dark eyes
each road that i take, holds a new surprise
twists and turns, i really dont mind them much
as long as i can always feel your touch

(chorus)
the moment i saw you
i knew it was true
knew i could feel it,
i knew it was you
since then i told you
id never let you go
your light skin, and dark eyes
drive me out of control

light skin dark eyes
mysterious while out of your disguise
i feel like i have touched these forbidden fruits
fed the fire to the beast, my heart ran loose

(chorus)

light skin dark eyes
envelope me and take me for a ride
its something few will ever see
and im glad your girl is me

...SoMeWhErE...

xonixieox

:: 2004 1 November :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none.. im at school

my weekend..
im in the computer lab with my love Traci!!!!!!!!!!!!

well friday night was the football game.. i went with virginia dj cait and bill.. then we took amanda to our house.. but cait went home.. we slept at my house, but bill drove amanda home at like midnight..

ya so anyways.. then on saturday we had to wake up at like 730 becasue Genes memorial service was in the morning.. we went there and amanda made me cry :( then we went out to breakfast with the whites.. and after that we all went to the mall and stuff.. then we went home and watched movies i think..

ok so then on sunday i went to amandas and then we made her shirt for competition.. then we went to Devin and went to MONSTER JAM!! it was fuccking AmAzInG!! there were so many amanzing acts.. and then 50 cent came as a guest! it was truly awesome! i ahd so much fun.. when G-unit was on yuong buck smoked a blunt on stage.. it was kinda weird becasue there were soooooooo amny cops lol! ya so anyways then juvinille came on during slow motion and was like for anyone who has passed away who you miss and love.. put up your cell phones and dont let the lights go out! it was so sad.. i was standing next to amanda and it was really sad becasue we both just looked at eachother like so sad :( but anyways..

then on the T going home we waited for sooooo long.. first a D didnt even come.. so at north staton they made us get on a B to government center.. then there we had to take another B to park st.. then from there the guy from another B changed it to a D so we all got on.. but then when we got halfway there we had to all get off and take a bus becasue the tracks were broken! the conert got over at 12 and we didnt get home till 2! the ride was hell! ohh well because i had so much freaking fun! this random drunk guy was dancing with me and amanda and he wasnt bed looking so i had no arguments.. other than the fact that he told us he had a girlfriend and didnt care lol! ohh well we had fun!

thats all for now !!

-Nik

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silentcriez

:: 2004 31 October :: 10.35am

ITS FUCKING HALLOWEEN BABYYYY

fright fest in a matter of hours!!!!

<33

...SoMeWhErE...

xonixieox

:: 2004 30 October :: 11.20am
:: Mood: sad

happy Birthday Gene

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krazykelc1

:: 2004 29 October :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: happy.. yet something just feels out of place
:: Music: Mario ` Let me love you

The Notebook

"I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you."

...SoMeWhErE...

xoxchubbyxox

:: 2004 29 October :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: mosh: eminem

blahh
well i still feel like crap. oh jeez lol. ive been sick from like tuesday til today and i stayed home yesterday...lol i hate bein sick. well yay for the red sox lol too bad i was asleep when they won :( any way...school is bad..i think im going to the mvoies tomorrow so that should be fun perhaps..

write more when i feel ok...

:( Darien

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krazykelc1

:: 2004 28 October :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: burnt out
:: Music: Mario ` Let me love you

Good song
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

[Bridge:]

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Let me love you that's all you need baby..

...SoMeWhErE...

xonixieox

:: 2004 28 October :: 9.12am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: none.. im at school

RED SOX (and things)
FUCK YEA!! the red sox are fucking AMAZING!!!! hell ya baby we won!!! okay so if the parade is tomorrow like it is supposed to be then im going. but if its saturday then probobly not becasue i have Gene's Memorial service :( tear its gunna be so sad..

i really hope that the parade is tomorrow!

Amanda, Gini, Bill, and probobly Chris and Kevin are sleeping over on friaday.. then we hafta get up SuPeR early for Gene's Service .. i think its gunna be really sad and depressing..

HaPpY eArLy 18tH bIrThDaY gEnE! i LoVe YoU sO mUcH!!!

thats all for now since im in the computer lab right now.. its 2nd period and im already ready to go home, but i have detention today :/

-Nik

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krazykelc1

:: 2004 27 October :: 10.19pm

I am head over heels in love with Robbie Walker.

good day.

...SoMeWhErE...

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