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2005 17 January :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: blah
So yesterday I stayed at Jims.. I played his PS2 a 'lil, then we had a roll in the sack. Haha, I'm just jokin'.. anyways, I didn't eat anything all day 'cause Jim didn't have anything to eat at his house. His mom came home at around 9:00 at night and took Gabrielle off Jim, that just ticks me off anymore. It's his baby, not hers. He barely gets to see her as it is, and then she takes her off of him.. anyways, Gab was getting really fussy and starting to cry and everything so I was getting really antsy, I hate when Gabrielle cries, and I especially hate when she cries and someone else has her. So I was trying to let Donna handle her; but she kept doing the wrong things. I knew what was wrong with her; she was tired. I tried to say that but nooo.. she "ate too much" uhhh.. okay, I think I would know if my own daughter ate too much. So finially I just took Gabrielle off of her and went up stairs so I could put her to bed. When I was on my way down I heard her talking about me, lmao.. do you think I can't hear you? ANYWAYS, I got mad at just stayed upstairs for like 5 more minutes then went down. She went upstairs and took the phone to call Ronnie. Jim and I went to bed about 30 minutes later.
We woke up around 9:00 the next day and just chilled. Now here I am. School tomorrow. *sigh*
[[edit: 6:09 PM]]
It never fails, when I come home; it gets worse every time.
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2005 17 January :: 12.18pm
i need to update more often..
its monday.. school tomorrow.. blahh
i feel like listening to music.. i think i will... i need to change and start my homework.. cuz i have alot of it.. i need to do the corrections for the stupid essay omggggg i keep putting it off but i really cant put it off any longer.. omgg i have one due on wednesday too.. which means i only have tomorrow to write it.. omggggggg i didnt even pick a topic!!! shitttt ok you know what, screw writing an entry.. i have to go start on my 20000 pounds of hw before my brothers friends come over for his birthdayy..
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2005 15 January :: 2.29am
:: Mood: Retarted
:: Music: Dude looks like a lady
OMFG!! HHHHAAAAA!!!! Morgan is over at my house right now, and its 2:33, weve been up sence 11 trying to override the security system, and we spent 3 hours trying until, Im like, hey why dont we forward the clock to 7? and guess what, it worked, hahahahah!! Its amazes me sometimes how stupid we all are. So, other than that, today was graces and mine 1 month, and Im glad its lasting. Im bored, and wide awake, and we watched waynes world... LMAO!! Morgan has longer hair than my mom!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! Im going snowboarding on Sun. Band Practice tomorrow, and talent show tryouts on wed. LMAO AGAIN!! Morg just slammed his head on my guitar! LLLOOOSSSEEERRR!!!!! LMAO!! I think he needs first aid, let me chuck a drum at him...........ok, Im back, that was stress releaving. Ill ttyall l8. Yadiffy out
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2005 14 January :: 12.13pm
:: Mood: stressed
I stayed home today.. I tried and tried to get my mom up, but she wouldn't wake. And Gab was crying/hungry when I left, so I just stayed home. Then my mom came in at about 10:00 yelling at me because I stayed home and how she's gonna go to jail because I'm missing to many days and how the reason she didn't wake up is because the monitor in her room isn't on.. so I told her that I tried to wake her up and the monitor in her room WAS on, but I turned it off when I stayed home because I figured she didn't need to be bothered if I was going to be home. So she didn't believe me and got mad then stormed into her room bitching about how messy the house is.
So I waited a couple minutes then I got something I wanted to show her and knocked on her door to let her see.. she read it, then she started saying something to me, I don't really even remember what it was exactly; but it made me mad.. then she was going on about how she's not apperciated and that how she takes "YOUR BABY TO THE BAR EVERYDAY, WHILE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING.. I CARRY HER ON MY HIP WHILE I'M BAR TENDING, WAITRESSING, AND DOING WHATEVER ELSE NEEDS DONE." ..That really pissed me off right there, so I said "Fine, then I'll just stay home and watch MY baby." "And what; drop out of school? I don't think so." I told her that I'll just have Tammy watch Gabrielle like she was supposed to in the first place, that I'd rather have Tammy watch Gabrielle than her because at least I won't hear her bitching all the time about it. She started saying something else but I was walking out and didn't really pay any attention.. but I heard "I'm just tired of not being apperciated" as I walked through the door.. I turned around and said "So am I." and I slammed her door.
After that I went into my room and called Jim, I asked him if he could come get me.. he told me to call him back in about 5 minutes.. so I got all of Gabrielles &mines things ready so I would be ready to leave when he got here. But my mom tried to come in, I had my door locked &I wouldn't let her in. But I did finially did. She was saying how she did apperciate me, and all this other shit that I didn't even pay attention to. She said something about how she knows that I want to leave now and that all I have is about a year left then I can move out.. but how she doesn't want to loose me. She also said that she didn't know how I was going to move out if I planned on going to collegge with a baby.. But after a few minutes of me just sitting there and her talking she left.
I called Jim back and he said that he can get me a ride.. but I said that I couldn't go because I had to watch my sisters. I guess I'm kinda stupid because I just can't ever leave my sisters, no matter what I want to do, I always think of them before I think of myself, same with Gabrielle. <3
So my mom &George left to go to the bar; Dustin's sleeping in my moms' bed, Gabrielle's sleeping on my bed, and I'm just sitting here; trying to make myself feel better for everything that's going on.
But it's not working.
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2005 13 January :: 6.15pm
I'm not to sure if I'm even wanted around here anymore.
I can't handle this house anymore.
Maybe I should just leave. I think it'd be better for everyone.
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2005 12 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: pissed off
So today I got this letter in the mail from the school it says something along the lines of "You have missed 12 days of unexcuesed/illegal absences, please call the school board committee by January 12 to set up an appointment to clear this matter up. If you do not call by the 12th, you will not get any credit for any of your courses for 2004-05 school year."
Okay, well I didn't even get the letter until today, and when I got home and tried to call, no one was there. So lets see; my mom and I are kinda very pissed off because I should only have 4 unexcuesed days, and YES I have been keeping track of when I missed ect.. there is no way in hell I should have 12.
But anyways, Jim came to pick me up to take me to school today. We stopped and got a Smuffin at Sheetz. He's so cute.. but anyways, I'm gonna try to get him to do that more often, because I miss not seeing him 24/7 like I used to.. *sigh* over his house tomorrow maybe.. depending on if my moms back is feeling better. [yes.. she hurt her back again.. ahhh]
Otherwise, nothing really happened at school.. I was loud and obnoxious as usual. :-P
oh yeah!!! I was looking at PROM DRESSES.. I FOUND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DRESS EVER.. my mom and I are going to get it next week.. it's in Ohio.
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2005 11 January :: 11.32pm
:: Music: Jim
Type your username with your:
nose: xxnterruptedd
elbow: zxxzcinmtyerfrfrju;pterxc
tongue: xxinterrpted
chin: xcxiknbgftdffrjuh;pgtdec
eyes closed and one finger: xxubtwerrupted
back of hand: dxd98 knbteroptecd
palm: xcxmyrtrtr';[p0hteevf
wrist: xcxcnmtyertrtrui';[pty
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2005 11 January :: 10.47pm
:: Mood: apathetic
Today was a pretty bad day. I was in a bad mood when I got home, so I took an hour long nap. Now I'm okay. I'm chillin' out with a Mike's Hard Lemonade.
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2005 11 January :: 9.33pm
turk ndd mike esp were on tv!!! ndd esp was supposed to stick to calling turk 'jerry' ((like anyone calls him that)) but he slipped lmaoo.. it was greatt!
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2005 10 January :: 10.45am
:: Mood: okay
So last night I went to help my mom waitress at the bar.. I made $135.. [just in tips] so now I can finially buy Gab some things that she needs.
But anyways, today I stayed home.. Anna &Gab are sick.
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2005 9 January :: 4.49pm
:: Music: Simple Man-Lynyrd Skynyrd
Man, I dont want to go school tomorrow, the only thing Im looking forward to is Grace. I miss her sooo much, its not even funny. I really think Im in love....and I like it. Its nice to know that when she wakes up, she knows Im there, all the time.
So, not much has gone on, tryouts for the talent show are on Wednesday. Well make it, I just hope it stops raining. Yadiffy out.
"Life is not Measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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2005 9 January :: 12.10pm
:: Music: shes so high -> kurt nilsen
no words can describe the night i had last night..
the noise coming out of my house was so unbelievably loud, we think we woke up all of bay ridge.. from 8pm til 12 am, the noise did not die down.. terri was about to call the cops on us cuz we wouldnt shut the hell up lol.. ((she was kidding.. her husband nd son were making the noise too)) but im not even kidding.. it was soo fuckinn exciting.. when i tell you what was going on, at first you may say omg whats her problem thats stupid.. but when you hear the details.. woww..
last night at 8:00 pm, the jets played the chargers in san diego for the first game of the playoffs.. jets fans were worried sick because quarterback chad pennington threw HORRIBLY the game before.. we had an amazing chance for a touchdown the first time we got possession, but blew it.. a field goal was about to be kicked.. every single jets fan felt sick after doug brien missed that field goal... later on in the game, however, anthony becht runs the ball into the endzone for a touchdown, giving the jets a 6 point lead.. the jets are going for an extra point but jets fans are worried because kicker doug brien just missed a field goal.. the ball looked good.. looked good.. OMG IT HIT THE POST!!! but it bounced in giving us the extra point.. jets fans' hearts stopped.. we were in awe.. how could this incredible kicker be soo off tonight? during such an important game?? but we calmed down, since we were up 7-0!!! unfortunately, in the second quarter, the chargers score a touchdown, tying the game at 7.. first half ends.. third quarter begins.. with about 9:50 left to go in the quarter, chad pennington throws a bomb.. sooo high in the air we're all on the edge of our seats like OMFG and santana moss makes a fucking unbelievable catch!!! TOUCHDOWN JETS!!! aahhhhh!!! this time, kicker doug brien makes the kick cleanly giving the jets a 14-7 lead.. a field goal is made, giving the jets a 17-7 lead over the chargers.. sometime in there i missed the chargers score a field goal.. its 17-10.. end of the fourth quarter.. its first down and goal.. the jets stop them on first down, phew.. second down too!! omgg omg omg its getting really close.. third down on the one yd line.. THEY DONT SCORE!! THE JETS MAKE A HUGE WALL AND BLOCK HIM!!! OMGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! fourth ndd one.. they're going for a pass.. quarterback drew brees backs up.. OMG!! LOOK!! THERES ERIC BARTON GOING FOR THE SACK!!!!! HE SACKS HIM!! JETS WIN THE GAME!! OMG!!!!!!!! THEY ADVANCE IN THE PLAYOFFS!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE A FLAG ON THE FIELD FOR!!!!! the screaming changes from happy screams to WTF screams.. eric barton, the player who sacked drew brees, hits his helmet while bringing him down.. no yards can be gained for the chargers because they're on the one yard line.. but ITS AN AUTOMATIC FIRST DOWN.. wtf.. my father was screaming for the next 10 minutes about how stupid barton was.. we had the game won.. nd he goes n hits brees in the head.. so the chargers have a first down on the one yd line.. nd first play, they score a touchdown.. the kick is good.. only 12 seconds left in regulation.. they let the clock run.. game goes into over time.. WHAT THE HELL WAS BARTON THINKING!! i called rebecca.. we were like going crazy like wow the jets are soo discouraged, so are the fans, we feel like we threw this game away.. its lost.. we can barely sit there and watch it.. the chargers get the ball first, dont get anywhere.. the jets get the ball, get really close to field goal range, and then get sacked ((im telling you its like a tradition it happens every game!!!)).. they get nowhere.. the chargers get what will probably be their last run.. its a 40 yd. field goal attempt.. everyone says you know what, thats it.. its over.. he can make that kick easily.. its over.. i was feeling sick to my stomach cuz i knew we could go far in the playoffs this year.. i was like omg we sooo blew it.. the guy kicks the ball.. alright whatever its over..OMG HE FUCKING MISSED THE KICK!!!!!!! OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was the greatest moment.. we were going crazy!!! all of bay ridge was awake cuz of our screaming!!! it was the greatest moment!!! im telling you.. theres no words to describe the happy feeling.. we get the ball back.. we run it downfield.. we have great position.. omg we could score a field goal!!! but brien missed the first field goal, was shaky on the first extra point kick.. we were soo fucking worried.. BUT HE MAKES THE KICK!! we all start celebrating!!!!!!! they won the game!!! omg!!!!!! why isnt the score going up??? wtf!!! the chargers called a time out before the kick.. omggg it doesnt count.. wtf.. we were like wow could anything else possibly go wrong?? we get another chance at the kick.. omgg is brien shaken by that?? will he miss it again??? NO!!! HE MAKES IT!!! AND THE JETS ADVANCE!!!!!!!!!!! THIS TIME THERES NO PROBLEM WITH IT!!!!!!! WE WIN!!! AND THE JETS ADVANCE!!!
wow that was the most exciting game of my life.. like a roller coaster.. you get to the top of the hill ndd feel like urr on top of the world ((we won the game!!!)) ndd then the biggest drop you could ever imagine comes.. ((barton hits brees)) it was crazyyyy ...
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2005 9 January :: 1.00am
:: Mood: worried
I don't know.. Gabrielle is sick. She just has a little cold, but I'm really worried. She sleeps practicly all day. She's very congested, and when she coughs you can hear the mucus running down her throat.. I'm so scared she's gonna choke or something. Kelly just left about a half hour ago.. and so far, I can't sleep. I'm just worried I guess..
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