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well basically i leave natick next thursday. i hope i wont leave forever, but i wont be living here nemore :( well tueday was fun, i went dt with katie and julie came too! we ate at geogres tiwce and hung out at johnson and downtown. then we walked to kelcs later at nite and brett drove us home. lol apparently i smelled really bad of smoke, according to my mom but w/e lol.idk i sat around todya and did nothing. thats my exciting life. tomorrow im up to nh to see the merrimack highschool and attempt to get situated. :-/ i just wanna get past all the bullshit ive been dealing with. ttyl...darien.

poo
well last week was a fun week i guess. it started out when i saw anchorman with hannah and kaitlyn. tuesday, i did the usual thing and sat around and did nothing :-D. wednesday i went downtown and met brittany. kelc and meaghan were sposed to come, but there was a bit of a misunderstanding hah. after we went downtown we hung out at michelles for a while. lol on friday i hung out with brittany and michelle again and we ended up sleeping over her house. we walked to benhem at like 11:00 and freaked out the old people sitting on the bench there. and on saturday i went to dans and four other bands concert. and then we ate at dunkin donuts. llol and on sunday i went out to regiunasin boston with julie and nikkie! the pizza was good and then we went bowling and my dad was a bit of a jerk (sry nikkie!!) iits ok, overall we still had fun i hope. so yah, that was my week. idk i mite be going dt today but we'll see :-/ . lol theres ntohing else to say...lol byebye

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i dont know nemore, i feel like im just repeating what ive already said in the past, but no matter how much i say it or try to express myself, i feel as if i cant say it enough. the cllser i get to moving, the worse i feel. i have become empty, lonely, and i already feel so distant. i dont know what im going to do. this summer, was supposed to be fun for me, my last time here in natick... but it just wasnt, and i say this now becuase its nearly over, for me, at least. all of u will see eachother again at school, just liek i was supposed to, but ill be off in a different town and a completely different setting, alone, with no one. i wish i could be more positive about this but it feels so impossible, everytime i try to think in an optimistic way, it ends up twisting around on me, making me wonder about what ifs? what if i never see any of you again, what if u guys dont miss me as much as i miss u, what if i hate my new life? what if u guys forget about me? i feel so depressed, and lonely all of the time. i mean im about to go, and i have barely seen thepeople i promised to see all the time before i left.i knew i was moving, but i never thought it would be like this... i didnt want to be this sad or distant, but i am. i have no idea what to do. :-(

no matter what, i still love everyone, and ill miss them everyday that im gone, even if thats forever.

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everything is all settled...sold our house bought a house...its nice but it doesnt seem to matter...i dont know how to leave and just say goodbye to everything and everyone i know...but i have to. :-/

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lol yeah its been along long long long time...well ive just been so busy with doing nothing...currently im voulnteering at woodtrail...it has shown me how much i hate some 3rd graders..haha well neway i havent been doing nething special..just hanging around...i miss and love everyone i havent been seeing lately...and i hate to say it but i miss school...especially since i will never go there again..hard to accept ...but whatever..i have to deal with it i guess...this weekend im going up to nh AGAIN ugh...but after that call me with ne plans.. PLEASE!! my cell phone is broken so until i get anew one call my house!!!!!!!!!

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its been a bit of a hwile i guess, the semi was really fun, i had alast with everyone...i couldnt help thinking how i am drifting away from everyone though...my dad just signed the papers in court, and soon, i wont even be part of natick anymore....some things i just take for garnted i guess right...well after the semi i slept over julies and spent literlally the enitre next day studying for our history finals..we only got 2 and ahal chapters complataely done lol..but w/e i studied untilk i slept...then i started again the next day...until i went over nikkies to help her study for the ame test, it didnt quite work out that way lol...instead we laid out in the sun at her grandmas pool...we werent sure if we should go in yet because of the chemicals, which had just been put in the night before...lol we didnt want to get achemical burn..so nikkie and julie decided that they would throw me in...they are such great friends! nikkie also made me wear a two - piece (which was so disgusting you would have vomitted) and consequently my top was removed mor e than twice...lol it was still somewhat fun...lol...well tthis is my second day of finals..i did ok for history and powerpoint i think...today i had science and english..science was ok, idk how i did but english was so easy i like finished in the first half hour...its so sad that i have to spedn my last days at nhs taking final exams...i almost llok forward to seeing everyone...some of you for the last time....but i hate exams...so i am torn...i hate this...i wish icould have anothe ryear...:-( im not ready to move...i cant...:'-( but there is nothing i can do...i have to try to accept it even though its seems the harder i try to keep a grasp on what i have left here...the less i seem to have...i cant believe its already over...even though its school, i still had great time and will neve forget you guys no matter what..ever..but i feel like i am being ripped away form my life here...i gues si have to say it sometime...and for some of you..this really is goodbye :-(

ive cried almost everyday for the past week...and its not helping...i still feel just as bad...if not much worse...thanx for being there...to those of you who have (lol thats everyone) i love you :-D....:-(

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well ok hah i had a very fun and interesting day today...lol it was raining too! well nikkie had fucking triple so me and julie, being good friens, decided to wait forher when she got out....lol AT 5:00 lol but its ok so we walked to georges to pass the time and plus we were hungry so we needed to eat...we got pizza fries and drinks and then well..we were laughing alot and tehre were some porblems so we had to go to autumns house where we took care of what we needed to...and then we were off to the highschool again to go get nikkie and stuff...we waited tehre for about an hour and did our hw then we left again to go to georges to get nikkie some pizza..when we walked there we got lost trying to take shortcuts and ended up takign the longest way possible to get to georges!! lol we ate then we needed to walk to the karate place to get picked up...lol on the way julei sang a nice and interesting song ..ask her about i am sure she will be happy to sing it for u!! she also had soem fun prentending to have tourettes syndrome...ahahh i was about to pee my pants esp when liek 10 ppl walked by givign us the weirdest looks ever!! ahah well now i ma here at home pretty wet but i had a good time!! lol i love you guys!!!

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well i wanted to write in here lol..nothing much has happened...im still moving..its terrible ..i cant believe it..but whatever i have toaccpet it now and make an attempt at coping with my new reality..so whatever :-/ im trying...anyway i made my fabulous scrapbook with all my awesome pics..the scrapbook is a little mean towards some ppl but thats pk cuz some ppl need ot be made fun of..haha jk i didnt writ ethe mean stuff...well i cnat belivee how much i will miss u guys and this town..the fact that i am actaully leaving is unreal..so sudden..and surprising..something i would have never imagined. im tryong tp enjoy my last dyas at nhs...but its so difficult with the finals and tests and getting situated and stuff!! so im basiclaly in a bad mood al the time now! yay! lol well i guess i ave to say goodbye sometime...even if i am not ready! i love everyone...i will do my absolute best to keep in touch...i really will

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