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2004 1 February :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: cheers and announcers voice form the superbowl
UHH
i High... i havent been for a while soo im happy!! lol the only bad thig is i have fuckign homework and in no way to i feel leik doing it lol w/e .... lol well im just gonna go now and eat some good food and whats the Pats win!!
.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.Go Pats!!!.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.
<3Lizzy
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2004 1 February :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: talking to corey on the phone
ah so last night sucked because i didn't get drunk...HAHA. im such a loser. well, im on the phone with corey and then at like a quarter after eight were bringing my sisters back home. after we do that my mom is taking me to kohls and were gonna get a shirt for me to wear tomorrow at my first day at pace. rawr im soo nervous :X ahhh. yeahhhhhhh.
ok so last night amy came over and she had bought handcuffs from CVS and jokingly she handcuffed herself to the chair and got herself stuck so we called my moms boyfriend and he came over to help us get her out. sooo after that brian and nick came over and just hung around and shit and then they wanted weed so they called someone and they brought it. 5 minutes after the car left greg calls me and told me that he was in that car and he was in front of my house and i asked him why he didn't just tell me to come outside. oh well. yesterday was my last day of being grounded so im really excited that next week i get to go out, YAYYYYY!
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
iheartodandrichie<3
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2004 1 February :: 7.47pm
Bring It On!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla
it describes me sooooooo soooooo well!!! LmAo!!
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2004 1 February :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: mama - tupac
hummm.. weed is um.. i forget
last night was great fun...:-)
wellllll were at kelseys right? stoned off our asses, we walk downtown about 11 pm and meet up with ryan fogarty and the gang and get a ride to some kid nates house n sudbury... humm that was interesting. well we smoked our asses off there.. bong, bowl, joint yessss very fun :-) well after that we ate.. smoked some more.. watched tv.. passed out, woke up then WAKE N BAKE hell yes early bong rips :-) nothin like that to get your day started :-) and then called around trying to find rides from ppl we decide to call mr. lee ohman and timmy cole and grab a ride with them to my house.. and now im here still buzzed writing this lovely little entry :-) happy super bowl day
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2004 1 February :: 2.34pm
:: Mood: fun
:: Music: i dunno
tests!!!!!
Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla
hahahaha
U are a HORNY BITCH. LOL, yeah, guys are for
looking at them right??? and I have some good
stuff to show them....!! That's why I always
looked at you that way baby...let's go, NOW.
O_O;;
Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
OMG!!! Youre gonna die of cancer for using your
cell to much
Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!)
brought to you by Quizilla
thats sooooo bad lol!!!
Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizilla
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2004 1 February :: 1.28pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: some country shit!
mall!
ok... so i have been to the mall 3 times in 2 days!! its crazy! on friday i went with traci and we met my new friend Kathleen there! shes so nice! so this big thing happened that im not even gunna get into! and i was sooooo scared! but it turned out alright i guess! then yesterday i went in the afternoon w/ Darien cuz lizzy DITCHED us!! lol! then i went with Kate- lyn at night! its was soooooooo funny!! we met two hotties there!! ooooooooooooooooo lalalalala!!!!
thats all for now.... i will probobly have more to say later!!!
<3 N i K k I e!!
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2004 1 February :: 9.47am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Saliva-"Always"
"I love u..... I hate u..."
Ug.... i hate being sick!! it sucks i fell liek shit!!! :-( lol btu i had a fun weekend soo far! i got to sit on my ass al weekend at eat and watch movies.... i much have watched like 7 movies soo far... and they were all very good! hahaha and liek all of them had very very very very very very sexy JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!! O-M-G!!! LOL hes soo fuckign sexy!!!!!! yea well so other then being sick i had fun!
Woohu!! Super Bowl!! Yea Pats!!! were gonna win!! yea baby!!
2 song u HAVE To dl!!!:
1. Miss you- Blink 182!!!! such a good song!!!
BLINK 182
"I Miss You"
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
and # 2 Always by Saliva!
SALIVA
"Always"
I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"
it's telling me all these thing
that you would probably hide
am I... your one and only desire
am I the reason you breath
or am I the reason you cry
Always... always... always... always... always... always... always
I just can't live without you
I love you... I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you... I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I guess that i'm out the door
and now i'm done with you
I feel... like you don't want me around
I guess i'll pack all my things
I guess i'll see you around
Inside... it bottles up until now
as I walk out your door
all I hear is the sound
Always... always... always... always... always... always... always
I just can't live without you
I love you... I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you... I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I guess that i'm out the door
and now i'm done with you
I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart
Always... always... always... always...
I see... the blood all over your hands
does it make you feel... more like a man
was it all... just a part of your plan
this pistol's shakin' in my hands
and all I hear is the sound
I love you... I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you... I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I guess that i'm out the door
and now i'm done with you
I love you... I hate you
I can't live without you
I love you... I hate you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
this life of solitude
I pick myself off the floor
and now i'm done with you
Always...Always... Always...
hahaha yes very good songs!! now download them bitch!!!
<3Lizzy
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2004 31 January :: 11.33am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: from the game skateboard park tycoon
haha last night is why i love samm,jenn,and scutch. last night casey dropped off some of that infamous drink for us and we drank and lala and got drunk and stuff. haha then while were sitting on the computer samm's cell phone rings and guess who it was? JEN DEGRASSI! lmfao, the fat bitch actually had the nerve to call jennCO ugly. omggg bitch. haha so we were piss drunk and barely had a clue what she was saying so YEAH! lol. well, today i have no clue what im doing. richie came and picked sammster,jco,and scutchy at around 3:15am well, its all good.
tonight i have to go to my sisters 50 dance or something, its gonna suck big fat monkey balls. IF YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING AFTER CALL MY CELL PLEASE!!!!
i.heart.od.and.richie.<3
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ozzy osbourne
samm and jenn are here, great, and were really bored...FUCK!
to cure my boredness
name: Marissa Leigh
piercing: ears, but i want my eyebrow
height: 4'10" baby and proud
shoe size: 7.5/8?
hair color: brown with blonde highlights
last...
movie you watched: willard
movie you bought: save the last dance
song that was stuck in your head: me myself and i, beyonce (I DONT KNOW WHY!)
CD you bought: killswitch engage?
person you've called: sammi
person that's called you: jenn
tv show you've watched: friends
person you were thinking of: him<3
do...
you have a bf or gf: nah
you have a crush on someone: yes, a huge one...
you wish you could live somewhere else: anywhere but here...
you think about suicide: Sometimes...
others find you attractive: maybe, idk?
you want more piercing: yeahhhh my eyebrow
you want more tattoos: yucky
you like cleaning: i wish i was a neat freak but haha if you've ever seen my room i think you could answer that yourself- NO
you like roller coasters: ahh, too scary
you write in cursive or print: a mixture
you carry a donor card: uh no..
long distance relationships: no
using someone: i would never, i know how it feels to be used....FOR HEAD
suicide: i would never have the guts
killing people: never. but i feel like it sometimes
teenage smoking: bad.
premarital sex: if your in love with the person
driving drunk: never...i lost a friend to that :(
gay/lesbian relationships: just not in front of me
abortion: depends but basically no
favorite...
food: mmm caesar salad
thing to do: dance
thing to talk about: alcohol
sports: tennis, is dancing a sport? lol
color: black,red,hot pink
drinks: mikes hard lemonades,chocolate milk
clothes: sweatshirts and tight jeans
book: oohh old boyfriends,mothers blessing
holiday: channukah :)
car: ummm caddy escalade,honda civic or accord,lincoln navigator
have you...
ever cried over a girl or boy: yeah, once or twice
ever lied to someone: yeah i have, a lot
ever been in a fist fight: yeah
ever been arrested: almost
what...
shampoo do you use: herbal essences
perfume/cologne do you use: NONEEEEE
shoes do you wear: etnies,vans,nikes,adidas
are you scared of: heights,spiders,blahh any bug
number...
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: about 10 maybe alil more
of people I consider my enemies?: a lot of people
of things in my past that I regret?: wow, so many things. 1=ecstacy 2=starting to drink
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 9.01am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: creed
yuck
im feeling better,but im so tired and drained.
OH WELL
anyway im going in for my earth science midterm and then going to lunch for an hour and then i have my math midterm. ugh im gonna fail so miserably probably. this SUCKS.
rawrrr i<3richieandod
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 12.09am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: soundtrack to mama mia
well, im going to make this short because im fucking depressed as hell. so sum shit up:
I FUCKING HATE MOST GUYS
im on the phone with richie and he makes me feel soo much better, ah i love him <3
xo
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2004 29 January :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: this is your life - switchfoot
ehhhhh...
well i started my diet sunday... so its been... 4 days since then... humm it actually hasnt been that bad.. i just hope that i will be able to make my goal that i have set for myself.. 15 pounds by february 12th :-) well in the past 3 days ive lost 3 pounds so by going at that rate, at least a pound a day it will take me about 15 days to lose it.. so there ya go haha
well.. im actually starting to do well in school ::knocks on wood:: and im doing my homework which i dont do haha.. well at least english.. cuz i love to write :-) mrs shugrue read my story thingy out loud to the class.. i was scared i mean u know how i get when i hear my writing out loud ahh i ahte it!!
i havent really written in a while... ive decided to diet becuz i finally got pushed over the edge, ppl have made me feel so bad about myself for teh last time
so i am losing this weight, not for them. but for me. so that i can be happy with myself. so that i have confidence.. instead of me always being self conscious about how i look.
well im gonna go watch some tv and grab another diet coke with lemon :-)
- Manda
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today- thursday (day 5)
3 pringles, a peice of a cookie, a salad and 2 lemon diet cokes
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2004 29 January :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Luiacris-
AHH!!
ok today is jsut one of thoes days... one of thoes days when everyone pisses u off for like no reason at all and there is no reson for u to b mad but ur mad... yea one of thoes!!
Yea soo ppl are really makign me mad... in like the littlest things make me want to punch ppl in the face.... for example... im talkign to somone else don't try to talk to me till im fuckin done.... or how about when i say no i fuckin mean no.... or how about don't go rambling out abotu ur gay life as tho it intrest me it donen't so shut up!!!!!!!! ahhhhh!!
ok im kinda better... lol this will all b ok when i eat a big bowl or ice cream... im off
peace(HA!)
<3Lizzy
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2004 29 January :: 10.20am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: disturbed
ok, well im back from the italian midterm and to my surprise it was easier and i did better (i think) than i thought i would. i thought i would fail miserably and leave about 20 questions blank because in regular class i'd have a test handed to me, look over it and two seconds later hand it back with just my name on,completely empty because it was too hard. well, the midterm was nothing like that. of course it was nothing short of difficult BUT honestly it was nothing like I thought that it would be. im actually proud of myself for once! it was funny though, in the middle of the test my teacher comes up to me and goes, 'marissa you know you have extra time,right?' and i was like, 'no' lol, oh well i feel special and not stupid because i don't get extra time on anything else. OH WELL. hehehehe :)
well, when i got home i made myself a bagel and then got a phone call from amy. i talked on the phone with her and while she was in the halls before taking her midterm. she was nervous JUST LIKE ME about taking it. aw i hope you do well my love<3
anywayyyyys amy is coming over after she takes her midterm and i am dirty as hell and my hair looks like shit so i MUST go in the shower before she comes. ahhhh tomorrow is my freaking earth science midterm and my math midterm and im pretty scared for those too only because idk i just am. lol, i was student of the month in earth science in november and in math november and december. i feel so special, hehe.
well, tootles dahlings :)
odandrichie<3
he knows he could have my heart if he wanted to but still he refuses *
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2004 29 January :: 8.13am
:: Mood: erggggg
:: Music: NOTHINGFACE
i dont want to go in for my italian midterm. im going to fail it, i need some time to actually study! maybe if i tell my mom this she'll let me go in another day to take it even though im leaving east rockaway monday? no, i'll just go in and take it today even though im going to fail it. FUCK. i hate italian. my dad thinks im doing bad in school because im failing italian and shit which is wrong. i've been doing great in all my other classes. it's just for some reason this year i just cant get grasp italian. it sucks, i know but i dont know what else to do. in pace, they dont have italian so i dont have to worry about that but im still nervous to go to a different school.
samm called me yesterday and was mad idk why? she's soo fucking weird sometimes but i love her.
odandrichie<3
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