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butterfly

:: 2007 24 February :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: cold/tired/stressed/sad/lonely
:: Music: My little cousins screaming/beating each other up

Mom and I ordered two chicken salads for supper last night, and we hit a squirrel on the way to get them. It was really sad. I wanted to like... fix it, but then it was dead so I couldn't. I had an emo moment after that.
And THEN I went to bed at like 2:30 even though I knew I had to wake up at 4:45 to get ready and go to Feyetteville, Arkansas for a Poultry Contest for FFA. Suckage. As soon as we got back and I got home, my cousin called and wanted to know if I could watch his two little kids. I've watched them once before, but this time they're really going to die. They are killing me! The sucky part is that they're so damn cute I don't want to get on to them, but they're needing it. They're beating the shit out of eachother and mouthing me really bad. It makes me sad because I don't want to get onto them so they don't hate me, but I don't want to let them think they can walk all the fuck over me. *sigh*
I want to talk to Kelly. He would make me smile and not care about sucking at poultry and psychotic children.

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butterfly

:: 2007 23 February :: 9.10am

Fuckin free day in Accounting. How fuckin rare is this? So rare that I had to use "fuckin" twice.

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butterfly

:: 2007 21 February :: 4.00pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: 45 - Shinedown

I got the internets back after 7 days without. Woot.
... and then there was no more excitement in my life.
I do love Kelly though. That's some excitement in my life.

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lisa3019

:: 2007 18 February :: 11.26pm

well i HAVE to update now!!!
this is crucial update info:

my picture is on the website. =)

http://www.impressionsphoto.com/seniors/gallery.html

Under Gals Outdoor on pages 2 and 4.
There's my one with the brown outfit in front of the fence and my one with the blue outfit in front of the flowers. =)
I didn't even know!!!

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lisa3019

:: 2007 18 February :: 10.27pm

lil update

Me and Justin just got finished watching Desperate Housewives. =)
I think him loves that show now.
We watch it every Sunday and today he even missed the AllStar game to watch it with me.

I went to another baby shower today.
It was aaiiight.
Just reminds me that I need to start getting ready for mine.
March 31 will be here before you know it.
LET ALONE--April 30th.
I'm excited. =) Scared, but excited.

My brudder left for work today.
He will be in Philly for a week. =(

Other than that...
Nothin new really.

We went to a lock-in at Brunswick the other night with Wes, Stephanie, Christina, and Kris.
Let's jsut say there was a little drama.
Yeah, it was crazy. I thought we were all going to rumble at 6am.
Some guy was talking to me and Steph and I ignored him so he started making small talk with her and asked her if she was a virgin..??
Wes was like, "Dude, she's with me. I'm cool but not that cool."
Well, there was a miscommunication and that kid thought Wes was trying to fight him.
Then, he made the mistake by saying he would slap Wes, Kris, aaand Bubby.. and that pissed Kris and Bubby off.
On top of almost getting kicked out for that, Justin kept calling the worker guy "cock breath," and I was getting pissed at everybody and kept on screaming, "just drop it!!!"

These girls came over to me and told me that they were soo sorry and they were apologizing for their friend and saying how they don't want problems.
The kid was with someone from BV who said he knew us and wasn't trying to get involved with anything.

Things eventually got dropped and we ended up bowling until my arm was sore and I couldn't even bowl with the 10lb ball I was using.

Speaking of Wes--
My step dad switched buildings at where he works and now he works with Wes.
HAHA. Wes said he's cool.. which I guess is okay.
My dad kicks ass at what he does. He's can talk you into anything, I bet.
In the whole building, everyone all together sold 9 bikes in the month of January.. Pete sold 36.
How is that possible?

My job--has been going wonderful.
I don't know when I have to take my leave but I'm not looking forward to it, really.. I will miss 'em.

Anywyas, I'm out. lataaa.

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butterfly

:: 2007 16 February :: 8.46am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Never Leave - Seether

So our second phone line that we use for the internet has passed away. I don't know what's wrong with it, and dad keeps "forgetting" to call the phone company. I'm becoming annoyed. I've not talked to Kelly since Tuesday night. That's just sad. I miss him!

Our play was yesterday. We sucked. The only person I communicate with during the play never got his lines memorized so he succeeded at making me look like a dumbass because he had specific things to say that made me say what I said and he didn't say them so I just looked like a dumbass who made up my part. I was very angry and upset because the judges killed me when they critiqued us. I cried a little but then I was like ok this is stupid, I'm going to go eat chinese food in a little bit, I don't need to cry so I sucked it up.... Sadly the food was lacking that day. It was definitly not very good.

Anyway, besides acquiring yet another strand of some awful cold/flu, that's all that's happened here lately.
What a boring life.

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butterfly

:: 2007 14 February :: 9.45am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Pain - 3 Days Grace

Happy Valentines Day Kelly!! I love you babe

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lisa3019

:: 2007 13 February :: 4.50pm


I am watching Shawn play ps3.
Justin's taking a shower..
and I am washing towels in my new washer and dryer. =)

We just ate lunch.
I made chicken and tator tots.
They were made on the George Forman grill and Justin's toaster oven becuase our gas wasn't turned on yet.
That's okay.. I don't mind.
Yesterday was the first time I made chicken on there and I burned it.
Today was better. =)

I didn't take my vitamins today though--i left them over at my mom's house--so i've been feeling really weak, light headed, and dizzy.

Shawn's been chillin with us all day.
Last night, me and Justin got in this big fight because I visited him at bowling and didn't wnat to stay.
????
Then, I just wanted him to leave me alone and he kept having Shaun drive all over this town looking for me.

Ugh.
Anyways, I'm out.

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lisa3019

:: 2007 12 February :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: feelin the anemia
:: Music: hmm.. none. but that reminds me that i really need to take back my iPod tomorrow.

this baby is crazy.

that reminds me.
me and justinwere sitting in the livign room,
and i was like, "you know what? i don't even consider this your baby--ever. it's my baby and that's how i see it."
hhaha.

i am not feeling well today.
i hate this whole anemic thing.
i'm not liking it one bit.

i am thirsty and need a drink, also.
oh--and a nap.

i am at my mom's right now.
justin is bowling.
i hate bowling but i told him i'd come down.

smokin on a ounce of that shit from the mountains
people say I need to stop no I need a counselor
I'm here you are gonna need a chopper
I'ma need a lawyer and you gon' need a doctor
Why? Because...
I got army guns.
Now ya know I play it like a pro in the game

I'm honest bitch I promise I'll kill ya and that's a fact.


Eh.. I think I'm gonna go watch my boyfriend be gay and bowl for a second. I'll write in here later, i"m just being bored.

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butterfly

:: 2007 12 February :: 10.41am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart - HIM

It's raining, I have a headache, my throat hurts... I need to be with Kelly so he can snuggle with me because it's just one of those days.

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butterfly

:: 2007 11 February :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: annoyed/pissed off

*rant*
Our fucking washer broke. Dad was working on it and then just quit and left all the shit scattered around the bathroom. Well I went in there to take my shower, only to find this out. I go ask him if he could clean it up or at least get it out of my way and he gets all pissed and yelled at me, asking me why I couldn't just take a shower in the other bathroom. Well, all my face cleaning stuff and fucking soap isn't in the other bathroom and I don't feel like taking it all in there and then taking it back, when all I want to do is take a fucking shower and go to fucking bed. He grumbles and pushes past me to go clean it up I assumed.
I waited, went to my room, fixed my bed, took off my glasses, brushed my hair, and then figured I'd given him enough time so I go back in there... To find everything in the exact same place and him fucking working on it again. I am so completely pissed off at him. I just want a fucking shower.
I'm getting a cold, Kelly told me to take medicine before bed so I did and now I'm like on the verge of passing out I'm so fucking tired and Dad's busy being a fucking douche.

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butterfly

:: 2007 11 February :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: Hemorrhage (In My Hands) - Fuel

Busy, busy weekend
Friday - Maroon and Gray day for Spirit week. I had worn all my school-ey clothes Thursday, so Jo and I went and raided her closet. We came up with this FCCLA shirt that's maroon and gray, that fits repulsively, and an old cheerleading skirt from 5th grade. Yeah. 5th grade. I barely got it over my hips, but it worked if I wore it on my waist and not my hips. So I wore that over my blue jeans, which I rolled to capri's and traded my shoes in for my ag advisor's purple boots. I was so damn hot.
We decorated for Homecoming and made it look effing amazing. I was being a dumbass and warming up with the cheerleaders before the pep rally and they were talking about "tricks" and I was like oooh I can do a cartwheel and land in the splits. The douche's didn't believe me so I did it. I'm not telling them this, but I pulled a muscle in my ass. Very uncomfortable, but they were impressed.
Went home, got ready, came back up to school with my family blah blah blah. In the middle of the third quarter Tessi show's up and we leave (we lost though, by 3 points after being ahead the entire game. It sucked so bad). We went to Wal-Mart and dicked around for about an hour, headed home, went BACK to Wal-mart because she forgot shit for her brother. Went home and went to bed.

Saturday - I wake up at 5, shower and get ready, then we leave at 6:15 for Webb City. We get there just in time, but all sad because Sonic wasn't open to fill our belly's and we instead had to go to McDonalds. That was alright because I love the mcgriddle.
Go, take the test, head on to Arkansas. Yeah, I know, "What?! Arkansas...wtf?" -- We missed our exit some how and were heading straight to Bentenville. This was not ok. I had work at 2:00 and she had to go see her brother. We cut across the one-way and onto the other one-way to head back. We were such badasses... and also completely scared we'd get caught but WE DIDN'T!! It was awesome. So we get back and I work from 2:00-8:30. Then I go out with Tessi and we drink with this guy Matt, and make up rules for Drunken Uno. It was awesome. I got shitfaced within an hour and a half, alternating between chugging Evan Williams and Bacardi. We had to get up and go to church the next morning, so opposed to passing out dead at Matt's house, we opted to just head back to Tessi's.

Sunday - Get up with an AWFUL ASS hangover, eat a bottle of ibprofren (not really), shower and go to Tessi's church where the sermon is about nonother than the sin's involved in drinking. I shit you not. I felt very uncomfortable sitting through that sermon, and we hightailed it out of there right after the closing prayer. Ha.
Get home, talk to Kelly, leave to sleep but I never got to because mom made me watch 2 episodes of MythBusters with her, then the washer broke so I had to help dad work on it. We're going to have to get a new one I think. Suckage.

Anyway, that was my weekend. It was crazy, and it was fun. Definitly a lot of good memories.

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lisa3019

:: 2007 11 February :: 12.21pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: music.. that reminds me. i think i'm going to get my iPod today
...sounds like a plan.

ulgh. baby shower. ++free food. =D

Yes.
I am getting ready to go to a baby shower.
I have to be at Justin's mom's house at 1:30.
I still have like an hour, but I need to get dressed, brush my teeth, dry and straighten my hair, and do my make up.

This is going to be boring, I think.
Well--I'm not going to know anybody there. Soo...
Yeah.

Oh.. you know how I said mine is the 30th?
Sorry, I meant 31st. My bad. It's a Saturday.

I don't know if I have new pictures or not.. you can check 'em out if you want.

Last night, we were talking to Wes about my dad and just bullshitting with him. Well, I don't know how it came up but he was saying how Belle Vernon is dramavernon.
I was like "really?"
???? dur. I dunno. He was naming these people that I ahd no idea don't get along with each other. I dont know who dates who and what's up with anyone or anything. People tell me to call them and I'm like, "alright.." but never do.
I don't know if I do it on purpose, but I don't mean to be a dick.. I just don't feel like doing anything.

UGGGHHH
our pipes are still frozen.
my dad fixed one where it split.
he showed it to me and I was like, "!!!!!"
because it's like an inch thick of copper and it was seriously..split.

well, he fixed that and we thought we were going back to our house tonight only to find that... well.. there were about 50 more breaks and he needs to go buy 20 feet of copper.
=(

Bummer.
This morning we got woke up at 9am, as usual, to my brother playing loud ass xbox in the living room.
We finally got out of bed at like 10 after laughing about dumb stuff.

now, he is at toys r us with shaunzie to take back some xbox games to give me the money for.
aaanddd i am going to that baby shower for a second.

other than that--
his mom bought me something.
it was a surprise.
then it turned into something from justin for valentine's day.
it is bigger than a pack of cigarettes but smaller than a breadbox.
it could be white or black.
shaun had one.
i "can love it," says Justin.
i can use it all day if i want to.
it's portable.

then.. he told me what it was. would you be able to guess?
i'm mad he told me. he's so bad at secrets. i pretend like i want to know, but i don't really want to know!!!!

haha anyways.
i think i'm done talking about random stuff.
i better go finish getting ready.

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lisa3019

:: 2007 8 February :: 4.41pm


My little brother wants me to take him to his friends house but... i realllly don't want to.

I jsut got off of work about 45 minutes ago.
Justin is with Pozza and Jordan. I told him take his time.
We need our alone time sometimes.
I don't know if I can handle 24/7 with him.
He's a goofball.

Our water pipes are frozen so we've been staying at my mom's.
It sucks not having water. ..and considering it's the only beverage I like, I really can't live without it.

My brother is being supr annoying right now.

I miss our computer. I can't type on a regular keyboard, I have to pound super hard on Liz's because her keys stick.

On Saturday I have a lunch date so that will be something new for a change. I never do anything anymore. I hate people lately.
Plus, I work everyday and I'm always too tired to move.

I got my hair cut. Me and Christina took pictures while we were at a fire the day of the Super Bowl. (Did I write about this??)
if you want to see the pictures go to www.meehan0125.myphotoalbum.com

Me and Justin were talking about that dad in Quinto manor that shot his 2 girls and his son this morning.
Isn't that sad?
He must have hated his ex wife and like Justin put it, if he killed her, he would've went to jail and the kids would've had to live with it their whole life.
So instead of putting so much pain on them, he gave them sleeping pills so they wouldn't see him kill anyone, and just shot them and then himself. That way his ex wife had to suffer her whole life.

I could never imagine killing my kids though. That would probably have to be the hardest thing in the world. Justin said he would never be able to do it. Some people are just too depressed to think things through, you know?

I think of my son with EVERYTHING i do and he's not even born yet.

Soo... craving for drama?
There isn't any. That's pretty much the whole reason why I don't talk to anyone anymore.
Eileen was talking to my mom one day and she's invited to the baby shower but she was like, "me and allison would love to come!!!"
when my mom told me that i was like, "mom, next time you talk to her, tell her allison's not invited. she talks shit on me but then shes nice to my face so i don't want her there."
my mom was like, "i bet she doesn't!!"
ugh, she's always giving everyone the benefit of the doubt.

someone could be on drugs and murder someone and she would feel bad because they got caught up in teh wrong crowd or something.

oh well, i guess that's one of the reasons why i love her. if it wasn't for her, i would probably hate bishop for everything she's done instead of really wish she could get help.

alrighty, well. i think i'm going to be out for now.
lata.

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butterfly

:: 2007 8 February :: 8.28am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: A little less Sixteen Candles, a little more Touch Me - Fall Out Boy

Stupid Things
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking/laughing.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then
people gave you weird looks.
So far:5

[x] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
So far: 10

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ]You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
So far:12

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class
[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
So far: 17

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[x] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you
[x]You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[x] you use your fingers to do simple math.
So far: 22

[x] You have eaten a bug (on accident)
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and
didn't realize it
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand
So far: 26

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
So far: 27

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
So far: 29

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
So far: 31

Now count them up and put "I've done 31 stupid things out of 36"

sonuva.... I failed. haha

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butterfly

:: 2007 7 February :: 8.43pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Fall out boy

I cuddled with your dealer because that's how I roll
It's True It's pick the month you were born in
1 - I ate
2 - I killed
3 - I ran naked with
4 - I cuddled with
5 - I needed
6 - I framed
7 - I smoked with
8 - I ran shirtless with
9 - I slept with
10 - I raped
11 - I stabbed
12-I fucked

Pick the day (number) you were born on
01 - a cat
02 - a dog
03 - a jew
04 - a mexican
05 - Santa Claus
06 - a homo
07 - your mom
08 - a prostitute
09 - a pornstar
10 -a bag of weed
11 - the trojan man
12 - the kool-aid man
13 - a bowl of cereal
14 - a whore
15 - a pickle
16 - a stripper
17 - a bisexual
18 -a condom
19 - an orange
20 - a crackhead
21 - a homeless guy
22 - JFK
23 - my ex
24 - you
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a lesbian
27 -Paris Hilton
28 - a french fry
29 - your dealer
30 -a glass of milk
31 - Ur grandma

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing

White - Because thats how i roll
Black - because I'm sexy as hell
Pink - Because the lil people told me to
Red - because I'm a pimp and you're jealous
Blue - because i have AMAZING boobs
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - because I love marijuana
Other - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm beautiful
Orange - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i had to
Shirtless - because I've got abs
Other 2-For the assanation of JFK

YOU ONLY HAVE 3 MINUTES AND 69 SECONDS TO REPOST THIS AS WHATEVER YOUR RESULTS WERE OR YOU WILL HAVE BAD RELATIONSHIPS. And we all know that there's nothing worse than bad relationships!!!!

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butterfly

:: 2007 7 February :: 9.48am
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Fall out boy

Kelly got back last night!! I was so excited to see him, I missed him oh so much. I'm still amazed how perfect he is and I've known him forever. He makes me happy :)
I really need to study for my test in... *clock checkage* yeah, an hour and 15 minutes. I'm not going to do good, and I know this, so I don't want to bother studying. Bad. I need to study a lot. Obviously I'm not though, I'm updating. I'll go study now I suppose.

I love this song

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butterfly

:: 2007 5 February :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: If you could only see - Tonic

Shitastic Week
Kelly left sometime this morning for Lansing(sp) to attend his grandmother's funeral. I know he had to go but I miss him dang it.
He should be back on Wednesday if all goes as planned.

We get our announcements, caps and gowns tomorrow. I'm uber excited. I think we got like silver for the girls and maroon for the guys. I don't even remember what our colors are.
Graduation is going to be so effing sad. We're leaving a seat for Justin with a white rose in it and we've got a slide show with some pictures of him on it and just a few paragraphs about him and... yeah. It's sad but he deserved it so we'll suck it up and make it through it alright.

-My Week-
(Monday)
*Accounting test
*Poultry test
*Concession stand - 5:30 p.m.
(Tuesday)
*Macbeth test
*Vocab test
*Get Senior stuff
(Wednesday)
*Poultry practice - 7:15 a.m.
*Sociology Test
*Talk to Kelly again -I hope-
(Thursday)
* ... I don't know
(Friday)
*Homecoming
*Homecoming Dance
(Saturday)
*Wake up at 4:15 a.m. get ready and drive 2 hours to take the ACT

Holy shit. I am going to have a very low score on my ACT this time around because I'll be out late with Homecoming. Now, yes, I could skip it, but ... fuck that. It's my last one! I don't want to. I'll just have to take the ACT again if I get a low score again. Last time I got a 21. Not ok. I need at least a 25. What I also need is to learn some fucking math. Math pwns me and kicks my ass everytime.

Anyway. That's that. We got out of school early because of a teacher meeting or something. Sweet. Renkoski, Tylor, Derek and I went to Taco Bell after school and ate. It was very delectible. We jammed out to Purple Rain and Unchained Melody. Good times, good times.

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lisa3019

:: 2007 3 February :: 12.27pm
:: Mood: ready to go back to bed
:: Music: Justin singing in the shower

Today was supposed to be our sleep in day!! =(

.. But my mom called me at like 11:30 to tell me Pete will be here after he goes to Shop n Save to fix our dryer.
?? I don't know what's wrong with it.
I don't know what's going on.

We bought a new washer and dryer. Well, April and Shirley bought it for us, because our old washer wouldn't spin and drain completely, and our old dryer wouldn't heat when it dried.
We were goign to fix it but Justin's mom and gram bought us new ones.

But now, there's a problem because our new dryer is a 220.
and our old dryer had the hook up for a 110.
So we were just going to sell this one and buy a new dryer all together because we figured in the end it would be just as much to buy all the wire and stuff.
...but then my grandpap said he had the wire and there was a bunch of it in the shop.
Soo.. we used some but now it's a problem because the plug on the dryer has like.. four prongs.. and the other one has three.
So now we have to buy some kind of hook up?
I don't know what's going on but I'm sorry for rambling about it.

Anyways
You know what really makes me cry?
That one commercial. I think it's a Pedigree commercial.
It plays that sad music.
And it shows dogs in kennels.
And it says, "I know hwo to sit, roll over, and fetch. But what I don't know.. is how I ended up--here. I know that I'm a good dog.. and I just.. want to go.. home."
And all the while it showing different slides of dogs in kennels. With cute puppy faces. It makes me want to take them all.
Just think how many get put to sleep because they can't find homes for them. =(
I'LL TAKE YOU, PUPPY!!!!!!!!!

There's nothing on t.v.
I have to get an oil change today.
I hope I get to wash clothes today here because I don't feel like dragging them down my mom's.

I just paid my electric and my cell phone and now I have to go pay my comcast bill.. sooo.. i'm getting off here and going to pay this.

oh.
p.s.
shower date: march 30.
let me know if you want invited--but chances are you probably already will be.

cmnt.


butterfly

:: 2007 30 January :: 8.22pm
:: Mood: amused

omfg. this makes me so happy...

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butterfly

:: 2007 30 January :: 8.44am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: A kiss to send us off - Incubus

The President
Everyone is so fucking sick at school. It's time to pull out a bio suit. Too bad I had to give it to the president when he needed one. Yeah, that's right. He came to me. I'm that dependable.
... Right, back to my story. My throat's starting to hurt so I'm living off of cough drops today. I swear if I get the shit they're passing around like a hacky sack I'll hurt them. I don't want or need to be sick.
I have a freaking Accounting test tomorrow. Oh joy.

We're getting to the part in Macbeth where Lady Macbeth (moi) goes crazy. I'm excited.

So it's 12 degrees outside right now, and our school is poor so our heaters aren't working too great. My fingers are blue, and if I didn't have pink lip gloss on, my lips would be too.

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lisa3019

:: 2007 28 January :: 1.14pm
:: Mood: sick..miserable..
:: Music: The Prize Fighter Inferno

=(

I have to get back to painting the bathroom ceiling.
I just wanted to take a break because I feel like shit right now.

Justin went sled riding up at Seven Springs for two hours but fuck the cold. I hate snow. I used to go snowboarding but just to make other people happy. I hated it.

I sort of have a lot to do today but not really.

I painted the trim in the hall and now I'm going to paint the bathroom.
After that I'll go down my gram's and get our t.v.
(Mine blew up so she is giving me one that she has at her house.)
=(

Our comcast was out yesterday.
We were sitting on the couch and I fell asleep because I was sick and ended up sleeping for 4 hours and when I woke up.. the internet, cable, and phone weren't working.
We went down my mom's for a little bit after picking up a washer and dryer that Justin's gram bought for us.
I called Comcast and they said they'd send someone out to check it out with a 2-4 window.

This morning someone was here at 10:00am to tell us that we were disconnected outside because someone came and unhooked us since we were supposed to be shut off in December. ??
Justin was like, "We just got it turned on in January. Other people were living here and it was shut off..."
Psht. Oh well.

Anyways, I'd better get back to painting to get it over with.
I have to paint the ceiling and then the walls so I might have to take a nap when I'm done. I feel horrible today.

cmnt.


butterfly

:: 2007 27 January :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Vienna - The Fray


All About Me Survey
I Ama (very happy) girlfriend, waitress/dish washer, daughter, sister
I Wantto be with Kelly right now
I Havethe most amazing boyfriend in the world
I Wishthat everyone would just get along
I Hatethose who try to be someone they\'re not
I Fearbeing alone for the rest of my life.. and the dark
I Hearnot very much i\'m not a good listener
I Searchfor success and happiness
I Wonderwhy people on antartica are standing upside down
I Regretnothing, everything happens for a reason
I Loveenjoying life, being me, and talking to Kelly with my nose plugged
I Achewhen i have to mop the floors at work
I Alwayslaugh, even when i don\'t know what\'s going on
I Usuallyconfuse myself and those i\'m talking to
I Am Notsomeone who depends on others to achieve
I Dancebest after putting soap on the bottom of the shower so I can do the slide with more grace and ease
I Singlike a cow on menopause
I Neverwant to be without my other half, Kelly
I Rarelyever listen without staring at your forehead
I Crya lot, but not always because I\'m sad
I Am Not Alwayswho you think i am
I Loseall of my bobby pins
I'm Confusedwhen people make fun of me
I Needto get my own car
I Shouldbecome a better person and make better grades
Take This Survey at Quizopolis.com

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butterfly

:: 2007 26 January :: 10.53am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Just a Phase - Incubus

I have drama practice after school every day but Friday for the play that takes place on February 15. Today should be my day off but I have to work from 3:30-8:30 and that just makes today really sucky because I have that to look forward to. I'm almost positive I have to work Saturday from 2:00-8:30. I better get to waitress tomorrow because we're always really busy and I want to make gobs of money in tips. That would make my Saturday being sucked up by difficult people semi alright.
I was going to come home straight from work and talk to Kelly since I won't really get to Saturday, but Tessi wanted to go watch a movie and everyone was busy and I was kind of feeling sorry for her, Lord help me, so I said I'd go see one with her after work. We were going to watch Catch and Release, but for some reason it isn't playing, so she wants to watch Dreamgirls. I don't know if it'll be good or not, I'm not exactly in the mood for a musical but ... whatever.
I miss Kelly and I just stopped talking to him 4 minutes ago.
This is going to be an extremely long weekend.

cmnt.


lisa3019

:: 2007 26 January :: 7.55am
:: Mood: Lazy. But content because.. because I just am
:: Music: Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Snow
(I'm not listening to it, but it's stuck in my head and I like it)

go to sleep, baby.. please..

AHHHHHHH FUCK.

I was finished with this whole FUCKING entry and I was typing in my FUCKING subject, mood, and music and the FCKING BROWSWER--SADKFJHASDFJH AARRGGGHH.
I hit something and the Webpage Expired because I don't know, because I hit back or asdhflkasjhdf something. IDK.

ANYWAYS--
like I was saying.

I WAS in a happy mood todya because I get to get shit done.
I have a hair appointment at 10:30 which always makes me feel better. Johanna just knows how to make me feel better. =)
The gas company is also coming today to read my meter to switch the gas account in my name. The only thing about that making me happy is that I am getting it over with.
I'm pissed about this "four hour window" shit.
7-12???!?!?!

Also, work today. 1:00.
Andy better be happy that I cleaned my butt off all day yesterday because we had nobody come in.
You can't really tell though that the floors were swept 5 times and the vents were vacuumed out and the machines were all wiped off...
Oh well, I get to see Amber today.

Oh yeah.. and if you're reading this entry for the wrong reasons, you can stop wasting your time right here because I don't respond to petty attacks made against me that turn out more like a joke on yourself.
Too high school. Too "he-said-she-said." Too two years ago.
I don't talk to anyone that associates with you to care about your lies.
Overall, I grew up.

My brother and Justin started this "bowling" thing.
?????
Tell me. What is that?
They go bowling seriously like every night.
Sometimes I go with them but when Shaun's not there to keep me somewhat entertained, it's ridiculously boring watching them play as many games as they can squeeze into a half an hour.
I should've never taken Justin to Jack's birthday party. I've created a monster.

Ugh I'm so annoyed with Justin for not going to work today.
He's "siiiiick." Yeah, I think he's a big baby. I'm sick all the time and I suck it up and go to work. I have priorites. Something no one I ever dated ever thought about.

I think I'm going to check my facebook and my forums and take a nap while I wait for the gas people to call with tehir "15 minute courtesty call."

I would be in a better mood today if I didn't have hurt feelings for a friend who I was a douchebagcuntbitch to. I wish you read this so you could remotely know that I'm sorry. I don't want you to have hurt feelings...

Ugh, I miss my mum. She's going to call me when she wakes up.

I hope I can fall alseep. I don't feel like I can at all and I'm hungry but don't feel like making food and the baby won't go to sleep..

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