And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 13 December :: 5.34pm

kRiSs [5:32 P.M.]: heyy/..
aLeXaA [5:32 P.M.]: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
kRiSs [5:32 P.M.]: supp
aLeXaA [5:33 P.M.]: i like ur belly

ohHh mann too funNy<3 i love youu alexaaa

anyway, yeaa so guys i survived.. it wasnt that badd i didnt cryy which is suchh an accomplishment lmaoo.. but yea.. I STILL HAVE NO COMMENTS ON THE ONE ENTRY I FRICKINN WANT COMMENTS ON!!! GO DOWN 2 ENTRIES BEFORE THIS, OK!?!?! COMMENTTTTTTTT I NEED SOME HELP HEREEEEE

:: 2004 13 December :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: scurrrrrreddddd!
:: Music: i dunno the name of the song its some christmas song by britney spears that i like..

thanks to mariaaaa.. she listened to me todayy<3 thanks maria! i love her she makes me think twice before i get mad at someoneeeee lol.. anywayy.. ohh wait i promised something to someone..

KAIT IS THE GREATEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!

haha kait i told you i'd do it<3 anyway.. kaitlyn you still havent commented on my entryyyyy.. im mad at youuu.. not really, but you should have commented.. im gunna call you later tonight.. when i get back from the doctor.. OMG IM GETTING MY SHOT IN LIKE 45 MINUTES.. i only have 45 minutes left to live guys.. im soo scurredd... kait i heard you was sick today.. feel betterr dear.. todayy in gym we played dogdeball ndd i hit maria in the face!! i felt so bad i didnt care if i got hit i just ran up to her ndd gave her a huge hug nd i was like omgggg im sooo sorrryy mariaa!!! lol.. it was funny thoughh.. nd then i scared the crapp outta kristinn (((sryy kriss!!!))) i made her hold my jewelry before we played dodgeball (for those who dont know, kristin has a broken leg or something like that lol) ndd i took it off the table nd put it in my pocket nd i said ok kristin can i have my jewelry? nd she goes, its on the table, looks and asks like clare nd roe and deniz what they did with the jewelry but she looked so upset really quickly cuz she knew the jewelry was real nd shes like no guys, really, where is it, nd she looked like she was soooo freaked out she looked so scared i couldnt keep it up nd i was like omgg im srryyy i have it in my pocket lol nd she was gunna hit me =) that was a long sentence..

i have to go mentally prepare myself for death

farewell all

kris

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:: 2004 12 December :: 3.52pm

kaitlyn is the only one who might know what im talking about.. but comment anyway, please..
he said something that made me think... it suprised me.. i dont know what to feel.. if im confused, why should i make myself believe something that might not be true? i dont want to bring those feelings back if they're going to go to waste.. i made the mistake once before.. i need to be sure.. i dont want to throw my heart out into the open to be played with. he'd never hurt me purposely.. that i know.. but what if it was an accident like last time? i dont want to be put through the same thing twice.. and what if i hurt him? i dont want to do that, regardless of feelings.. for now, i sit back waiting for a sign from him.. im keeping my feelings inside.. once i say it outloud, i know i will believe it.. what he said was such a shock.. but it was kind of a nice surprise.. because what he said, i had been thinking about the whole night..

<*EDIT*>

maria said something to me today thats true.. he could have just said it cuz we're really good friends.. im still confused

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:: 2004 12 December :: 3.47pm
:: Music: i feel so - boxcar racer

im sick of this
i hate when people pretend to like you..

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adopt your own virtual pet!

:: 2004 11 December :: 8.35pm

:: 2004 11 December :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: contemplative

About Andys entry.
:: 2004 11 December :: 12.27pm

It has to be one of the worst feelings in the world when someone tells you about when everyone was sitting around talking about you behind your back. About something that you already feel self-conscious about.

And you realize you're just the butt of the jokes.

Isn't that the truth.

In reality there are no "true friends" everyone talks about everyone, no matter how close you are. You either do it because you're mad at that person, don't like that person, or whatever else. No one has a "true friend" even if you think you do.

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:: 2004 11 December :: 12.09pm
:: Mood: tired.. i dont feel good.. did you know that when

whyy does no one comment anymoree? if you are going to comment on this entry, please comment on the ones before this one too!
1. Grab the book nearest to you. Turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down here what it says: no.. there isnt a book near me ndd i aint getting up..
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first?: air
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?: some cartoon my bro was watchinn
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 12:10?
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 12:19
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: a airplane
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?: last night cominn back from the dancee
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: brennaa's xangaa which i stole this from
9. What are you wearing?: my pjs
10. Did you dream last night? What about?: yea.. something about tic-tacs?
11. When did you last laugh? Why?: last night in the car wit kait andd adriannaa
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?: paint.. im in the computerr room it aint decoratedd
13. Seen anything weird lately?: whenn you go to a dance you see plentyy of weird stuffss
14. What do you think of this quiz?: its alrightt
15. What is the last film you saw?: something on tnt.. i dunnoo what
16. Millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: i dunnoo.. stuff
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: i think i might like someone..
18. George Bush: what about him? i dont like him? i wouldaa voted for kerry man..

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:: 2004 11 December :: 12.11pm
:: Mood: cheerful

So yesterday Jim came to pick me up at school. We took Rochelle and Kelly with us, dropped Rochelle off at her house then stopped at Mcdonalds to get something to eat. He dropped us off at my house and he started to go to Washington to look at something for my mom, but only came back 5 minutes later and said that he'd go later when we went to the mall. *DING* That's what I said in the frist place.. haha, guys.

Anyways, we went up my Aunt Loraines ate, then Jim went to go get his mom at work. They came out here to get Gabrielle and I.. then We dropped Donna and Gabrielle off at Ronnies and Jim and I went to the mall. We got out tickets to see Oceans Twelve, and I asked Jim what time it started at and he said "8:30" so we went into the mall walked around bought some Christmas presents, saw ROCHELLE!!!! Saw some other dumb people, then we went out to go to the movie.. We got there, handed the guy out ticket stubs, and he was like "This movie started like an hour ago.." Haha, we went an hour late cause Jim read the time on the ticket wrong, so we went and exchanged out tickets.

While we were wating we drove to Wal*Mart to get some Nursery Water for Gabrielle.. on the way out we GOT LOST IN WAL*MARTS PARKING LOT! Yes, now I can actually say that I got lost in Wal*Marts parking lot.. we were walking around for about 15 minutes before Jim was like "I think we came out the other door." And sure enough, he was right. So we found the car and went to the movie. We were on time.

The movie was pretty good. Though I was really in the mood for a scary story. The begining was kinda slow but it got better towards the end.

I got home around 1:00 last night. We definitly have some new memories, huh Jim? HAHA!

Today I'm not sure what I'm gonna do.. Jim wanted me to come over, Amy wants to bake cookies, and Rochelle is coming over around 6-7 tonight. If Amy doesn't call me before 2:00 I'll just go over Jims house, or maybe make him come over here if he's not with his mom Christmas shopping. I don't know.

<3

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:: 2004 9 December :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: every other time - LFO.. lmaooo best songg<3 me&chrissyyy

dudeee this is sooo my song now lmaooo.. some lyrics:
keep it homegirl dont you quit
you know the way you scream is the ultimate

but then i think about the time when we broke up
before the prom and you told everyone that i was gay, ok..

cuz thats the way uh huh uh huh i like it

i said lets talk about it as she walked out on me and slammed the door

sometimes is black sometimes its white
sometimes shes wrong, sometimes im right
sometimes we talk about it, or we figure it out
but then she'll just change her mind
sometimes its hot sometimes its cold
sometimes my head wants to explode
but when i think about it, im so in love with her
every other time<3

:: 2004 9 December :: 4.54pm

wowwwwieeeee.. a new way to updatee my journal!! its sooo differenttt!!! i know most of youu cant see it but its newww... ooh i was like whats goinnn onnnnnn.. ohh well.. i have this stupid fuckin english essay to writee ndd its ruining my lifeeeee.. you guys know nothing about my lifee for the past like week.. i couldnt go to the games today and tuesdayy ndd maybe not tomorrow either but i dunnoo yet.. i went to the mall ndd did xmas shopping but i still have lots more to do.. next year, im not buying presents for friends.. theres too many people.. its stupid.. you waste like $100 on people.. its stupid.. im really really bored.. i still havent changed.. why? i dunno.. my brother's mad at me for some reason.. theres a dance at xavier tomorrow.. i dunno if im goinnn.. if im going thoughh, i probably aint goin to the games.. guys im really tired ndd i gotta write this ndd do some stuff for latin.. juliaa if you read this, call me.. you too kait.. and whoever else.. ali, you havent called in a millenium.. you're overdue.. alright im gunna update so i can get this essay overwithh.. its maddd hard!!! stupidd random topics nd i hate it.. oh well.. later

kris

:: 2004 9 December :: 12.50pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: chevelle - send the pain below

I'm sitting here.. at home drinking TANG. Oh this drink is the shit. Anyways. I didn't go to school today. I woke up, looked at the clock it was 6:15 and it was to late so I fell back asleep. Kelly called me at 7:20 and was like "Jena, are you coming over.. my mom is taking us to school" I just told her no that I had just woken up. *sighs* I guess I shoulda went to school.. but I miss Gabrielle.

Yesterday after school Jim came to pick Kelly and I up. I specifly told him to PARK AT THE END OF THE SIDEWALK. So we wouldn't have to wait for the buses to leave.. but noooo. HE HAD TO PARK IN THE PARKING LOT!! Jim, damn you! But oh well. I got over it. After he picked us up, we went to Cokeburg, followed the bus. Looked for Amy to pick her up and take her home but we didn't see her.. so we went to get Randi, but her mom picked her up! Damn my plans were ruined- so we went to Bentlyville and got some McDonalds. Then he took us home and I got to see my Gabrielle. Jim stayed til about 5:20 then he had to go pick up his mom at work.

At about 5:30 my Aunt Loraine called and said she was leaving for the meeting in about 10 minutes, so I hurried up and got ready. We went to the meeting, had a good time. Bridg came to sing for us (BRIDG YOU WERE GREAT!!) Linda and I wrapped baskets. All in all, I had fun.

Jim called.. I tired to call him back but no one answered his phone.. then this morning I remembered I was supposed to call him at Ronnies. Stupid me.. I forget everything. Becky and Rochelle also called me.. I was a popular girl last night. I gave Becky my invite code.. her journal is paperheart so make sure you leave her a note or something. <3 you Becky!!

I've been trying to call Jim, but he hasn't been answering the phone, he's probably sleeping. I wanted him to come over. *sigh* I'll keep trying.

This is definfitly the longest entry I wrote in a long time. I never have anything to write about though.. I guess that's why. Well, Sam and I are going to play Monopoly.

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:: 2004 7 December :: 9.46pm
:: Music: salava - all because of you

I need you.. but I doubt you need me.

I'm taking everyone off my Friends list. No one seems to comment anymore. Comment if you want back on.. I'll add you.

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