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xonixieox

:: 2004 23 May :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: nonoe right now!!

LAst nite!
ok well LAst night was THE BEST nite ever!! ok so i went to the kiss concert and as soon as i got there i met up with janet and erika! we walked around forever, then got our tarrot card read... mine sed that i would get a pregnancy scare in october, and certain times im to nice to poeple(hahaha right lizzy), and that i make a big deal out of little thing! that is so true.. he also knew i was sigle... and alot of other things... i was like thats so fucked up!! he told me in october i would be shitting bricks for a couple of weeks!! im so scared lol!

ok so janet and erikas seats were in the lawn and mine were bad... so we sttod at the door and 4 rich looking ladies started to walk out.. so we go are you leaving? they sed yes so we asked for their tickets... and guess what... $500 tickets... we were in the FUCING 6TH ROW!! i was so excited.. we saw Ja rule, ashanti, kim locke(we got her autograph and hugs:) ) sean paul, backstreet boys hahahaha, jc chazes(or whatever the fuck his name is) jessica simpson, and maroon 5 from the 6th row! it was awesome!

ok well that jc guy from n*sync is a fuckin weirdo... he had like a fucking live porn on stage.. the 4 girls were like eating eachother out and fucking on stage... not to mention they were wearing like NOTHING!!

ok well the concert was the fucking best one ever! i had SOOOO much fucking fun! cant wait till next year!!

to tired to type anymore!!

oh ya and i love Cyndi Lauper!! haha shes such a cute old lady

and Avril Lavigne was fucking drunk as hell during her performance!!! it was awesome!!

<3 NikkiE

...SoMeWhErE...


snowflakea4

:: 2004 22 May :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: ...ummmm
:: Music: same as last time

ok... well today i chillaxed until like 7 and i went to the bridge and hung out with tim-tim, tiffany, tiara, tasha and kaitlyn... and i saw nick too lol umm well clint and steph showed up. i reached my limit i was SHAKING so bad and i told tuffany, tiara, tasha and kaitlyn about everything and they wouldnt let me go anywhere by myself and at one point clint, some sarah girl and stephanie called me over and than i was walking over there and tiffany was like oh no your not going alone and tirara didnt let me either and than there like oh we didnt need to talk to you and im like umm kk whatever bye. and all night he was staring at me and following me and stuff tiff told her mom and her mom was talking to me than... i told my dad everything..... yeah idk whats going to happen now... siiigh ttyl

...SoMeWhErE...


cocopuff

:: 2004 22 May :: 2.24pm

JEWEL LYRICS

Foolish Games
You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window,
always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one
with dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees
CHORUS: These foolish games are tearing me apart
You thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You were always brilliant in the morning
Smoking your cigarettes, talking over coffee
You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you,
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself
CHORUS
You took off your coat and stood in the rain
you were always like that

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 21 May :: 2.434334pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: cant get my head around you

yay today was my last day of school!! ok after.. me and brittany had a fun experience with her moms car lol ok i will tell you. me and brittany, nikki, joy cynthia, amanda, emily and i forget who else were gong to go to the mall and brittany asked me if i can help her get gas so i went with her and she showed me her gas card (it was amico) so we went to 711 to see if i was associated with amico and they said they werent so we were gonig to back to school bc my dad was working there and ask him when we can find an amico station so were gonig to school she took a back way and the speed limit was 20 and she was going 60 and she was like omg pedestrian AHHHH A SPEED BUMP omg that thing was big and next thing i know its like we flew up and the car slammed down again lol omggg i thought we like flew the car literally went up in the air we just laughed for like 30 mins.! we got to school and my dad wasnt there so i asked his friend and he told me it was by barnes and nobles and we realized we didnt have enough gas to go there so we stopped and put $5 towards it (gas it so expensive lately) so that got us like 2 gallons so after we found amico and we were all happy and proud we put the card in and it said see cashier so i went in and britt stayed with the car and she told me the card was declined im like what are you talking about lady!!! lol so i went and told brittany she went in lol (already were were 1 hr late for the mall) so brittany had to pay for gas and i told her id buy her lunch and dinner and stuff. so we got gas.. and went to the mall than we met up with everyone and me n britt alone went to the food court and i was in the line for subway and she had her pizza on a tray and her drink kept falling over and i picked it up than her boyfriend called so she handed me her tray and went outside to talk to him and it was like 10 mins past so i asked the lady (never seen her in my life) to hold britts pizza. she did and i went outside to get britt and when she saw me shes like WHERES MY FOOD lol im like i gave it so some lady to hold lol and she ran inside and was like omg lisa and started laughing so i went and got pizza and the guy was making fun of me grrr. than we went back and shopped around with the group and at 1 met my mom and piercing pagoda bc joy wanted to get her ears pierced and her dad wouldnt go with her nor did he at that time know. the lady there wouldnt let her and joy was so sad so my mom said shed pretend to be joys mom.. joy had to call her dad and at first he said no and she was so sad she started to cry in the middle of the mall but than he said yes!! so we went to claires and i filled out the info bc my mom couldnt bc she didnt know anything aobut joy so as im filling it out im like Name- Joy Kretchmer. OH NO shes suppost to have the last name as my mom so i scribbled it out and put farina. and my mom looks at it when i turned it in (all the other info was mine except for bday) shes like whats the scribble. im like thinking "think fast..." OH well mom i put joy annmarie and than i realized you werent suppost to put middle names so i scribbled it out. and emilys like that was a good save lol. so it was the time for them to stab her earlobe and she was soo scared but excited i was so happy for her and we were crouding around her including nikkis mom and sister and her sisters friend and even the cleaning lady was looking through the window and she got it and than me n nikki chipped in and bought her a bracelet.. than it was time for us to go so we all said bye and me and britt and nikki locked arms and went into pac sun and were trying to get through everyone was looking at us funny and we almore knocked over a rack. after i left and got my hair done than i came home and chillaxed than me and kelly went to the brige and clint.. that kid was still all over me and he was freaking drunk and sara and kelly and steph (K) saved me so many times sara pushed him and she like held on to me and kelly and me were outside and me n kelly were playing matrix and we like crawled behind and underneath cars lol than he left and i was like omg thank god!! lol than we left and im gonig to bed night lol

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silentcriez

:: 2004 22 May :: 1.37pm

She falls apart by herself
No ones there to talk or understand
Feels sustained, dries here eyes
Finds herself, opens the door inside
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasteful
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
Hold, hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney: Want]
Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today
You walk along by yourself
There's no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can't share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney: Want]
Hold (Want) hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney: Want]
Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today
Sometimes we'll feel around and this dance instead can't be down
All the sound of me on my own
Any sound of me again it's time away surround around a friend
I know where I know where no where to runaway
She falls apart, no one there
Hold her hand, it seems to disappear
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney:] Want
Hold (Want) hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney:] Want
Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today
Runaway Runaway
Hold (Want) hold you (Want) but your going away
But your leaving today, but your leaving today


[four beverages you drink frequently]
1: diet coke
2: water
3. sprite
4: alcohol

[four things to do when you're bored]
1: smoke
2: talk online
3: sing
4: write poems

[four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1: jimmy hugs
2. drugz
3: talking to sean
4: talking to my friends

[four things you can't live without]
1: writing
2: friends
3: music
4: food

[about ten years ago ]
1: i was 5
2: i was at the wellesely coopertive nursery school lol
3: i didnt realize my full potential.. and didnt appreciate how happy and carefree i was

[about two years ago]
1: i was in 7th grade
2: i hung out with katie kelsey and meggy everyday lol
3: i was 13

[about one year ago]
1: i was in 8th grade
2: i fell in love with joe russell
3: i was friends with different ppl
4: i met all the framingham kids
5: i was at the mall everyday haha

[today...]
1: watched goldmember with lizzy and meg
2: talked on the fone with sean
3: picked a ringtone

[3 things you dislike]
1: people that lie
2: when ppl tell you they love you.. then leave you -- deciet
3: ppl who overramatize to get attention

[four CD's from your collection that you will never get tired of]
1: Twiztid
2: Dark Lotus
3: my joe cd
4: hmm.. idk?

[four vacations you have taken]
1: barbados
2: Florida
3: Aruba with kristin
4: Las vegas with meggy :-)

[Three things you'd like to learn]
1: to write a fluent sonnet
2: how to sing high notes
3: how to sing in front of ppl and not be scared



What is your favorite...
gum: dentyne (sperament)
restaurant: ehh
drink: a screaming orgasm :-)
season: spring and fall
type of weather: sunny
emotion: happiness
thing to do on a half day: hang out with my friends and... smoke?
late-night activity: partying ;)
city: boston?
store: hot topic, pac sun, wet seal, blahhh i dunno

When was the last time you...
cried: umm last night with meggy kelsey lizzy and jimmy I LOVE YOU GUYS
laughed: with lizzy and meggy this morning
hugged someone: today i hugged jimmy! =) lol
felt depressed: last night..
felt overworked: school bites my ass
faked sick: ive lost track

What was the last...
word you said: i dont remember
thing you ate: ramen
thing you drank: water
song you listened to: desperately wanting
place you went to: johnson
movie you saw: goldmember

Piercings: ears
Tattoos: none..yet
Height: 5'3"ish
Hair Color: dark brown with light brown streaky things and pink streaks as of now lol
Siblings: a sister
Natural Hair Color: dark brown
Hair Color Currently: you def already asked me that..
Eye Color At Birth: brown
Eye Color Currently: brown
Glasses/Contacts: yes
Birthdate: April 21
Sign: taurus
Current Age: 15
Siblings names: Kaitlin
School: NHS

Current Grade: 9th
College Plans: def college in newyork with all my friends

LAST
Song that was stuck in your head: desperately wanting
Person that called you: sean
TV Show you watched: pimp my ride
Person you were thinking of: sean

DO
You have a crush on anyone: you can call it that
Wish you could live somewhere else: all the time
You think about suicide: uh yeah.. unfrotunatley
Others find you attractive: prolly not..
Want more piercings: getting my belly button done again .. (i closed it up)
You like cleaning: NEVER
You like roller coasters: hell ya

Who...?
Have You Known The Longest: kelsey
Do You Argue The Most With: kelsey
Do You Always Get Along With: lizzy and emily
Is The Most Trustworthy: lizzy and emily!!
Makes You Laugh The Most: meg and lizzy
Always Has A Man/Woman: jess lol
Is The Most Sensitive: sean
Has The Coolest Parents: lizzy
Has The Coolest Sibling(s): lizzys bros pretty cool .. when he wants to be lol
Is The Most Outgoing: lizzy
Is Most Rebellious: meg
Is Most Likely To Become Famous: lizzy (victoria secret model)
Is Most Likely To Become Rich: uh.. ?
Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: cozzy cuz hes shady
Is Most Likely To Have A Million Kids: um no clue
Always Wears A Smile: ...who says that
Without Thinking About It, Who Do You Think Would Die For You?: Majkl :-)
Complains The Least: everyone complains at some time...
Do you want to die: a certain krew... excuding jimmy and robbie and um ppl who are nice :-D
Biggest Flirt: lizzy
Never EVER Betrayed You: lizzy
Biggest Pimp : jimmy haha

well there you go :) have fun

this entry is dedicated to the one and teh only emmy d!!!! i wuvv you emmy :-)

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krazykelc1

:: 2004 22 May :: 11.44am
:: Mood: emotional
:: Music: Do or Die w/Twista-Do U

what a sad drunk night..



Tried to forget you
I tried to move on
But the deeper I feel it
The harder I fall
Nothing else matters at all
Let me tell you


You don't what love is
Till you lose it
You don't know what love is
Till it slips away
Leaves you alone in the dark
Takes you and tears you apart
You don't know what love is
Till it breaks your heart.

...SoMeWhErE...


snowflakea4

:: 2004 20 May :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: My dad playing a video game

lalala exams and studing has been my life really im really excited for tomorrow its my last day and ill get to kinda chillax on my first day of summer vacation im going to the mall with my friends!! GIRLS SHOPPING DAY yay ive had it up to infinity with guys so thatall i needis just to be away from it all ok thats it lol bye bye

What is your favorite..
gum: jucy fruit the grape one
restaurant: sizzler and lundys red lobster.. umm wendys lol
drink: juice idk what kind
season: winter
type of weather: snooooow
emotion: humor
thing to do on a half day: tan!
late-night activity: go online, Tv EAT
sport: gymnastics, skateboarding (is that a sport) surfing baseball vollyball and basketball oh and hockey!
city: staten island... i like cape coral and ft myers too
store: pacsun and agro
When was the last time you..
cried: yesterday when i thought i lost my best friend but besides that it has been a while
played a sport: today well i skateboarded and tumbled a bit
laughed: today
hugged someone: today
kissed someone: i kissed my mommy on the cheek :0)
felt depressed: not depressed... but i was stuck in a situation
felt elated: idk what that work means
felt overworked: wed- friday exams and studing non stop
faked sick: the day i didnt want to g out with some kid thats obsessed with me
lied: been a long time
What was the last..
word you said: ow
thing you ate: pizza
song you listened to: cant get my head around you
thing you drank: water
place you went to: the bridge
movie you saw: the emporors new groove
movie you rented: the hot chick
concert you attended: battle of the bands
Who was the last person you..
hugged: tiara and tiffany
cried over: afraid i lost kelly.. my best friend
kissed: i dont know his name ... lol
danced with: sara lol
shared a secret with: tiffany, tiara, tasha, tiffanys mom, kaitlyn
had a sleepover with: lauren, sara, olivia, kelly
went to a movie with: brittany
saw: my doggie
were angry with: my dad
couldn't take your eyes off of: some really hott kid
obsessed over: food
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: yes....
slept around: no
partied 'til the sun came up: no.. wait i did once with my stuffed bear when i was 8
had a movie marathon: yes
gone too far on a dare: yeah lol at simones sleepover
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: yup except this was more interesting

...SoMeWhErE...


xonixieox

:: 2004 20 May :: 4.30pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: roses

crash into a ditch!
ok well yet again this is a journal entry about people being fucking gay!! ok well lets keep this short and sweet... ok fuck all the assholes in the world!

ok well anyone that is mean to julie moulton needs to fucknig DIE! lol i love you Julie Anna Moulton sooooooooooo fucking much!

ok well everyone wear a skirt tomorrow so we can get water gunned to we can GO HOME!! yippie!!!!!!!! im sooooooo excited... ok well this is the funniest song in the world but now its over!

im really bored so i will write later!

...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 20 May :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: d12-40 oz.

5*21



TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

...SoMeWhErE...


snowflakea4

:: 2004 18 May :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: hehe
:: Music: TV - Hounded

exams tomorrow! today was the last day of school and i forgot my term paper... and my cell to call my dad AHH so mrs miles let me borrow her phone so i was on the phone while my class was praying i felt so left out lol but than my dad brought it by third period ok and by the end of the day i realized i didnt forget my cell it was in my purse i was mad hehe lets see... in spanish we dance the salsa and merengue (spelling) it was fun in tutorial me joy and nikki bothered mrs OB until 315. im really going to miss chem. we warned mrs ob about the future sophmore whores. yes in my school 95% of the girls in the class of 2007 are WHORES OR SLUTS and they make me mad lol ok well i vented,].. wish me luck on exams tomorrow

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