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2004 28 April :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: none
:: Music: none
Good lyrics....
Last night I saw you
As I stood in the rain
Brought me right back
To that feeling again
I tried to hide the
Tears in my eyes
But you didn't see
As you walked on by
Tried to forget you
I tried to move on
But the deeper I feel it
The harder I fall
Nothing else matters at all
Let me tell you
You don't what love is
Till you lose it
You don't know what love is
Till it slips away
Leaves you alone in the dark
Takes you and tears you apart
You don't know what love is
Till it breaks your heart
Till it breaks your heart
Sometimes I think back
When our love was new
The crazy things
That we used to do
How could a love that's so right
Turn to something so wrong
I still can't believe
That you're really gone.
I wish I could stop all these
Thoughts in my head
I wish I could take back
Those words that I said
It's a lesson I'll never forget
Let me tell you
Love has no season
No beginning or end
No rhyme or reason
To the way the story ends
No way of knowing
How a broken heart mends
Still we keep falling
Time and time again
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cocopuff
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2004 27 April :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Angie Stone-
RAIN!
I love the rain soo much!! im all wet rigth now as i write this because i jsut come from my window i was hanign out of inorder to watxch the lightning and thunder storm that jsut ended!! i love rain and lightning and thunder!!! It makes me soo happy just to sit and watch...
Today i sat and looked out my window at the rain and i have never been soo happy in soo long. Just watchign the stom made me soo happy!!! hahah and thats y its my favorite thing. I don't knwo what it is about ther rain but i love it, i love how everything looks in the rain and i love to play innthe rain and i love the feel of the rain as it hits u!! i just love it and every time it rains its liek all the bad things get washed away, at lest for a few min....
RAIN IS AWESOME!!! AND I LOVE IT!!
And i'd love to b a rain drop, because rain drops never fall alone....
<3Lizzy
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krazykelc1
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2004 27 April :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Camron-Get em girls
Soo tired...
I haven't gotten any sleep the past two nights... the vacation screwed me up cause I'm used to being awake until 1 or 2 in the morning so lately I feel like shit.
There's really nothing new to write about.... except I hate when people fuck with my head, it drives me crazy >:O
Dark Lotus is May 2nd.. I just realized today that that's THIS Sunday.... I do wanna go but I'm not sure where I'm gonna come up with $30 ??
... And if I can get my mom to pay then that probly means noo Summer Jamn....
write later. xo
...I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do...
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silentcriez
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2004 27 April :: 12.44pm
i walk alone down this dusty road
this old abused abandoned street
vacant yet stirring with memories
memories of a time long passed
people long forgotton..
never again will they return
just another body on this earth
a blurred name in the book of the government
i can feel your presence
the essence of you on my skin
your the mist which falls around me
the moss which grows on the trees
you are everything the earth embodies
you are all that you can be
nature and beauty
life and death
the embrace of acceptence
the fact that when you die you are gone
burried in the ground
can you see me from there?
am i making you proud?
this life is emotionless.. meaningless
why do we even care?
why are we here
when the only promise we have in life
is to die.
inevitably we will be gone
with no ties to the earth
no love to be felt
no thoughts passing through our dormant brains.
and im alone as i walk down this dusty road
because i am the essence of life
i am the explanation of all that is evil
the truth behind every lie...
the gold just beyond every rainbow
as this road spirals ahead of me
i begin to evenesce
just another cloud in this feild of dust
i walk alone down this dusty road
this old abused abandoned street
vacant yet stirring with memories
memories of a time long passed
people long forgotton..
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2004 26 April :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: UPSET!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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i fucking hate my life and my fucknig family! they are so gay! my mom is a fucking bitch i hate her so fucking much! i hate how she like always threatens me... and never does shit! shes like im giving you up... so DO IT BITCH!! then she says she called the school and she called my friends moms to tell them not to let their children hang out with me!! YUP IM SURE!!! shes such a dykish mother fucknig lier!! g r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r it makes me so fucking pissed off at how much of a bitch she is! SHE was late this morning not me! she was mad and took it out on me... so after i yelled at her for yelling at me i got out of the car, and she fucken honked the horn in my ear! WHAT A WHORE!!! so i went to get back in the car to make her drive me to school but she locked the door! so i like stood on that foot thing and started kicking the car until she unlocked it.. then she drove me back to the bus stop and i was like you either drive me to school or im not goin! (thats when she was like im calling the school and DSS because i dont want you as my kid anymore... im giving you up) so she dropped me off at grandmas house! and i fell asleep there for a little while and then at like 8 30 my gram dropped me off at school!
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Yesterday my dad FLIPPED on me because of my report card! its none of his fucken buisiness! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I F U C K E N H A T E M Y F A M I L Y A N D M Y L I F E ! ! ! ! ! !
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2004 26 April :: 12.31pm
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what's within
And I have been there before, and that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Chorus
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everthing means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me
Chorus
Chorus
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
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Feels like I'm going in circles
You're like a maze i can't get through
Should i go left should i go right
Should i let you stay for the night
It's like a see-saw when it comes to your love
Boy when you're up this girl is down and i just can't figure it out
[Chorus:]
Cause you know that i want ya
And you know that i need ya
Is that any way to be
Just have your way with me
My body is cryin
These tears can you wipe'em
Is that any way to be
Jus have your way with me
I'm goin out with guys i don't wanna go
Places that i've been before
(they pitchin the same game)
Boy it's a dam shame
(how i wish it was you) callin me
(i want it to be you) holdin me
(Boy it needs to be you) kissin me
Cause it's like a see-saw when it comes to your love
Boy when you're up
This girl is down
And i just can't figure it out
[Chorus]
[Bridge:]
(have your way) have your way with me
Anytime anywhere
However i don't care
Have your way with me
I don't care
Cause tonight
Boy tonight
Tonight................
[Chorus]
[Ad libs]
Cause you know that i want you
And you know that i need you
Huh huh huh
My body is cryin
These tears can you wipe them
Is it any way to be
Baby have your way with with me
Cause you know that i want ya baby
And you know that i need ya baby
In my life i need you
I want you
Body is Cryin for you baby
Boo hoo hoo hoo
Boo hoo hoo hoo
Shoo doop doo doop doop do doooooo
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im home sick.. not much too interesting...
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2004 25 April :: 8.52pm
:: Mood: alone...
:: Music: Something Corporate-"Fall"
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"Fall"
i close my eyes
thought i was lost but i was stranded
i go outside
to my surprise the sky had landed
i thought it made more sense
if i could only keep you guessing
i was a fool to think that i should stop you from undressing
now i'm believing all the words you say
that i can't say back to you
but so you can
so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and i'll just fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as stall
and wonder when i fall
i kiss your neck
i feel you breathing on my shoulder
still i'm perfect
it must be you cause now it's over
i was so close
that was the most that i have ever been through
now old cassettes and cigarettes
will be the ones to save you
how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go?
just go
and so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and so i fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as i stall
and wonder when i..
go on
you've kept me waiting
go on
and watch me as i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and so i'll fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as stall
and wonder when i..
new song that i really liek thanks to the wonderful Manda!!
well the vacation is comming to an end, and i don't knwo y but i fells like tomorrow at school im not going to see neone, but im going to see everyone, i knwo it don't make sence but it fells leik wiht the end of vacation cums the end of life lol... cuz school jsut fuckes wiht life and makes it a pain in my ass....ehhh but what isnt a pain in the ass....
it seems rigth when everythign gets soo good your finally happy, things go shitty again.... like i was happy thinking to myslef that i was happy but then somehitng grabbed me in my stupid little made up happy-room, shook me and said "ARE U KIDDING UR LIZZY FERRARO!! UR NOT ALLOWED TO B HAPPY!! THATS Y U NEVER ARE U ASSHOLE SOO GET IT THROUGH UR HEAD AND JUST LIVE UR SUCKY UNHAPPY LIFE THAT WAY UR SOPOST TO!!!STOP TRYING TO GET SOMEHTING U WANT ULL NEVER GET IT!! UR A LOSER AND SOMEHOW SOME WAY U DESERIVE IT U BITCH!!!"ehh im might seem liek a cry baby but after 15 years of never gettign what u want and always haveign ur happyness stolen and broken in ur face u get fed up 2.... not like geting fed up will make a drifference cuz im stupid, ill admit it IM FUCKIN STUPID! and im stupid cuz everytime ill go back, i will i know i will, in a way want to, but this is crazy, i wish i din't liek him, i wish even more that i didn't love him, not liek that will change nething either cuz like everythign else i want to come true my dreams are always the first to b broken, and this is the worst... i have NEVER in my life wanted somehitng liek this... i want u...thats all i want, if i had one wish i woun't wish to b rich or for all the sex in the world i would wish to b loved endlessly by you....and its sad cuz all my life i have iv prayed to god, wished on stars, and done every other superstitus hub bub to wish for u but i guess u can't alway get what u want.... but i wish once, just once i could get the one thing i want the most.....
Maybe when the room is empty
Maybe when this bottle's full
Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
Maybe when I'm done with thinking
Maybe you can think me whole
Maybe when your done with endings this can begin
This can begin.....
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2004 25 April :: 8.14pm
its so insane how my emotions bounce like this.. i can be sitting in my room online just relaxing and then all of a sudden i can get so depressed.. or so angry, or restless, or pissed off.. over nothing... gr i dont know whats wrong with me...
gr..... ill write more later...
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2004 24 April :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: happy... << for once
:: Music: 3 Doors Down-Away from the Sun :-)
Is this the end??..
After being so miserable for one week...
Everything just keeps getting better
I love this song.... I can't stop listening to it
3 Doors Down-Away from the Sun
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
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2004 24 April :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: the sound of cars going by the window!
blah blah blah!
APRIL VACATION 04'
hell yes!! the best vacation yet! i cant wait until the summer!
well lets see.... 4:20 sucked but its all good becasue i ended up having fun at the mall! then on the 21st (AMANDAS BIRTHDAY) i went to the mall again with amanda lizzy kelsey traci katie emily and brittany and we had fun... then me and lizzy and britt and emily and katie all went back to amandas to sleep over, but me and britt had to hide in the hole becasue she was only alloud to have 3 ppl and there was 5... but it was funny!! me and liz and britt went for a ride w/ mandas sister at like 1:30 am, and when we got home we had to sneak up the stairs!! funny ass shit! Mandas dad found a blunt rap on the floor and thought it was a fucking ciggar thingy! hehehehehe then we had to sneak out of the house! we had FUN!
then the 22nd me and amanda and lizzy went to my house to sleep. i was gunna go to my grandmas... but... no! well i found out some fucked up person went on my screen name! that fucken pisses me off how fucken gay some people are! they like getting people mad at eachother! grrrrr.......... the rest of the night was fun tho! we did like henna shit!
then the next night the 23rd... we went to lizzys for the day, and me and amanda found a chair on the side of the road and took it to johnson! hehehehe it was so funny! we had so much FUN!!! then we slept over lizzys and had more FUN this morning!
but last night nick wouldnt get off the couch and we were like fighting for 4 hours! it was mad funny!
now im at DARIENS!!!
<3 NikkiE!!!
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2004 23 April :: 12.57am
:: Mood: trippy
:: Music: Ja Rule ft. Lloyd-Caught up
Vacations almost over... =(
It's wicked depressing how fast vacation goes... It feels like it just started and its already almost over...
I do kinda want to go back to school to see everyone, but I have an English Report due Tuesday right when we go back and that sucks cause I haven't even started...
The good thing about April vaca ending is that we are that much closer to Summer vaca... '03 was by far the best summer I've ever had :-) It was kind of boring during June n July but by August I had met a ton of new people who I became really close with... some of which I'm not that close with anymore, but that's ok........ I really don't wanna lose them but I guess if we're really meant to be friends then somewhere along the way we will be as close again as we used to be.
What I really want this summer is to be spend every day like we did last August..... But if that doesn't work out I hope there is some alternative and everything turns out to be fun.
Well that's enough for now.... I'll write some more later.
-kelsey
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2004 22 April :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: nothingface
more stuff for sale :)
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[[cute shirt - tight fitting large]] paid:$30 selling for:$15
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[[express black tie up shirt]] paid:$25 selling for: $10
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[[tanktop says *spoiled* w/ number 5 on back, small large?]] paid: $15 selling for: $5
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[[green 'army jacket' - i love it 'L']] paid:$50
selling for:$35
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[[small large]] paid:$20 selling for:$7
winter coats for sale coming: soon...
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2004 22 April :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: ice cream truck music
SELLING MY CLOTHES - see below if you want anything! stuff is cheap
Read more..
[[size 13 ecko jeans never worn & good condition]] paid: $59 selling for: $30 (negotiable)
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[[size 13 ecko jeans never worn & good condition]] paid: $59 selling for: $30
negotiable
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[[size 7 short DKNY jeans barely worn]]
paid: $40 selling for: $20
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[[corduroy pants size 11/13 never worn and in good condition]] paid:$30 selling for:$15
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[[abercrombie navy blue sweatshirt is XL but runs small. worn maybe once or twice]] paid:$35 selling for:$15
[[express tricot black cardigan *NEVER WORN* womens XS]] paid:$40 selling for:$10
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[[DKNY petite md black sweater]] paid:$45
selling for:$20
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[[denim miniskirt size 11/13 worn once or twice]] paid:$25 selling for:$10
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[[XL harlem globetrotters FUBU sweatshirt - barely worn in good condition]] paid:$108 selling for:$75
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[[ny giants vintage jacket - good condition]]
paid:$100 selling for:$70
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[[steve madden jacket barely worn]] paid:$85 selling for:$70
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[[MADE hat. never worn & good condition]]
paid:$20 selling for:$7
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[[miniskirt brand new with tags!]] paid:$15 selling for:$10
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[[miniskirt brand new with tags!]] paid:$13
selling for:$7
more stuff to come....
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2004 22 April :: 8.40pm
Your Tongue's Talent is Giving Head!
Your thick, wide tongue is the perfect size and shape for giving him pleasure. Not to mention, you know just how to work all the curves.
You'll do just about anything to make others happy, and when you're uncomfortable, you don't like to say so.
So that probably means your mouth is starting to get worn out. Slow down, and learn how to speak your mind!
You'd be most compatible with a Nipple Sucker. They're sure to give you the attention you so desperately need.
You've been giving everything for so long that you forgot what's it's like to be pleasured. It's time for you to lay back and get licked.
What's Your Tongue's Talent?
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He’s plowing you and you’re yelling for more.
Talk dirty, talk cheap, scream his name, scream complete gibberish. No matter.
You are the Mariah Carey of the bedroom and he loves every fucking syllable that spews from your luscious mouth.
Maybe you’re the "Mary the Librarian" type by day.
But by night, honey, watch out.
The vocal chords let loose with everything your heart and mind have been thinking about all day long.
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2004 21 April :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Outkast-Roses
4/21
Happy Birthday AMANDA MALTZ I love you
umm...I'm too lazy to write anything....
I'll update later
Caroline,Caroline
All the guys would say she's mighty fine
But mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time
And the other half either got you cussed out, or coming up short
Yeah, now dig this, now even though
You'd need a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!
Well she's got a hotties body, but her attitude is potty
When I met her at a party she was hardly acting naughty
I said "Would you call me?"
She said "Pardon me, are you ballin'?"
I said "Darling, you sound like a prostitute pausing"
Oh so you're one them freaks, get geeked at the sight of ATM receipt
But game been peeped, dropping names she's weak
Trickin' off this bitch is lost
Must take me for a geek, a quick way to eat
A neat place sleep, a rent-a-car for a week, a trick for a treat
Now go on the raw sex, my AIDS test is flawless
Regardless, we don't want to get involved with all them lawyers
And judges just to hold grudges in a courtroom
I wanna see ya support bra not support you!
Better come back down to Mars
Girl, quit chasin cars
What happens when the dough gets low
Bitch, you ain't that fine
No way.. no way.. no way
Bitch, stupid ass bitch
Old punk ass bitch, old dumbass bitch
A bitch's bitch, just a bitch ..
haha that songs soo funny!
Outkast-Roses
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