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cocopuff

:: 2004 27 September :: 6.46am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: none...

hello

lol its been a while since i wrote in here again... seems like i writein it like once a mounth... but i decided to say hello bright and early.. now im off to school

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2004 26 September :: 2.38pm

2 new songs..

http://www.soundclick.com/util/streamM3U.m3u?ID=1310785&q=Hi

*dedicated tears*

i have, i have thought about you.. (x4)

its been a few weeks since youve been gone
i miss you, i need you, your scents still here so strong
i know that you are happier this way
what wouldve happened if things were different that day

(chorus)
i have, i have thought about you..
ive tried to give all my love to you
in my dreams i think all about you
my hearts filled with tears all for you

i heard your laugh the other day
listened close as it slowly faded away
i shed a tear each and every reoccurring day
they all begin and end the same dissorienting way

(chorus x2)

your all i need.. all i need
lemme hear you say
your all i need.. all i need
please just stay
your better off this way

http://www.soundclick.com/util/streamM3U.m3u?ID=1413788&q=Hi

*last night*

you had me for 11 weeks
you stole my heart in just one beat
i tried to keep you from yourself
your nothing without my help

i took your words to be complete
they werent shit not near concrete
melting under heavy pressure
why are we appart when we could be together?

(chorus)
wont you please help me
i need you
like you needed me
and i want you to know
that i love you
through everything
i still love you

you took me deep that night
all that was wrong felt so right
no need to question what i felt
once we touched my heart began to melt

my sense of fear intoxicated
in search for love.. but always hated
it felt right then, with eyes so true
that it must be this it must be you

(chorus)

(bridge)
i'm going crazy.. cuz i need you here
thoughts of others disapear
bite me soft and carress my tounge
feel so old as the night is young
intimate sensations..chills down my spine
sips of hypnotique allow us to unwind..

(chorus x 3)

1 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


xoxchubbyxox

:: 2004 26 September :: 12.59pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: thamkful: kelly clarkson

needed to update
hello i dont have much to say. school is still no fun lol. i went to the movies yesterday and saw cellular with my neighbor caileigh and then we just basically hung around till like 1130 :-D. haha most fun ive had in awhile. anyway i dont hvae anything else to say so ill update later :) .

1 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 26 September :: 9.59am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Hilary Duff `Fly

Update...

Yesterday before I left for work Joey came to see me for like 5 minutes but then he had to go cause I was late.. n then I guess he came to visit me at work but I was upstairs doing orientation, and no one bothered to tell me he stopped by when I came down, lol. So then he showed up and I was like wow how random. So he called me when I got out of work, and then I went to the mall to get new noserings and Friendly's - and the fuckers didnt even give me my grilled cheese... just a big container of fries, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT. So last night was pretty bad. Ohh but it gets worse.. when I went to clean the new nosering in the sink I accidently dropped it down the drain, HAH can you say DUMB. yeah, so then I had to put some weird rainbow tinted colored one in but that's okay, that's what I get for being a complete idiot. So then after hours of stress, I got a ride to Joey's nanas because my brother was driving up to Hollywood video with his friends. It was fun, I love his family their so Italian and so nice :-)

Last night was Goncha's birthday party - but I couldn't go cuz I got home so late and my mom wouldn't drive me. Then I had that whole issue with my nose ring that took me about an hour to fix. The little diamond in the nosestud fell out and the inside started turning all green n shit it was gross... n the hole was all swollen and it started to bleed when I took it out :[ meh

But anyways today after work I'm going to Party City to get her some balloons and then tonight I'm dying Meg's hair for her-it's gonna be fun :-)





LEAVE COMMENTS! I'm not even kidding people, this thing is so boring and if you all like reading it so much you better start leaving comments or else I'm gonna get rid of it again!

6 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


xonixieox

:: 2004 26 September :: 8.36am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: what would you do x City high

fuck life
fuck friends.. fuck bean.. fuck everyone.. FUCK life!

im so sick of this shit.. all i tried to do was stick up for a friend.. (everyone knows what im talking about) and so now its fucking MY FAULT??? thats fucking bull shit and if you were really a good friend that you would not be blaming me for this shit... ahhhhhh whatever FUCK YOU!!! im done with you and your shit! i cant even fucking take this anymore..

this is fucking rediculus... next itme anyone needs help or is in trouble or anything dont even bother looking to me becasue im done with helping people out and sticking up for them becasue this shit is fucked up and i fucking hate everyone..

never again...

i dont even know why i keep a fucking journal... its fucked up anyways.. just like my life!!

fuck this im done with you







... well yesterday i had a little fun... sort of..



- Nik :( :( :(

6 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 25 September :: 9.41am
:: Mood: tired

last night


[pic `1]



[pic `2]

...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 24 September :: 3.14pm
:: Mood: THRILLED
:: Music: none

yeaaaah
I'm trippin face tonight ha haaa :-D

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2004 24 September :: 12.13am

i needed that :-)

...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 23 September :: 10.17pm

Pictures from nikkie's camera <3

[andrea nikkie n` me]





[nikkie n` me - cause we're cool hah]





[me andrea n` jimmy]





[nikkie n`me]





[liz kate n` me - w. my eyes closed hah]





[manda me n` nikkie]





[manda sarah n` nikkie]





[sarah n` emme]





[tracii n` me]





[tracii n` nikkie]


1 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 23 September :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: stoned
:: Music: Hilary Duff `Fly

Welcome back. :-)
Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?

[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can
deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's
nothing left and the world's feeling hollow

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?

[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can
deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

And when your down and feeling low,
just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else

Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday

[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can
deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

Fly
Forget about the reasons why you
can deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

Any moment everything can change





yeah I love that song. anyways I found this layout and fell in love :-) so I decided to start updating again cause people have asked. If you all don't leave me oodles of comments though I'll get bored of this again, so make sure you do!

much love

...SoMeWhErE...

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