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BRIGADE So!! GUESS WHO GOT INTO THE DRESDEN DOLLS CONCERT FOR FREE ON SATURDAY!!?!? [yupp, me!!] GUESS WHO LOST THEIR VOICE HALF WAY THROUGH THE SHOW [you got it.. it was me..] AND AND AND AND GUESS WHO GOT TO GO ON STAGE WITH THE OTHER BRIGADE MEMBERS AND SING BACKUP FOR THE SONG "SING"??? [Okay.. yeah, you got it.. me] GOD IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!! And it was awesome seeing Hunter, Michelle and Greg again. Thanks Hunter's mom for driving me home!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
If I'm just bad news..
William Dean Martin My Billeh. I'll write about the concert later when I have time.
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Not a chance what don't you see 1. List some things you want to say to 10 different people but you know you never will. 2. Don't say who they are. 3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything. 4. Never discuss it again [Stolen From The Allmighty SHELBEH!] 1. I don't get you. You make no fucking sense. We used to be really close but somehow I couldn't see how fake you were, even though it was right in front of my face. You lie like you need it to live, it's annoying. You hang out with all my friends and then falsely turn them against me and I'm left with nothing while you screw them over as well. I hope we never get over this because I know you, you're too stubbourn to see that there is something wrong with YOU. 2. I know we haven't met yet, but you are my best freaking friend in the whole world. I hope you like the birthday present I'm getting you.. I think you will. Hopefully I get to visit you before I go off to college (even though I'm staying home when I go to college... but you know what I mean). Even though you never EVER return my calls, I know that you want to. We're busy people and the time zone thing is hard to work around but we get it eventually. 3. I feel really bad that you got screwed over by someone whom I used to call my best friend. I never thought she was like that, and now I just can't wait until she screws up at what she's in now. I love you like a sister even though we don't that much. I need to call you again soon but now that I have a job it's harder. We have met, but only breifly.. I wish we could have hung out longer and I misses you mucho. We will see each other again, I promise it. 4. That supposed best friend that I had.. thanks for fucking up the only good thing that may have happened to me this summer. Yeah, I still talk to you, but I'm still not completely over what you did to me. I can't wait until you get fucked over and then come running back to everyone. 5. Thanks for fucking with my head. You're a GREAT person (sarcasim). Way to lie about everything and forget what you ever said to me. 6. I'm sorry for what I did to you but I was going through a shitload of stuff and I would have been so dead if what we planned on actually happened. But there's always this coming summer if I get enough money. 7. I would have never expected you to become the person you are now. First you fuck every one of your friends over as soon as you got a boyfriend.. then he cheated on you HOW MANY TIMES? and you STILL got back with him? I'm happy that you guys lasted this long.. if you're even still together. We haven't had a real conversation in over a year and I kind of miss you. But you still piss me off.. what happened to that shit I was supposed to get for my birthday and christmas that you said you were sending? I spent how much fucking money on you that year and what did I get back? NOTHING. Maybe if you stopped doing all those fucking drugs, you'd remember something for once in your fucking life. 8. Ah yes, another person of the "fucking-over-because-of-a-relationship". I'm glad you've stopped cheating on your girlfriends, but I'm not glad that you fucked every single one of your good friends over as soon as you got with who you are now. I miss talking to you, but you're too busy with your WIFE. Way to lie... "we weren't having sex.. we were doing other stuff. we haven't had sex yet"... AND THEN SHE TURNS OUT FUCKING PREGNANT! HA! Have fun with the bitchy mother after birth. 9. I don't have anything to say to you except: Have fun in the rest of your life without me. You screwed yourself over because I don't miss you one bit. I was the best thing to happen to you but you fucked it over. I hope you realize this one day when your new friends fuck YOU over. 10. I like your tounge ring. >.< Now I need to start hooking up with people who have mouth-area piercings. Heheee. That is all. There are a few more that I could write about.. but I'm done for now. This is it. I GET TO RAPE BILLY MARTIN WITH MY EYES ON FRIDAY!!!! EEEEK!
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I'm tired of moving on.. I get to work at the Dresden Dolls concert. Go me.
I never thought that it'd be so simple but.. Sexy So I watched Drake and Josh yesterday and it was one of the new episodes.. yeah, where Josh is like, super skinny now. Well, there was this scene where Drake surprised Josh with backstage passes to Oprah. If you saw that episode, you will know why that scene made me happy. ^_^ Three day weekend. Guess who starts a new job on Saturday?? ME! At FYE in the Concord Mall. I hope if i put a little bit of coverup on my labret retainer, they won't see it 'cause I am NOT taking that out. It's lasted a week without my mother seeing it and I finally got it done. I'm not taking it out. Maybe Hot Topic will call me and give me better hours or something and I'll go work there. Doubt it though. I don't want to get rid of my labret!!!
And the record keeps playing the same old song.. I danced in the rain last night.
Let The Record Play Congratulations! You have won a pair of Meet and Greets from GC Worldwide for the show at Philadelphia PA Electric Factory on 10.20.06 . You will need to arrive at the box offices by 6PM and someone will come down and meet you. You will need to present a valid picture ID.There will be no formal passes. The guys look forward to meeting you!
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..time has made you crazy.. Allright so.. I need to give you people an update. First off, I almost got into a car accident last week. I came up to a fourway stop sign and there were two SUV thingys at the one and the one guy got there before me so he was supposed to go. Then it's my turn to go so.. I start to go. Well, the SUV behind the first one decided he's going to ignore that the sign tells him to STOP and starts to roll through the intersection (ON HIS CELL PHONE MIGHT I ADD). And I see him and slam my brakes, he slams his brakes and starts yelling at me. AT ME! What did I do wrong? So I yelled back (although my music was so loud you couldn't hear me) and as he decided he would go around my car to where he was going, I flipped him off and the car opposite of me sitting at the stop sign, the driver is laughing her ass off. That was that. Then I spent my weekend shopping for my mom and trying to get that job at McDonald's. I hung out at Halloween Adventure three days straight and they told me they want me to work there too. Good, I need all that I can get. Then when I was all done, I went over my grandmoms on Sunday to check my myspace since I hadn't checked it in almost a week. I go to log in.. "invalid e-mail or password". Okay, maybe I spelled it wrong. Try again. "invalid e-mail or password". Wtf? I try about three more times. Then I figure "Let me go to it and see if it's still there." So I type in my url (http://www.myspace.com/stefanishrek) "Invalid friend ID, this user has either deleted their profile or their account has been cancelled." Inside I'm screaming at the top of my lungs. I calm down and figure "hey, they e-mail people when their profiles get cancelled so let me check my e-mail" so I go to login. "Invalid password" I try again incase I hit a wrong key. "invalid password" You have GOT to be kidding me! So I click the "forgot password" link, fill in the info and they e-mail one of my AOL names my new password. I login. No myspace e-mail. I change my password so it can't be hacked into again. Now what really confuses me.. is that I subscribed to AFI's blog on that myspace and I usually don't get notifications for things.. but I got a notification for AFI posting a new blog, so I figured it was a glitch in the system. But now that my profile is supposedly gone, I'm STILL getting notifications for AFI's blog! To top it all off, I got sick the other day so I've been walking around with the sniffles for the past two days. It makes my septum ring more itchy. >.< And here comes the money issues. My art teacher just got this thing for a trip to Europe. It's $2000 and it's a week long thing in the summer. I really really really really want to go because I've been telling myself since I was little that I always wanted to go to Europe. I only have $400 to my name right now and when I get a job, I'll be putting around $100/month for car insurance and $100/month for house expenses (i.e. cell phone bill, internet, rest to help my mom). and I doubt I'm going to be making much a month. Hopefully if these two jobs hire me soon I can work every night alternating between them. I need to save almost every penny I get (I'm limiting myself to $30 at the Good Charlotte concert instead of the usual $60 or $70 that I treat myself to. I figure, I saw them four times before, I don't need to spend too much there). Oh and.. DRINKING AGE IS 18!! SENIOR WEEK!!! OH YEAH! I need to go on this trip. I told him that art club should do weekly car washes and bake sales and shit to get as much money as possible. So anyone reading this.. DO NOT BUY ME ANYTHING FOR MY BIRTHDAY (Nov 14th) OR FOR CHRISTMAS! JUST GIVE ME CASH (please?)!! THANK YOU.
..bury me in all my favourite colours.. So on Thursday I got angry at my mom so she refused to take me to my doctors appointment. I didn't want to be near her so I decided to take a walk. I started walking towards boothwyn and I texted a couple of people to see what they were doing and if I could go over their houses. No answers.. so I called Kristyn and she said I could stop by. So I did. She was supposed to meet up with a friend in Philly that night but she couldn't find someone to go with her that had train money so she called that kid and asked if he could drive down here. So we waited around until one in the morning for them to show up. Once they (the kid and his friend) got there, we hung out in the parking lot and Kris and the two guys climbed the tree and I took pictures of them. Then I climbed up on the dumpster and they took pictures of that (which once I get them, they'll be in my picture space). Then we noticed that the sky was radiating orange like and alien glow or something. We stared and stared before we realized that it was a fire. So we got in their car and went like, 90mph from boothwyn to linwood. Found out it was one of those fire thingers at the refinery just really really big. Then we went out to Tom Jones at about 3am. We went back to Kristyn's and hung out on her balcony until about 9am (no sleep) then we drove back to linwood to see if my mom went to work. She decided to take off that day.. so we went to linwood school park until about 1pm I guess. Then Lena called me and she was up at the track at the high school and wanted something to do, so I sent the one kid and Kristyn to pick her up while me and the other kid waited at the park. After what seemed like forever they were back yelling at me saying my mom wasn't home and to let's go. So we went to my house, Kris layed down on my bed, I got dressed and the other three just sat in my living room. While I'm getting dressed my mom comes home.. but she wasn't bitchy, she was just a little shocked to have kids in her house when she came home.. and 'cause she was wearing sunglasses, she didn't even see the one that was sitting on the floor and almost tripped over him. Then we all left and went back to the park and chilled on the swings. Lena decided to go home 'cause she felt sick (hope she ended up feeling better). At around 3:15/3:30ish we drove up around walmart. The three of them were hungry so they went to Taco Bell and then drove me over to McDonald's for my interview at 4. They guy wants to start me as soon as possible so I have to get my working papers this week and go back. $6.40 an hour. Not bad. It'll be the highest paying job I've had besides babysitting for my cousin at $10 an hour. Then that night was the VMAs. My Chemical Romance was playing the pre-show so I was really excited. They hadn't been in the media lately so I was curious as to what their hair/makeup/clothes looked like now-a-days. I almost died when I saw Gerard with short ass bleach blonde hair like I used to have in 9th grade. I didn't like it at all. Now after I see it more often, I'll get used to it.. and the same with their new song.. I didn't really like it but after I hear it more often, I'll probably like it more and it will probably end up being my favourite one off the new album. AND THEN, AFI won the rock video award! I WANTED TO STEAL JADE'S PURPLE PANTS!!!! ^_^ lmfao. And if anyone watched the VMAs, did you notice them give away the MTV2 award? I don't remember seeing it given out but I may have spaced out and missed it because of sleep deprivation. That's about it. School starts soon.. Kind of can't wait.. I miss being around people. I bought two new lava lamps today to make up for the one that broke. One is clear with black lava and one is clear with red lava .. To match my black and red room. ^_^ hah Okay, I go now. Bye. Thanks for reading.
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..I Can't Beleive My Eyes, I Must Be Dreaming.. YAY, Nightmare Before Christmas is coming to theatres again in October... AND THIS TIME, it'll be in 3-fucking-D!!! Oh, and on October 24th, New Nightmare soundtrack featuring Fall Out Boy, Panic at the Disco, Marylin Manson and more. Yayyyyy. xD
SCHOOL SCHEDULE First Semester 1. Graphic Communications - Foderaro 2. Yearbook - German 3. Calculus - Cole 4. Art 2 - Konigsberg 5. LUNCH 6. English 12 - Dowdall 7. Web Design - Litchko 8. Psych - Milnes Second Semester 1. Photography - Foderaro 2. Senior Seminar - Spaniak 3. Calculus - Cole 4. Art 2 - Konigsberg 5. PE Girls 11-12 - Blumenthal 6. English 12 - Dowdall 7. LUNCH 8. Soc - Milnes
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..all i truly know.. Well.. this is has been a .. werid week. Kaitlyn came over the other day and we went over to Steph's house so I could get my dvds back.. well.. in the alley we saw like.. 5 little kids back there and they started following us and making fun of how "goth" we are. The one kid threw a bottle cap and a rock at my face and said to his friend "his them with your scooter!!" so I turned around and gripped the one up by his shirt and punched him really hard in the jaw and said "if you fucking do that again i'll fucking hurt you worse" and I turned around and continued to Steph's house. They threw one more rock at me before running away... but then I started talking to Steph so.. we're talking again. Uhh.. OH this was on Thursday. Okay.. lol. Then I went out with Eric, Lyndsie, Taylor, Daniel, and some other girl to Tom Jones.. me and Eric ran to the mall to see Dawn and she had left so we found her and Pete at the Chinese place near Tom Jones. Pete told us that he told them four, so we could help ourselves. Then we hung out in the Pathmark parking lot for like.. a half hour. Friday, everyone and their mom was at prom so I went to the mall by myself. Dawn left while I was there and I just hung out with Chad for like.. three hours. Ran errands for him and helped him close up. Went back on Saturday with Eric and let Chad borrow some DVDs (Foamy, Invader Zim, and some music ones). I don't know what I've done since then.. lmao. Uhhh... I think I hung out with Eric on Sunday or something.. and Kristyn.. I HOPE I CAN FUND A RIDE FOR TOMORROW NIGHT!!! GHA!@U$YEQ@&*%R BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE IS PLAYING IN PHILLY AND I WANT TO FUCKING GO!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR. Oh yeah. AFI. June 24th. I'm so FUCKING there. And.. I love J.R. <3
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