krazykelc1
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2004 17 August :: 1.34am
"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with"
-SEX AND THE CITY
3 .from you. |
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 17 August :: 1.29am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Qstrange-Eternal Bliss
new journal layout
let me know if you like =)
living in the |shadow|
of someone elses dream
tryin to find a hand to hold
but ever touch felt .cold. to me
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 15 August :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Boston's Classic Rock 100.7 (woodstock weekend)
somethin a lil other than rap crap
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, You don't have to go oh oh oh oh oh
You don't have to go oh oh oh oh oh, you don't have to go.
Ay ay ay ay ay ay, All those tears I cry ay ay ay ay ay
All those tears I cry ay ay ay ay ay, Baby please don't go.
When I read the letter you wrote, it made me mad mad mad
When I read the words that it told me,
It made me sad sad sad, But I still love you so
I can't let you go, I love you- ooh baby I love you.
-Led Zeppelin D'yer Mak'er
.to me.
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silentcriez
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2004 15 August :: 11.50am
:: Music: give it up x midtown
I just got home yesterday from NH with lizzy :-) we had fun.. lol and we wont mention what went on in the boat house...
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i lie awake
and im drowning in your eyes
i see your face
and your wearing your disguise
i fall in you
and everything seems fine
then i see the truth
and im struck blind
dont wanna see the reality
dont wanna see that this could be wrong
dont want to be over
dont want, dont want to be over..
(chorus)
time is gone
time is gone
it opens the doors
and closes them and you change...
like the wind as it drifts leaves away..
and the spring slowly melting into summer
and the birds are all singing in laughter
slowly melting me back into you
its the seasons of lonliness that change you
i walk along
and i dream your here with me
and then i wake
and i see the reality
im all alone
and your nowhere to be found
im all alone
and still your all around
but i cant see you
where you stand
your gone and i want you for my man
but you wont want me for your own
you dont
no you dont want me for your own
dont wanna see the reality
dont wanna see that this could be wrong
dont want to be over
dont want, dont want to be over..
(Chorus)
do you think that i dont care?
do you?
do you think that i dont care if your gone
do you think that i dont care baby...
cuz i do...
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X x OpNWiDe x X: ok, I have a friend who went to preschool with you and knows you
X x OpNWiDe x X: addie hodge3
BlckTangldHrt35x: HOLY CRAP
BlckTangldHrt35x: are you kidding
X x OpNWiDe x X: I KNOW@
X x OpNWiDe x X: no, lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: she was my best friend lol
X x OpNWiDe x X: I jsut spent like a week with her
BlckTangldHrt35x: i havent talked to her since like my 1st grade bday party
X x OpNWiDe x X: I KNOW!!! lol, she told me
BlckTangldHrt35x: she remembers me???
X x OpNWiDe x X: haha isnt that so weird
X x OpNWiDe x X: yes!
BlckTangldHrt35x: me and her used to mollest this kid george jenkins lol
X x OpNWiDe x X: b/c I was talking about ryan and how he was dating meg with this girl suzy and she had seen you and meg a tthe mall (like I was trying to describe to ehr who meg was) and I was like ya shes friends with amanda malts the girl with long dark hair
Auto response from BlckTangldHrt35x: hang on doorbell
X x OpNWiDe x X: an addie was like...no way
X x OpNWiDe x X: lol
X x OpNWiDe x X: heres her sn: Babyblu952
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 15 August :: 12.43am
Happy Birthday James Patrick Young :-)
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 14 August :: 12.37pm
at miss faheys house right now
last night was fun..
dylans fucking hott :-)
Lizzy and Manda come home todayy
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 13 August :: 12.53am
:: Mood: satisfied I suppose
:: Music: 97.7
I <3 you
I talked to robbie today.. I guess he was confused about whats going on between us too...
but I dunno whats going on.. he's leaving tomorrow to go to NH so I'll just have to wait until he gets back to talk...
Jimmy's Birthday Is Sunday!! :-)
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 12 August :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: waiting..
:: Music: twiztid-wondering why
whats going on with us...
no phone call in 3 days...
no nothing. last time I talked to him I asked him why he doesnt just stay single if thats wat he wanted.. he said its not wat he wants anymore and asked me wat i wanted n i said it doesnt matter wat I want anymore, its up to him....
so I'm guessing he's made up his mind:-\
cause he hasn't called or nothin....
.to me.
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silentcriez
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2004 11 August :: 12.17am
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: lip gloss and black - atreyu
"I want you to know that i miss you"
yeah so im going to NH til friday with lizzy and her family.. so i wont be updating til i get back :(
after all these images of pain, have cut right thru you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.
aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. the stars right out of the sky
and can destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die
live love burn die
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 10 August :: 11.33pm
if i gave you pretty enough words
could you paint a picture of us that works
an emphasis on function rather than design
arent you tired cause i will carry you broken back
and blown out knees..
i have been where you are for a while
arent you tired of being weak?
such rage that you could scream all the stars right out of the sky
and destroy the prettiest starry night every evening that i die
alone i am exhumed just a little less human
so much more bitter and cold
after all these images of pain have cut right through you
i will kiss every scar and weep, you are not alone
then ill show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat...
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 10 August :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: high as a cloud
:: Music: Nas-Ether
HAPPY 8/10
I LOVE MEG AND MANDA :-)
.to me.
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krazykelc1
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2004 10 August :: 3.47pm
things just aren't how they used to be...
kels7216: ok so y dont u stay single then
regulator420i: u want me too
kels7216: it doesnt matter wat i want anymore
regulator420i: to me it did
.........
.to me.
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silentcriez
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2004 10 August :: 12.24am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: a sunday x jimmy eat world
as the drugs leave..as you lose me.. the haze clears from your eyes.. on a sunday.."
BlckTangldHrt35x: because u expect so much from me
Auto response from Haiz n Daiz: whats the defference between you and me?
BlckTangldHrt35x: so hold me so high like im something so great
BlckTangldHrt35x: and im really not
BlckTangldHrt35x: its like..
Haiz n Daiz: yes you are...to me
Haiz n Daiz returned at 12:04:36 AM.
BlckTangldHrt35x: everything that you say
BlckTangldHrt35x: is so..
BlckTangldHrt35x: permanent
Haiz n Daiz: BUT YOUR TO FUCKING BLIND TO SEE THAT
BlckTangldHrt35x: and that scares me
Haiz n Daiz: permanent?
BlckTangldHrt35x: and thats why i dont know
BlckTangldHrt35x: yes permanent
Haiz n Daiz: what do you mean?
BlckTangldHrt35x: like..
BlckTangldHrt35x: i dont know
BlckTangldHrt35x: im so afraid of commitment
Haiz n Daiz: then leave me to be
BlckTangldHrt35x: but i know that i should be with you
Haiz n Daiz: not if you dont want commitment
Haiz n Daiz: thats the only thing ill be with
Haiz n Daiz: i wont be used again
BlckTangldHrt35x: no i do.. its just im afriad that im going to fuck things up
BlckTangldHrt35x: or fucking
BlckTangldHrt35x: have you leave me
BlckTangldHrt35x: like every otehr commitment ive had
Haiz n Daiz: listen
Haiz n Daiz: would you cheat on me
BlckTangldHrt35x: no
Haiz n Daiz: are you sure?
BlckTangldHrt35x: yes
Haiz n Daiz: would you try to make me happy?
BlckTangldHrt35x: tahst all ive tried to do
Haiz n Daiz: would you comfort me no matter what actions i make?
BlckTangldHrt35x: within reason
Haiz n Daiz: thats commetment
Haiz n Daiz is away at 12:11:08 AM.
BlckTangldHrt35x: the difference between me and you
Auto response from Haiz n Daiz: whats the difference between you and me?
BlckTangldHrt35x: is that you know what you want right now..
BlckTangldHrt35x: and how to deal with them
BlckTangldHrt35x: i dream these things
BlckTangldHrt35x: and talk to much about what i want
BlckTangldHrt35x: but when the chance comes i never grab them
BlckTangldHrt35x: about fame and fotune and happiness
BlckTangldHrt35x: yet.. when i get the chance to record with jonjon.. but i never do
BlckTangldHrt35x: and that doesnt get me anywhere
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The storm is bad tonight,
so how could I awake without you here?
Your picture's on the wall.
You haven't called.
But I'll wait for you.
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
The storm is letting up,
but it won't die.
If you weren't wrong, was I?
Your picture still remains,
but I wonder are you still the same?
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
Am I losing you?
Am I losing you?!
I've waited, I've waited til it's over
It's over now...
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong"
.to me.
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