She falls apart by herself
No ones there to talk or understand
Feels sustained, dries here eyes
Finds herself, opens the door inside
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasteful
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
Hold, hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney: Want]
Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today
You walk along by yourself
There's no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can't share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney: Want]
Hold (Want) hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney: Want]
Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today
Sometimes we'll feel around and this dance instead can't be down
All the sound of me on my own
Any sound of me again it's time away surround around a friend
I know where I know where no where to runaway
She falls apart, no one there
Hold her hand, it seems to disappear
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney:] Want
Hold (Want) hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway
[Rodney:] Want
Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today
Runaway Runaway
Hold (Want) hold you (Want) but your going away
But your leaving today, but your leaving today


[four beverages you drink frequently]
1: diet coke
2: water
3. sprite
4: alcohol

[four things to do when you're bored]
1: smoke
2: talk online
3: sing
4: write poems

[four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1: jimmy hugs
2. drugz
3: talking to sean
4: talking to my friends

[four things you can't live without]
1: writing
2: friends
3: music
4: food

[about ten years ago ]
1: i was 5
2: i was at the wellesely coopertive nursery school lol
3: i didnt realize my full potential.. and didnt appreciate how happy and carefree i was

[about two years ago]
1: i was in 7th grade
2: i hung out with katie kelsey and meggy everyday lol
3: i was 13

[about one year ago]
1: i was in 8th grade
2: i fell in love with joe russell
3: i was friends with different ppl
4: i met all the framingham kids
5: i was at the mall everyday haha

[today...]
1: watched goldmember with lizzy and meg
2: talked on the fone with sean
3: picked a ringtone

[3 things you dislike]
1: people that lie
2: when ppl tell you they love you.. then leave you -- deciet
3: ppl who overramatize to get attention

[four CD's from your collection that you will never get tired of]
1: Twiztid
2: Dark Lotus
3: my joe cd
4: hmm.. idk?

[four vacations you have taken]
1: barbados
2: Florida
3: Aruba with kristin
4: Las vegas with meggy :-)

[Three things you'd like to learn]
1: to write a fluent sonnet
2: how to sing high notes
3: how to sing in front of ppl and not be scared



What is your favorite...
gum: dentyne (sperament)
restaurant: ehh
drink: a screaming orgasm :-)
season: spring and fall
type of weather: sunny
emotion: happiness
thing to do on a half day: hang out with my friends and... smoke?
late-night activity: partying ;)
city: boston?
store: hot topic, pac sun, wet seal, blahhh i dunno

When was the last time you...
cried: umm last night with meggy kelsey lizzy and jimmy I LOVE YOU GUYS
laughed: with lizzy and meggy this morning
hugged someone: today i hugged jimmy! =) lol
felt depressed: last night..
felt overworked: school bites my ass
faked sick: ive lost track

What was the last...
word you said: i dont remember
thing you ate: ramen
thing you drank: water
song you listened to: desperately wanting
place you went to: johnson
movie you saw: goldmember

Piercings: ears
Tattoos: none..yet
Height: 5'3"ish
Hair Color: dark brown with light brown streaky things and pink streaks as of now lol
Siblings: a sister
Natural Hair Color: dark brown
Hair Color Currently: you def already asked me that..
Eye Color At Birth: brown
Eye Color Currently: brown
Glasses/Contacts: yes
Birthdate: April 21
Sign: taurus
Current Age: 15
Siblings names: Kaitlin
School: NHS

Current Grade: 9th
College Plans: def college in newyork with all my friends

LAST
Song that was stuck in your head: desperately wanting
Person that called you: sean
TV Show you watched: pimp my ride
Person you were thinking of: sean

DO
You have a crush on anyone: you can call it that
Wish you could live somewhere else: all the time
You think about suicide: uh yeah.. unfrotunatley
Others find you attractive: prolly not..
Want more piercings: getting my belly button done again .. (i closed it up)
You like cleaning: NEVER
You like roller coasters: hell ya

Who...?
Have You Known The Longest: kelsey
Do You Argue The Most With: kelsey
Do You Always Get Along With: lizzy and emily
Is The Most Trustworthy: lizzy and emily!!
Makes You Laugh The Most: meg and lizzy
Always Has A Man/Woman: jess lol
Is The Most Sensitive: sean
Has The Coolest Parents: lizzy
Has The Coolest Sibling(s): lizzys bros pretty cool .. when he wants to be lol
Is The Most Outgoing: lizzy
Is Most Rebellious: meg
Is Most Likely To Become Famous: lizzy (victoria secret model)
Is Most Likely To Become Rich: uh.. ?
Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: cozzy cuz hes shady
Is Most Likely To Have A Million Kids: um no clue
Always Wears A Smile: ...who says that
Without Thinking About It, Who Do You Think Would Die For You?: Majkl :-)
Complains The Least: everyone complains at some time...
Do you want to die: a certain krew... excuding jimmy and robbie and um ppl who are nice :-D
Biggest Flirt: lizzy
Never EVER Betrayed You: lizzy
Biggest Pimp : jimmy haha

well there you go :) have fun

this entry is dedicated to the one and teh only emmy d!!!! i wuvv you emmy :-)

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