I've definetely realized lately that when it comes to keeping my OWN secrets, i'm horrible at it. I can keep everyone else's secrets easily but when I have secret i just HAVE to tell someone. I can't just keep it on my mind only.
I also realized that I don't really want to quit Arby's. I really really like almost all of the people who work there. And I like a lot of the people at Lazer Skate. HOorah.
Anyway.

Justine, i'm sorry for stealing your idea, but it seemed like a good way to occupy myself, for i have no life.

Okay wait, before you start, like I said in the first paragraph- i'm not good at keeping anything secret about myself so wow! this may be harder than i thought.
Here we go:

Things You May Not Know About JESS okay and since i can't come up with like anything.. these are just random facts that you probably already do know!!
1. I play piano. and i love it sooo much.
2. I love little kids and my biggest thing I look forward to is being a mother and having a great family. and by great i do mean, wonderful and close to perfect and nothing like mine now.
3. I've never done drugs or got drunk or even drank alcohol really
4. I really do love God and I love going to church. Especially going with Roman, and I really believe that makes a relationship like a million times stronger.
5. Rap music makes me horny! oochie wally wally oochie bang bang baby!!!
6. I love when Roman calls me baby and how he says 'pajamas'
7. I'm a psycho in a way......no details.
8. When I was in like 3rd grade I thought of all the people I would kill if I had a gun. ceeeeerrrrrazzzyyyyy
9. My feelings get hurt really easily and i'm quick to cry. (ha, who am i kidding, you have to known that)
10. When I'm mad or sad I sing really loud in my car and drive an average of 80 mph and take breaks from singing to scream as loud and as long as i possibly can. Trust me, it really helps realieve stress.
11. Me and Gunnie were like best friends when i was a freshman.
12. Me and Andy Sischo were also best friends and he liked me when i was a freshman and then he turned into a jerkface
13. i love to sleep
14. when i'm nervous i get extremely sick to my stomach and can't eat anything and wanna puke my brains out
15. i hate my butt, thighs and my skin
16. i think feet are the ugliest things ever, except baby feet
17. i got in huge trouble for shoplifting, i'm sure you've heard so i dont really give a fuck. it was fun for a while but stupid.
18. i love love love Elvis music. And i'm going to have an elvis song at my wedding or reception or whatever
19. I wanted to kill myself when Kevin Cuppett broke up with me. (oh my.)
20. and i thought i was completely in love with him. (but kevin, if you read this, i do love you in the friend way you know!!)
21. I ssssssssssssssssssssssssjghjhjh
22. i've taken more medication in my life than probably 8 seventy year old people in a nursing home put together.
23. i used to think i was so ugly i would cry and cry and beg not to have to go to school
24. i wear size 7 1/2 shoes
25. logan crandall is one of my best friends
26. i liked roman way back when i was in 7th grade and i really had a thing for him when i was a freshman and before i went out with him when iwas a sophomore
27. babies make me so extremely happy just everything about them, i love them! and i have my entire life, since i was little.
28. i broke my wrist in 7th grade
29. i dont mean to look angry all the time, it just kinda happens.
30. but honestly, i am angry a lot. oops
31. i own way too many clothes that i've only worn like once
32. i love going for bike rides
33. i get really lonely and hate being by myself for a long time
34. i want to name my daughters audra and kenna
35. i love to dance crazy and especially do the tango with roman. !
36. fuck and pussy are my favorite words. not to be vulgar, but really they are!
37. josh plude kissed me and it was gross
38. i almost swerved into a semi once but changed my mind at the last second.
39. i have mental problems......yeah like you didn't know. come on
40.


i don't why i'm telling you people this!!! oh well i honestly dont really give a shit.

i think i'll add more later. no one cares anyway. HA whatever. fuck you all and goodnight!

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