a survey cause im gay
HAVE YOU EVER:

1) kissed your cousin: wow thats a little gross
2) ran away: ohh i've wanted to but i would never and have never
3) broken someone's heart: i doubt it and if i have...AWW IM SORRY!
4) been in love: yes<3
5) cried when someone died: oh gosh, plenty of times
6) broken a bone: NEVERRR
7) drank alcohol: umm just a few times? har har har
8) lied: who hasn't?
9) cried in school: a couple of times :-/ ughh baby!

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: diet coke but if anything coke
11) sprite or 7up: sprite if anything
12) girls or guys: guys deff.
13) flowers or candy: candy, yummm
14) scruff or clean shaven: clean shaven
15) quiet or loud: depending on where ;)
16) blondes or brunettes: brunettesss,they look older a lot of the time
17) bitchy or slutty: bitchy
18) tall or short: tall
19) pants or shorts: pants

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: eyes and lips
21) last person you slow danced with: umm my best friend timmyy
22) worst thing to do: SEX

THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: this morning
24) had sex: i'm a virgin
25) had a great time with the opposite sex: i haven't in a while

WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: jaymes at my soccer games
27) person you hate the most: hmmm jessica martinez and jessica ragusta
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: aww i talked to corey <3

FAVORITES:
29) color: red/black
30) movie: schindlers list,gothika,the ring,jack
31) book: mothers blessing
32) subject in school: global..i get good grades in there
33) juice: cranberry
34) cars: as long as it goes..
35) ice cream: mmm chocolate brownie dough from carvel
37) season: fall
38) breakfast food: toaster strudle..? maybe thats how you spell it?
39) music to brood to: WHAT?!

DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: well, i keep the phone right by me
41) save internet conversations: no b/c dead aim automatically does it, lol
43) wish you were someone else: all the time :-/
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: actually, i do.
45) cried because of someone's mean words: once or twice maybe

BEST:
46) cologne: ummm something nice?
47) friend: samm/amy/jaymes/tim <3
48) kiss: shhh (joey)
49) romantic memory: sititng on the beach with joey right b4 he moved at sunrise
50) most recent advice given to you: if someone fucks with you tell me (given my selma)

DO YOU
51) color your hair: brown w.blonde highlights
53) have piercings: ears but i want my eyebrow pierced
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: i want a boyfriend soo badly :(
55) own a webcam: yuppers
56) own a thong: what girl doesnt??
57) ever get off the computer: yeah, sometimes...
58) sprechen sie deutsche: no, i dont?
59) habla espanol: I NEVER TOOK SPANISH!
60) quack: quackkkkkkkkk

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: oh man, yeah i have :-/
62) smoke: cigs sometimes...
63) schizophrenic: hahahaa....
64) obsessive: i really doubt it
65) compulsive: about some things
66) obsessive compulsive: depending on what
67) panic: ALL THE TIME
68) anxiety: yuh
69) depressed: yeah, i am :(
70) suicidial: i used to be, but its dumb
71) obsessed with hate: hate,no. dislike,yes.
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: nahh sorry
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: away from here
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: i can flutter my eyelids?
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: eyes are soo pretty <3
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: yeah, its about time we had a woman president!
77) would you marry for money: not at all
78) have you had braces: nah
79) do you pluck your eyebrows: NOPE
80) do you like hairy backs: ew?
81) could you live without a computer: nah i dont think so
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...? aim most often
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: 200 [the most you can have] :-/
84) if you could live in any post time period, which would it be? a century from now
85) do you drink enough water: nahh
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: in my room,off. anywhere else:on usually
87) what is your favorite fruit: mmm i like raspberrys
88) do you eat wheat bread or white: wheat bread
89) do you kiss on the first date: probably.. 90) are you photogenic: i've been told i am but i dont think i
91) do you dream in color or black and white: color mostly 92) are you wearing fingernail polish: not right now
93) do you have any dimples: nope
94) do you remember being born: riight...
95) why do you take survey's:nothing better to do
96) do you drink alcohol: yes i do
97) what is the best accent: austrailian,english
98) who do you want to kiss: corey<3
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: sunrises<3
100) do you want to live to be 100?: if im doing good, yeah.
101) is a flat stomach important to you: there nice.
102) are you loyal: to people i like
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: yeah, unless there insane
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off
105) do you have nightmares frequently: no, i dont
106) do you like your nose: actually for a jew, yes!
107) do you think you can draw well: haha no.
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? im jewish so...NEVER
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet: 10-15 or something like that
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? i wear my etnies or vans and SOMETIMES i wear my converses, but not very often
111) do you write poetry: not really
112) do you snore: haha yeah, unfortunately
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? stomach
114) dog/cat? i love my cat 'dusty' aww
115) do you lick stamps: no because i have the sticker stamps
116) do you use an electric can opener? yupps
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: nope
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: emotional
119) favorite TV show: everwood
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: yeah...
121) do you prefer a piano or violin: piano
122) are you a sex addict?: impossible cuz im a virgin
123) do you know someone who has cancer? my grandma had breast cancer 3 times :(
124) do you like to argue: no, i dont like to but i do
125) do you hunt: uh no
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants: fast food.
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art musuem: zoo
128) do you have a middle name?: leigh
129) are you basically a happy person: not at all
130) are you tired?: right now? yes and im cold
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: actually, no.
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 4 in 2 rooms, thats pretty good
133) how long is your hair: halfway down my back.
134) do you get along with your parents? my mom most of the time and my dad barely ever
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: blue
136) first name: marissa
137) were you named after anyone?: my great grandma miriam
138) do you wish on stars?: i do but i dont think it works
139) when did you last cry: the other day
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? the stupid life of me
141) do you like your handwriting: eh its ok
142) who do you admire and why: my grandma, and jaymes <3 haha
143) what is the #1 priority in your life?: to be successful
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat? ohh yummy, turkey
145) any bad habits: a bunch
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? yum britney spears,hanson,backstreet boys
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: actually, yeah.
148) are you a daredevil: not really
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? LEAVE ME ALONE
150) have you ever stolen anything: i already answered this
151) do looks matter: nah they dont really matter
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: haha all the time
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: i've never checked
154) do fish have feelings: no?
155) are you trendy?: what i wear is what i wear
156) how do you release anger? throwing/banging things
157) Where is your second?: huh?
158) do you trust others easily: sometimes alittle too easily
159) what was your favorite toy as a child?: oohhh cabbage patch dolls!
160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? gym and science
161) do you like sappy love songs? hehe yeah
162) have you ever been on radio or television: yupps
163) do you have a journal: an online one, yeah
164) do you use sarcasm a lot: yuppper doodles
165) have you ever been in another country: mexico,canada
166) what do you look for in a girl/guy?: personality,pretty eyes
167) what is/are your nickname?: mariss,riss,rissa,pissa,lil pisser
168) would you bungee jump?: omg no.
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: nah
170) what are you worried about right now?: going back to school
171) do you think you are strong: not at all
172) what's your least favorite thing in the world: YOU?!
173) how many wisdom teeth do you have?: idk
174) what would you change about yourself: almost everything
175) i need: to have more people i trust
176) i find: that people betray me a lot
177) i want: to be just like you
178) i have: a lot of stuff wrong with me
179) i wish: i had a boyfriend
180) i love: samm and jaymes
181) i hate: a lot of things
182) i miss: marlo,ryan,jack,and eddie <3
183) i fear: death and being alone
184) i feel: cold
185) i hear: me sniffling
186) i smell: nada
187) i wonder: about life
188) i regret: almost everything i do

that survey sums up a lot about who i am...

.:.theres no one left thats real.:.

.to me.