:: 2005 19 August :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: pissed the fuck off

i hear two storys && parts of both seem to be true
i dont know who to believe && or trust
you both have your reasons to lie
&& tell me what you want

im not a fucking rag doll
&& yes i have feelings

tell the fucking truth
to whomever your talking to && what its about
&& everything will be how it should be

i dont want to hurt && i dont want to cry
anymore

&& most of all i want to know what to do with myself

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to let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore it. it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing. it's not about pride and it's not about how you appear. it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughs, and it doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. it's not giving up or giving in. to let go is to cherish memories but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind and confidence in the future. letting go is accepting. it is learning and experiencing and growing up. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, cry and grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. to let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free

i guess it`ll never happen for me then
JEESUS

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