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2004 14 March :: 1.48pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none
blah!
Well... i still dont have a fucking computer... and if i dont get it back soon i think the answer will be suicide! hahah someone egged my sisters window last night! my parents were mad but i kinda think its funny! lol! last night we went over to my auntie evas for uncle bruce's birthday! it was a cute little family gathering... BORING!! but at least i got to use the features on my new camera! i took like a million pics of the baby!! then i just chilled in laurens room with her for a while!!
the early release day will suck!! its supposed to be like shitty out:(
bye for now!
<3 NikkiE!!
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2004 13 March :: 9.08pm
:: Music: frusturated
well, today was a decent day. i hung out with kristi,leslie,john,andrew,and greg. they are amazing they are my boces friends that ride the bus with me in the morning :) soo we hung around all day and did nothing. at 2 my mom took my sisters home and then went to the hospital to see my grandma. currently it is 8:53 and my mom is still at the hospital and sherri is at dougs house and leslie,kristi,andrew,john,and greg just left my house. sherri is coming over my house and yeah. i hope everyone had a good day :)
andrew greg john kristi leslie caitlin amanda danny mark kait lara paris alex ray and mikey are amazing sexy pieces of ass!!! :)
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2004 13 March :: 12.44pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: the voices in my head!
hahaha
Well yesterday was friday night and i hadda work... it was all good cuz jessie invited me to tha mall after, but then she never called so i pretty much had a shit night! w.e! i got a new digital camera... and its ADORABLE... but i still dont have a computer to plug it into :( im on my aunts! well my cousin is having one of those partys where they sell like fake coach and prada bags, but shes getting relle good ones so she sed if anyone of my friends wants to come just tell me!! she wants alot of people to come! just tell me if you wanna:)... not all of the bags are ugly... and there is like jewlery and things like that there too!!
... well this week has been... unusual!! well i found some things out about my "friends"... i relle hate people sometimes, especially when they lie!! its not true i guess! Kelsey i love you darling!! lol! ... anyways... tuesday was Emmes birthday... i love spending the day with that sexy beast! shes wonderful! its so nice to see all my old friends and to know that they are REAL! its like with some of my new friends i cant tell if they are telling the truth... my old friends arent like that... they dont lie to me, and they tell me whats going on... that just doesnt happen like that at NHS! i shouldnt be saying my "old Freinds" because they arent... the will always be my friends, not my old friends. they are the ones i know will always take care of me! i feel the same way about some of my new friends, but not all of them! it makes me so angry when people lie to me that are supposed to be the people i trust most!.. w.e oh well... i will eventually learn!! dont worry whoever is reading this... i still love oyu, i just need some time to see if i can trust you!! haha lol jk! thursday is an early release day... dunno what im doing, probobly having fun...well hopefully!
this journal is dedicated to all my "old" friends and some of my new friends!
~emme, amanda, becca, christina, gorgea, jennie, amanda m, elizabeth, kelc, meg, katie, Darien ....
theres more peopel i love... but i cant really think because i have a headache! lol!
<3 NikkiE!!!
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2004 12 March :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none...
test results from dariens journal
You're Element is Flame. You have a strong,
independant, fiery personality and you
obviously don't ley other's puch you around.
You like being in charge and don't care what
other people think. In fact, you like to stand
out and be yourself. You're probably shy when
people first meet you but your a ball of energy
that could explode at any given moment. You
like to laugh and whether you admit it or not,
you like to fight. You're peronality that is
wild and untamable. You're beauty is physically
fit and a little sexy and you have a very
pretty face.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You're a Shot of Whiskey!
What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You?
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Your Heart is Green
What Color is Your Heart?
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2004 12 March :: 12.15pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: atreyu
its lunchtime in school..yeahh and im bored as hell
update about the day later :)
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2004 12 March :: 7.14am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: fallout boy
really mad
COMMENT PEOPLE, THIS IS MAKING ME REALLY MAD HOW ALL I DO IS WRITE THESE ENTRIES IN HERE FOR YOU GUYS TO READ (ALL MY FRIENDS) AND I HAVE A FEW OF THEM AND NONE OF YOU READ IT OR COMMENT. AND IF YOU READ IT YOU CAN'T JUST PUT A LITTLE COMMENT ON THE BOTTOM? IDK IT JUST MAKES ME MAD
->sorry, but i just can't stand it anymore. im getting a ride to school today and then i have dance and then probably hanging out with like jaymes and tim and something and maybe sammi jco and scutch and having a little party for all of us who have been friends for 10 years or longer :-P lollll <3333
edit: i have 18 friends and in about 5 journal entries or so not one has commented keep that in mind.
i<3richie
i heart derek
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2004 11 March :: 9.15pm
your body speaks to me
like its poetry
swiftly rolling off my tounge
and into everything ive done
everyones looking this way
watching us dance
it may not be love
but it sure as hell beats romance
take me away
and rip my seems
unziping my fly
slip out of these jeans
(chorus twice)
speak teh words your body speaks
kiss away these fears im fine
speak teh words my heart speaks
dry these tears and youll be mine
(bridgey thingy)
do what you came here for
do what you came here for
am i waht you came here for
kiss, well beome much more
bodys touching me
lips are rubbing me
am i what you came here for
hypnotizing, mezmorizing oh what for
oh your caressing my body
on the dance floor
touching me so sweetly
kiss me once more
dance with me my hunny
tear my heart
sweat is dripping from me
tearing me appart
peach skin is burning
with the heat
feelinf my loving
in the rythem of my feet
(chorus twice)
(bridgey thingy)
can you feel the movement on me
in my skin
touch my soul and my body
baby deep within
come with me dont fear
its fine
kissing my body
say your mine
(chorus... bridgey thingy and all that fun stuff at the end)
i love you kimmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so excited shit! bah
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2004 11 March :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: decent
:: Music: marilyn manson
ehh, bored
color: black and red
movie(s): jack,schindlers list,gothika
car: hyundai elantras (nice looking cars),lamborghini and IDK
song: this love - maroon 5
band(s): metallica,a static lullaby,bleeding through,korn,marilyn manson
girl(s): samm,amy,jenn,scutch,vix,lauryn,maris,jess,krys,chris - and more
guys(s): jaymes,tim,josh,sal,larry,liam,nick,bobby,hillel,derek - and more
tv show: 7th heaven and everwood baby
video game: ummm how about - burnout point of impact 2 for playstation 2?
number: it has to be even!
place to go: a couch,the mall - HEHE
word(s): mmk,asscock
store: pac sun,urban outfitters
screen name: maj0rd0rkage,m3ntalshorty
city: new york city,los angeles
radio station: how about KROCK?
->quick quiz cause i was bored. i got off the bus and right away went to the hospital to see my grandma then i went to taco bell for dinner and then we went to see some apartment. i thought it was pretty nice but my guess is that my mom didn't like it. OH WELL :-/ see ya later alligatorssssss
<3
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2004 10 March :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: evanescence
hospital
well, today was an aright day. i went to therapy at 5 and then i went to the hospital to see my grandma. she had been there from 10 am and she didn't get a room until about 8:30 pm, stupid fuckers. she's in soo much pain and it hurts to see her like this. oh wow, this shit fucks with me emotionally. i'm not going to sleep yet and at 12 im calling richie because he keeps me somewhat sane :) i love him a lot and it sucks so much that he lives in california :(
Nucklee: i dont know you said you got back from the hospital i just started freaking
maj0r d0rkage: aw why?
Nucklee: i thought something happened to you
-->aww he cares. it's nice to know SOMEONE does.
i wish i had never met you, so then i wouldn't have to spend every day wondering why i can't see you :-/ <3
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2004 9 March :: 9.10pm
wat a corrupt world.. when one becomes wat one hates.
take a look into these blank eyes tell me what it is you see, take a look into my brown eyes they tell alot about me. but you wouldnt notice me... if i didnt have my brown flowing hair, if i didnt wear contacts if i didnt care, and if i closed my eyes when you looked at me, would you pass me by am i something to see am i worth your time, am i worth your patience worth your love am i on your conscience am i worth everything that you are, all that i want to be
bahhhhhhhhhhh
writing night :)
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2004 9 March :: 6.24am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: metallica
life sucks :(
omg i feel insanely sick right now and im thinking im gonna have to go to school. I think im going to get dressed and then lay on the couch so my mom know's i don't feel good. i've been absent from school SO FUCKING MUCH already but like i feel sick and i can't stand it. Mannnnnnn, this shit really sucks being sick and all, and we have to move. Our landlord isn't renewing the lease and shit because they say 'they have to do work in the house' and me and my mom know that that's just a sack of shit. We looked at 2 apartments in queens and they were aright. I don't think i could live in queens...im just not that urban of a girl but hey well see. My mom talked to my principal and my pricipal gave my mom a list of towns that we would move to that i would still be able to go to pace. All this shit always happens to me like honestly 1 good thing happens to me and another bad thing happens to fuck it all up. Sucks, but what can you do? nothing. Well, i hope everyone's life is going better than mine right now :-/
i<3richie
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2004 8 March :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: chewing of darien and cheese
uggggggggggggggggg
YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!!!
iu havnt been on a fuckin computer in so long!! im at dariens... and i still dont have a fuckin computer... wow i ahve so much to say but i cant! takes too long! so... well me and my dad finally started talkings(we havnt since feb. vacation) and hes taking me shopping on tuesday nite... w/ the credit cart!! woooooooooooooooohuuuuu!!!!! oh... ya so me and darien are going to the clay Aiken, kelly clarkson concert! im excited! then tomorrow is a half day... so off to kelseys! I love you Emme! happy birthday! wont see becca for at least 10 days... shes in italy! Have fun baby!! i love you ohhhh so much!
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2004 8 March :: 10.09am
:: Mood: really shitty
:: Music: fallout boy
bored and home sick :-/
im really sick and i can't stop coughing and im bored and can't fall back asleep otherwise i won't fall asleep later so im stay up.
I scored a 88% on the " Sex Needs?" Quizie! What about you?
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2004 7 March :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Hoobastank- "The Reason"
sexy tests
Your Sign Is: Slippery When Wet
You're hot and sensual, and not exactly shy about it
You show off your assets constantly, and take whatever comes from it
"Work it" is a concept you've perfected, and you're the sexiest person everyone knows
You're shameless in how far you are willing to flirt... often with messy consequences
What's Your Street Sign?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
Your Sex Sign is Gemini!
You're a sexual wild child who's aiming to do it all - or die trying.
Getting with you is a total adventure, so people should only hop on if they can handle the ride.
No one can predict your next sex move... you'll do anything to get off!
Gemini, people better look out for you.
You need a lover who is a match for your wit, intelligence, and sexual curiousity.
You are unpredictible, moody, highly entertaining, adventurous, versatile, and an incredible flirt.
You have the tendency to be promiscious.
You hardly ever wear underwear, and you are the most likely of all the signs to shave ... down there.
Your sexual curiousity knows no bounds.
You'll try anything and try it often.
You jump at the chance to engage in threesomes - but only if it's a guy-guy-girl thing.
Typically, an orgy will always revolve around you.
You love gadgets, especially sex toys.
Being highly sexual, you love to incorporate sex toys in to intercourse.
It's a challenge to keep up with you...
And your lover must be willing change sexual positions and techniques to keep you satisfied.
You are an unpredictible person who seeks the same in a lover.
You like sex in unusual places, including: phonebooths, movie theaters, and airplane bathrooms.
What's *Your* Sex Sign?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
That's right - you are a total blowjob master. You give the best blowjobs in town. In fact, you
could be considered a modern Linda Lovelace. Your reputation preceeds you, but that's okay. Men shower you with gifts to get close
to those lips.
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2004 7 March :: 2.43pm
my song!
peach skin dripping
you are the one
im still amazed at
all that youve done
kissing my neck boy
make me so hot
get up and leave me
im hoping not
(chorus)
i still want you but youd leave me
when the sun is rising
kiss me sweetly every part of me
your the one im loving
(break)
my palms are sweating
and the rooms filled with smoke
is this love boy
or just a hoax
time is passing
quickly by
up and down were moving
set in time
(chorus)
i still want u but youd leave me
when the sun is rising
kiss me sweetly every part of me
your the one im loving
soft pink lips
slowly touching my skin
heres all of me, for you
stay within
bodies trembling
whisper but i cant hear
this smoke around me
makes things unclear
(bridge)
touch me take me love me hold me kiss me keep me save me help me love me feel me breath me hold me take me touch me hold me love me
(chorus)
i still want you but youd leave me
when the sun is rising
kiss me sweetly every part of me
your the one im loving
(repeat to end)
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