im scared of change.. but im finally comforted in the fact that ill be remembered.. ::sigh::

today is the worst day ever.. ew mothers day..

my emotions are so eratic.. sometimes i feel like i have no control over them.. like i cant help but feel what i feel.. like get angry or sad.. i just cant control it.. and it scares me

i took care of jessy n sarahs kitties this weekend theyre so cute



TAURUS (April 20-May 20). A temporary setback does not deter you from your goal. Being stubborn is in your favor. A less determined person would have jumped ship from this project, but you have no intention of failing.

Merry run around
Sailing up and down
Looking for a shove in some direction
Got it from the top
It's nothing you can stop
Lord, you know they made a fine connection

Chorus
They love each other
Lord, you can see it's true
Lord, you can see it's true
Lord, you can see it's true

He could pass his time
Around some other line
But you know he chose this place beside her
Don't get in the way
There's nothing you can say
Nothing that you need to add or do

[chorus]

It's nothing, they explain
It's like a diesel train
Better not be there when it rolls over
And when that train rolls in
You won't know where it's been
You gotta try to see a little further

[chorus]

Though you'll make a noise
They just can't hear your voice
They're on a dizzy ride and you're cold sober

[chorus]

Hope you will believe what I say is true (note 1)
Everything I did, I heard it first from you

Heard your news report
You know you're falling short
Pretty soon won't trust you for the weather
When that ship comes in
You won't know where it's been
You got to try to see a little further

well im off to go play cinderella.. and clean more


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new song..

the beauty in the breakdown
makes it all too hard to bear
there he is waiting
for you to take his hand

another woman wants his heart
doesnt know just where hes going
she knows where hes at
shes falling without knowing..

said "i wont be no slave"
shell lay down the line
said "ill get up and leave
all in good time"

so she sits and she waits
for the times to change
but the winds only bring
his true love back again..

(chorus)
and it aint she..
the one he needs
shes just a dime
he need to pass the time
he said "darling please
dont you wait for me
im not the man you need
i think you should leave.."

some would say
that she shoudlnt stay to play
but her hearts got other intentions
then her head..

common sense means nothing
when your hearts got something
to prove, to show something it wants to say

no she cant walk away
though hes pushing her towards the door
she looks at him so longingly
wishing that hed take her back

but what can you do
when youve given all you can
away to someone elses hand
and all you wanna do is feel her touch?
theyre aint much..

(chorus)

(bridge)
falling hard, aint a pretty game
shes a fallen angel without a name
beat and torn hes all shes looking for
shes got bruises up and down her heart
and shes dying every time theyre appart
but hes in the arms of the one he loves

babies blue eyes fill with tears
his heart is filled with love and cheers
the ones he missed while she was gone

its like old times when theyre touching
its like ecstacy when theyre loving
but you never see the storm
thats coming your way

his love is gone again
hes all alone and then
he tries to call her up
but she dont have the time

all the night he thought she was crying
she was out and she was trying
to get a boy like him for her own..

(chorus)

the moral of my story
is not to be in a hurry
when your playing with fire in your heart

the pain of destruction
vows as a reason, a caveat
to steer you from acting this way

so lovers dont be hasty
be careful what you say..
you might be turning the only one
for you.. away..

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