lisa3019

soo.. i love the comments, just wanted to acknowledge that.
keep 'em comin, babies!!!! *muah muah*
friday
uhh yyyeah.
so i can't remember what i did since the last time i wrote?

i know i tried to update like five times but justin got mad that i was on the computer "talking to guys".. regardless of whether i was signed on AOL or not. hahahaaaaaaaaaaa.

after justin came back from the bank, i can't remember what we did.
i know that we ended up goin for a smoooke ride with barry.
then we ended up going back to denol's and we chilled there.
i got to see FLIIIP!! i wonder if rich's baby is that big? he's a house.
i played with him foreverr and we broke a toy. =/ he's strong.
soo we drank a little bit. i was feeling a VERY nice buzz which is exactly why i didn't drink anymore than i did. hehe, i'm kinda a crazy/stupid/silly/embarassed the next day drunk.
plus, we was kindas partyin like millionaires. so i def have to say i was having a good time. =)
HAHA then some boy asked if i was "mrs. denol," i guess because we were sitting there talking. bubby was like, "no..." before i got a chance to answer. HAHA it made me feel cute.

speaking of making me feel cute.
yyyyeah he's always picking on me, so yesterday i told him that he actually DOES make me self conscious. i said theyre things i never even thought of before and now im worried about 'em. he didn't believe me, but i think i made him see it.
ehh i don't think i'm a very pretty girl and so sometimes i get kinda insecure.
and then i was like, "JESSICA SIMPSON HAS A BUTT CHIN" cause he's always making fun of me saying things about my chin. he was like, "yeah well, she's hot. i mean, you are too, that's why it doesn't matter. in dukes of hazard SHE IS BANGIN'."
i was like, "i think she is ugly."

haha =)

soo we left denol's at about 2 or something because barry had to get up early in the morning for work.
me and justin went home and talked for everr. about everything.
we told each other eveeerryyytthinngg. we were in talkative moods.
i told him he's exactly the kind of boy that i would like to date.
he's nice, def cute, smart, i can carry on a conversation with him, he has a really good job, his license, he takes care of me.. etc.
he said he hates whores and girls that have sex with lots of guys aren't the kind of girls that he would want at all. i don't know if he was calling me a whore?? i didn't really take it that way because i'm not, considering i've only had sex with two people and i dated a boy for 9 months and we never had sex.
(oooh i liked that boy. now that i think about it i'm glad i didn't get into his pants. prob would've been hooked)
so yeah i asked about a million questions and he was very patient about answering them. it made me feel good. ya know?
i only got yelled at.. slightly. for talking to cody, which at the time i wasn't even talking to him. but, i can understand.
it's kinda like when you.. forget what things were like, and you can remember bits and pieces of how good they were, becuase you pushed out all the bad.
like, personally, i forgot that me and cody can't hold a conversation without fighting. and justin says that sarah is annoying the way she always wants to pick a fight.
justin said it's like how, i can call cody at any time and know that he will drop everything to be with me becasue i knwo he loves me. and that he can call sarah anytime and know that it woudl be the same way.
so i guess it would suck to be second best and know that you're only called as a rebound.
and it def sucks to get fucked over after you think he meant what he said.
that's why i'm glad i was never a replacement.
but anywyas, we talked for a long ass time and at liek 7am,
neither of us were tired so we just layed there for a second, arguing about having sex first or smoking a blunt first.
he won (figures. me and my weak self) and then we went to sleep.

saturday
we didn't wkae up officially until like 3pm.
and you know, i can't really remember what we did after we woke up?

oh i know!
i was like, "can we ppppplease go get chicken noodle soup?"
and he was like, "okay"
so his mom dropped us off at eat n park.
mmm. we haven't been there in a while!
(i miss my car.)
we got bowls of soup and chicken tenders,
but we didn't eat the chicken & fries so i took 'em home.
reminding me that they're stil in the fridge now, hold on..

damnit, tossed out.
anyways.
barry picked us up at eat n park and we went to the mall.
babe needed new jeans so he bought one pair that i picked out and made him get. hehe. from hollister. they are sooo freaking cute!
and then one pair from abercrombie, they're cute, not as cute as the ones i picked out, though. =)
also!;; he got a new shirt.

so i'm standing there in abercrombie looking at these cute shirts.
i hear behind me, "hey sexy. oooh baby! SEXAAYYY"
i didn't expect them to be talking to me so i dont pay very much mind.
then the voices get to be in my ear and i turn around and its amber and lexi.
ambers like, "you here with bubby??"
i was like, "yep, he's over there. go grab his ass."
haha he said he just would've thought it was me, anyways, becuase he already thoguht it was me when she walked over to him and said, "whatcha buy me?!"
soo then we went to lids and he bought this cute black on black pirates hat. i liked it but then i couldnt decide whether i liked the white on black better.
he made a good choice, regardless, because it looks cute on him.
so he spent $200.
HAHAHAHA.
whiich was all he had left over from his pay after giving his mom half for his fine and his gram money for his phone bill.
so he said next weekend, we have to go out again so he can buy me something. (since he only got four things.)
his mom yelled at him when we came home for not buying me anything. haha.
i don't need him to buy me clothes, cause my mom will buy 'em, so i'm glad he didn't. when he asked me in hollister if i see anything i like, i just told him, "my mom is going to bring me back."

we went to denol's from the mall.
well actually we had to stop at century III first.
we chilled at denol's for a second and then justin asked if barry could take us home.
on the way home, i called liz to see what was goin on.
the first thing she said to me was, "OMG LISA EW!! HAHAHAHA YOU HAVE TO READ SARAH'S THING ON THE INTERNET!!!!!," and you know liz, she talks a freaking mile a minute so i didn't understand.
when i got off the phone, bubby was asking a million questions because all he could hear was my side, saying, "HAHAHAHA oh my gosh. HAHAHAHAHA. HAHAHA IS SHE FIVE?!?!?!...."
i just told him that i couldn't understand liz and sarah wrote something on her journal thing on the internet.

when we got home, his cousin josh was there with john mike and cody and they were all getting ready to watch a UFC dvd.
i went upstairs to go pee and change into my jammies and when i cmae back down justin and josh were on the computer, laughing their asses off, reading sarah's journal.
first off, i think it's kinda lame that she made a journal after seeing that i have one, just so she can make her little argument. wtf? then don't read mine if it pisses you off..??? duuuh.
so yeah, i don't know, they were highlighting parts and laughing.
josh got the biggest kick out of it and then he wanted to leave her a comment. hahaha. whooo does that??? justin kept on saying, "don't write this, that will make her think it's lisa because lisa calls her a clown. don't write this, lisa accidentally called her a freak the other day. change whore to something else, lisa always calls her a whore."
josh finishes typing and says, "THERE. i hope the pig-faced whore cries."
oh yeah josh THAT'LL get her. not like people don't call her an ugly whore every day. ????
haha, she deleted it, though, so i guess it affected her somewhat.

then we went upstairs and watched t.v. and stuff.
and then hecameinsidemeonpurpose.
yeah sh. that's what i said. i don't know. don't ask questions.
i don't know what i think, i don't know anything. so just sh.
he said from now on he's just going to do that every time. i said, uhh no he's not.. not unless he's fully accepting of the consequences and being stuck with me forever and ever.. he said alright.. but definitely didn't care at all. grrrr. kinda scared me when i said, "that never happened to me beofre," and he replied, "that you knew of." and then he straight up just said he's not worried about it, and told me not to be.
so i'm not. i guess.

sunday
what? that was like, yesterday?
we woke up and.. COOK OUT!!
yeaaaah baby. his mom and her boyfriend made so much food.
and it was all delicious. you should've seen us feastin'!!!
even one of the neighbors shouted over, "is it bring your own buns?!!?!"
i would've, too.. it smelled yummmmyy.

after that, we got ready to go swimming with kris and baby christina.
i loove them. instead of going to south park, we went to shetler's cabin.
me and christina watched people jump off the diving board from the underwater window, expecting to see boobies. a lady down there said there was a boy who dove in head first and his shorts slid off. HAHA. we couldn't wait for kris and bubby to jump in.
they did, but nothing fun happened.

then they tried making us jump in, but we knew better because we knew what happens at that window underneath teh water. where the boys take pictures with their camera phones and everyone laughs at how you look when you jump in.

soo we went in the wave pool.
creepin' in, because the water was freezing.
and then what to do know but kris comes running in from one side and bubby jumps in from the other.
kris dunked christina and bubby tried to pull me under.
then, bubby got out and had me almost peeing my pants as he hurdled the waves. he looked so funny, we were cracking up.
and then he jumps on me and finally gets me under and my top comes off.
so he insisted on tying it tighter, even tho my circulation was cut off already.
the bathing suit i was wearing was way too small and my junk was hanging all out. i felt like a hoochie mama.

on the way home, i fell asleep. first, i was sitting up.
then, i was leaning on justin's shoulder,
and then when he woke me up,
i had my head in his lap with my shoes kicked off and my feet up on the seat with my legs curled up to my chest covered with justin's towel that he put over me as a blanket.
haha cute, i guess.

kris and christina dropped us off.
and i think we pigged out. i can't remember.
but we probably pigged out.

he was about to spark a dutch but then mav called so we waited to go for a ride with him.
we saw jeremy and marcus on broad so we stopped and talked for a minute.

speaking of jeremy:: so, bub has to work tomorow, which is kennywood day..
well, chubby does, too.
so me and jeremy decided to go together.
but like me and bubby started arguing about it.
he said he would just wait until he got off work.
well im not going to go at 8:00 at night...?? you know?
and he got all mad and was like, "fine then, when i get there, dont talk to me."
and then he tried talking me out of going and said,
"if you don't go, we can go another day. but if you go, then i don't even want to go another day."
but i kinda do wanna go because i never get to see anybody.
but then i don't wanna go because sometimes im glad i don't see anybody.
(same reason im going to CCAC instead of WCCC)

soo i don't know.
but anyways, mav took us back to bubby's and we watched some t.v.

we fell asleep pretty early.
i slept good, too. too bad the fucker woke me up so early.

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soo how about, we watch this show called Take Home Chef.
we love it.
hte other day there was this lady on there, and curtis asks his usual question, "soo who all are we cooking for tonight?"
the lady laughs.
she says, "well you might think this is a joke but..
it's going to be me, my son and my husband.. and coming over for dinner will be my husband's ex-wife, who is now my best friend, and her husband, who just so happens to be my ex-boyfriend with their son for his birthday."
me and justin laugh and he kinda pointed to the t.v.
i was like, "hmm i bet people think she's crazy.."
curtis is like, "this might turn out to be a food fight."
and all through the show he kept on saying, "soo you are like, all one big happy family?? you like, all get along??? and you guys liek swapped boyfriends????"

uhh other than that, i think this was a pretty damn good update.

today
justin left for work.
i can't fall back asleep.
he left me some weed to smoke.
i think i'm gonna toke it up and fall back asleep for a couple hours.

if anyone wants to go shopping, hit me up mothafuckaaasss. leave me a comment, e-mail me (meehan0125@yahoo.com), or try to get at me on AIM., i might be on.

peace, babies. <3333333

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