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:: 2005 26 January :: 10.27am
:: Mood: sick

A pictures worth a thousand words
But not worth the words I need to hear
I miss you so much that it hurts

And tonight, I wish you were here with me
So I could make you see
The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly
They remind me of
All the times, when we used to sit underneath them,
those summer nights
And fall in love

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:: 2005 26 January :: 9.04am
:: Mood: sick

..No school again, I don't have a voice because I'm coughing every 5 seconds. I can basicly only whisper. Kelly stayed home I think.

I just want to get better.

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:: 2005 25 January :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: sick, in PAIN, wanting to die

No school again, sick. Upper respitory infection, asthma, and a slight kidney infection. Yes; I went to the doctors today at 11:30; I have 3 perscriptions. They cost almost 70 bucks.. but I definitly think I'm worth it. haha, yeah right. Anyways they are Amoxicillin for my kidney infection, Cyclobenzaprine which is a muscle relaxer.. [they fuckin' knock you out like BOOM] because part of my problem was my headach that went all the way down my back into my spine ect. and Theophylline which is used for asthama, bronchitis, basicly to help me stop my chronic cough that hurts like hell.

I ordered a new birth certificate. Yes, I lost my original one. But in better news I got my physical again; so that means all I need to do is wait for my birth certificate and then I can get my permit. Hahahaha, I still don't think it's gonna happen; but lets hope for the best. *sigh*

Sorry I haven't replied to notes/noted anyone back.. hello- I'm sick. *cough* *spudder* *pain* I'm not on the computer much anymore and when I am it's just looking something up or writing an entry.

I'm gonna go get something to drink. Only 2 days 'til my 17th birthday.. I'm expecting some big gifts in the mail gals 'n' guys!

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:: 2005 23 January :: 9.12pm
:: Mood: amused

sorry; but I have to say it.. Xanga is really quite retarded, gay, useless, "trendy", and in about a month or so; no one is going to use it anymore.

yeah, sorry if I hurt anyones feelings on my FRIENDS LIST.

other news; I think I have a kidney infection. Yay. [sarcasm] I'm not going to school tomorrow; so eat it.

and now; I am tuning back to the Steelers game.

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lilkristen

:: 2005 23 January :: 8.34pm

i really really dont want to get attached, when i really really aint sure if something would ever happen..

its soo complicated.. i hate getting mixed signals.. im not sure whether to commit myself to the feelings or just wait and see.. i really dont want to make a mistake.. but i really feel like if i commit myself, that will be how i get hurt.. so i'll wait.. wait for a signal that isnt crossed.. one thats straight on..

ali was soo shocked when i told her yesterday.. i dont know what the reaction was, really.. disbelief or just pure omg thats hysterical.. i wanted to talk to her about it tonight.. but she had to watch her stupid movie..

i need to change my layout.. the red is UGLYYY lol.. but i dont really feel like doing it now.. since desperate housewives is on in 15 minutes.. this is going to be the longest update you get for awhile.. i have midterms this week.. my brother doesnt have school tomorrow, ndd neither does fontbonne but i do, ndd kearney does.. and it sucks.. cuz i wanna hang out withh kait nd use up my camera so i can get it developed nd hopefully it wont be a defective camera like my SC camera was... i got my SC video!! i was like crackinn up watching it<3 im gunna go.. its really cold back here.. brrr.. i dunno how meghan sleeps in her room.. its gotta be freezing.. ooh well.. later..

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:: 2005 23 January :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: cold

4 days until my 17th birthday

I'm still very sick. What's wrong you ask? I don't know. But I feel as though I am dying.

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lilkristen

:: 2005 22 January :: 12.31pm

iMm SoOo hApPyyyyy =]

kait kNoWs wHyyy!!! =]~

dOnt woRry kAit.. dOiNn iTt aS sOoNn aS pOsSibLe<3

hAha.. hE's oNn.. buT witHh hiS aWay oNn.. sRyy =[

bUt i ReaLLy aM hAppy.. =] =] =] =] =] =]

caLL me kAit

maybe i'll stop typing like that.. grrr.. im annoying myself.. im outtttt

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:: 2005 21 January :: 8.48pm

Dumb little girls need to choke on a dick.

teehee.

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:: 2005 21 January :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: in pain, cold, hot, sick, ect.

When I gave Jim the letter, I don't know if it made things better or worse. We talked about it.. and things are "okay" I guess? I dunno right now.

Today sucked pretty bad. I went to school and Nichole and I took our FBLA test, which we kicked ass on. Then after lunch I started getting really sick. I went to take a nap in the wrestling room during gym.. so after that I went to study hall in Mr. Maleckys room.. I was "tardy" because I was in the bathroom; I was getting so sick. I had a headache that went all through my room and down my spine. So I asked him to go to the office to go home. I stopped at the bathroom before I went down there to call my mom. I started crying because it hurt so much.

I went down to the office then I called the nurse, and she called my brother to come get me. When he finially got there we went home, I was so cold but burning up at the same time. The bumps going down my driveway hurt like hell, shit the whole car ride home hurt really bad. So I got home changed and got under the covers.. I was shaking so bad because I was so cold. I don't even know why though. I kept trying to fall asleep but I couldn't because I was so cold. I took my temp. and it's 101.5. I called my mom and she's coming home early tonight. I'm still hurting; I took some IBprofin. It helped a little I guess.

Jim is going to Grove City with his mom to see Jeff.. I am so mad. I yelled at him because I might be going to the hospital and he's still leaving.. but then he said his mom is making him. But whatever, she's fuckin' dumb.

Right now I'm just watching CSI in a blanket, HOOVING down PILLS, and talking to Becky. What a Friday night..

I'm a loser.

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:: 2005 20 January :: 5.54pm
:: Mood: worried

So I wrote Jim a letter about what I talked about in my last "Friends Only" entry.. Amy gave it to him around 4 I think.. he still hasn't called me.

What's done is done I guess.. I hope he can understand my point of view though.

We'll see.


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yadiffy04

:: 2005 19 January :: 6.18pm
:: Mood: pissed off

Im so pissed at my momj, I effing hate her!!!! My band makes it to play for 100 dollars in the school talent show, and she wont let me preform, because I have ski club, and thats gay. Its not even her choise, its mine, I get to choose what i do with my life, not her. I dicide if I want to do good in school or not, or if I want to be in a band or not. This is so fucked up. I have an obligation to my band. if I miss that, then I skrew my band over for the 100 dollars, and thats messed up if you ask me.

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:: 2005 19 January :: 8.34pm
:: Mood: SPUNKY

SOOOOOOOOO.. today Kelly &I were late for school because when I called the snow line at 5:30 am it said we had a 2 hour delay.. but when I called again at around 7:30 am it said we had regular school hours.. So Kelly and I were really pissed, my mom called the school, so did hers. We went in at about 9:08, and they said that it was the schools fault and that we won't be counted as tardy. DAMN RIGHT. So I was supposed to go to 2nd period because it ends at 9:18, but I just walked around until it was about 9:17, then went in. It was Geometry and I hate that class.. *yawns*

I went to English, I was Banquo, the ghost.. [we're reading MacBeth] so I had to sit in a chair with a white over-coat thingy on my head while DJ read the part of MacBeth.. sexy.

Accounting was.. accounting. Boring, but educating. ;)

Then LUNCH, which is my favorite. It's definitly the best time to get all of your talkingness [word??] out.. I sit by BECKY, Rachel [Jims cousin], Janelle, Nichole, Steph, and sometimes this other girl.. Becky, what's her name?? Today was okay, but Steph wasn't here; so it coulda' been better.

Then 5th period I had gym with Beck.. I forgot my Tenners, so Mitch just let me take gym without them. Nice. Becky a few freshman and myself went in the mat room to JUMP ROPE with the BIG one. Nice. Fun. I hurt my ankle. Ouch. I'm over it now.

After that I have STUDY HALL WITH MR. M. Hahahaha, all I do in there is talk, walk around and play rock paper sissors with the teacher, he's funny. I basicly just sit there and talk to him the whole period, do arrands for him, or talk to George. But it's definitly fun in there. I'm bringing cards tomorrow to play. Nice.

7th period I have Child Development 2, definitly one of my favorite classes, though today we just took this Child Development test for IEP or something like that.. [is that right Becky??] and our class gets bonus points for everyone we get right. [Do you get bonus points to Becky??]

8th period is definitly one of the 2 least favorite classes. Being that I don't like/aren't friends with anyone in that class. They're all freshman.. so I kinda just chill out in that class. Biology is dumb. *sigh*

I came home then went up my Aunt Loraines.. took a nap on my cousin Donnies bed for about an hour.. then Donnie woke me up to eat. After we were done eating.. Kelly came up to play Dominos. Nice, I kicked everyones ASS. During my ASS KICKING time, Kelly and I were talking about when we were going to have our birthday parties. We talked for about I swear an hour; and every day that we wanted.. something was going on or it was supposed to snow and all this shit. So we finially got 2 seperate days picked out, then I said "Hey, why don't we have it together on the same day at the Sand Bar?" and then BOOM. Plans were made, people were called. Party on January 29, at 5:00. Be there or be square.

Since Kelly and Is birthdays are only 3 days apart, and were practicly sisters we're cool enough to do that.. but no one else is. ;) So we have everyone we want to invite written down.. all our friends [no Becky, you AREN'T invited.:)] It's gonna be great. Definitly.

After we were all done I fed Gabrielle her cereal and fed her some formula.. now she's fast asleep in her bed. God, she is so pretty. But anyways, I'm gonna go call Jim..
<3

Read more..

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:: 2005 18 January :: 5.06pm
:: Mood: calm

..haha funny "revised" nursery rhymes.

Mary had a little lamb
She tied him to the heater
Every time Mary went by
He'd burn his little peter!


Little Miss Muffet sat on a tuffet
Her clothes all tattered and torn
It was not the spider
That crept up beside her
But Little Boy Blue and his horn


Little Miss Muffet sat on her tuffet
Eating her curds and whey
Along came a spider, that sat down beside her
And said "What's in the bowl Bitch!?!?"


Hickoy Dickory Dock
Three mice climbed up the clock
The clock struck one
And the other two escaped with minor injuries.


Jack and Jill went up the hill
To Have a little fun
Stupid Jill forgot the pill
And now they have a son


Hey Diddle, Diddle,
The cat had to piddle
All over the bedside clock
The little dog laughed to see such fun
When the cat died of electrical shock


Georgie Pordgy Pudding and Pie
Kissed the girls and made them cry
When the boys came out to play
He kissed them too 'cause he was gay.

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:: 2005 17 January :: 8.21pm

The best time to talk about
everything and anything is at night,
when you're falling asleep right
next to the person you love.
<3 Jim

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:: 2005 17 January :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: bitchy

Well, I think maybe I'm in a better mood now to write some more things that happened this weekend.. but very sparsly.

Friday Rochelle came over, we hung out- did nothing except eat. But it was definitly fun. She stayed the night- we watched movies and did "girl stuff" hehe. Then her mom took me to Jims house Saturday morning arund 2 or so. The roads were bad.

[insert last entry here]

Then today BECKY CALLED ME.. but I will never uncover what she said to me on the phone; because she's a dumb bucket.

So I came home today.. and what else is new it's hell, as always. Being that the girls and I just cleaned the house on Friday, I came home today and the place is a dump already. I don't understand anymore. IT PISSES ME OFF SO BADLY.

"happy birthday" lmao.. sorry.

I can't wait.. 18 here I come. Next year

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