well.....
its been a bit of a hwile i guess, the semi was really fun, i had alast with everyone...i couldnt help thinking how i am drifting away from everyone though...my dad just signed the papers in court, and soon, i wont even be part of natick anymore....some things i just take for garnted i guess right...well after the semi i slept over julies and spent literlally the enitre next day studying for our history finals..we only got 2 and ahal chapters complataely done lol..but w/e i studied untilk i slept...then i started again the next day...until i went over nikkies to help her study for the ame test, it didnt quite work out that way lol...instead we laid out in the sun at her grandmas pool...we werent sure if we should go in yet because of the chemicals, which had just been put in the night before...lol we didnt want to get achemical burn..so nikkie and julie decided that they would throw me in...they are such great friends! nikkie also made me wear a two - piece (which was so disgusting you would have vomitted) and consequently my top was removed mor e than twice...lol it was still somewhat fun...lol...well tthis is my second day of finals..i did ok for history and powerpoint i think...today i had science and english..science was ok, idk how i did but english was so easy i like finished in the first half hour...its so sad that i have to spedn my last days at nhs taking final exams...i almost llok forward to seeing everyone...some of you for the last time....but i hate exams...so i am torn...i hate this...i wish icould have anothe ryear...:-( im not ready to move...i cant...:'-( but there is nothing i can do...i have to try to accept it even though its seems the harder i try to keep a grasp on what i have left here...the less i seem to have...i cant believe its already over...even though its school, i still had great time and will neve forget you guys no matter what..ever..but i feel like i am being ripped away form my life here...i gues si have to say it sometime...and for some of you..this really is goodbye :-(

ive cried almost everyday for the past week...and its not helping...i still feel just as bad...if not much worse...thanx for being there...to those of you who have (lol thats everyone) i love you :-D....:-(

...SoMeWhErE...