And be a simple kind of man...

:: 2004 5 September :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: orgy - stitches

i'm sittin' here over jims house.. the baby is kicking. it's getting closer and closer to the due date- only 24 more days, i'm scared!

i've been over here since friday.. yesterday we went down to the park and the coal miners were having a picnic so we got something to eat and hung out with some people. i saw my sisters [they're at their dads house this weekend] there because their dad is a coal miner. and it was my sister sams birthday yesterday so i got to say happy birthday to her. :)

we didn't really do anything today- we were going to go fishing but then our ride didn't show up. so we just chilled at jims house. we made pork chops, green beans and white potatoes for dinner. it was good.

tomorrow we're going with my brother and his girlfriend to the renassiance festival tomorrow.

we're going to watch some tv..

<3

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 5 September :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: you shook me- AC/DC

Hey all,

Well, I went bowling today with mikey, and Aubrey and Mackey and Josh were there too, that was awesome. Aubrey got yelled at by some old ppls. So then me and her went and pissed them off more. I beat Mikey 3 out of 4 times, and we did DDR and had pizza and soda. On the way home we stopped by starbucks, so today has been awesome, but Tami is mad at me AGAIN so, nothing new, I swear, were mad at each other like 24/7, so idk. Anyways, Mike might be staying the night, and I have to work on my project. When we were at the bowling alley, I asked her if that counted as my call for the day, and she said no, so I have to call her again. lol. I still have to right in the notebook again.

So, things with Tami..... Well, last night she came to the concert in the park with me and Wade, and Krystal Kohlberg. Well, Wade and I were haveing so much fun, then Tami started hitting on him, and he told me that he wouldnt do anything, and he didnt, which is really kool, Its nice that he could do that for me, thats why were so close, if something happens, then we'll either stay out of the way, or stick together. But anyways, so then I left and sat against the wood of the catchers backstop, then wade came over, and we talked about stuff, so that was cool, and then Tami came over and kept asking me what was wrong, and i didnt want to tell her, at least not when she and Wade were having so much fun, and i didnt want to ruin it for her, cause I just want her to be happy, and then we left, and I rode with Wade over to his house, and dropped him off. The only reason I was so upset, was becaus it sux like hell when the person you like is attracked to 2 of your best friends, and your brother, but not you, and your the only one who likes them,.....I hope you get the point.

Here are some pics for your enjoyment, just klik read more. Read more..

Well, Ill ttyl. l8r,

Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

P.S. Aubrey, Ill kall you, and Im gonna be on AIM all night with Mikey.

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:: 2004 3 September :: 12.49pm
:: Mood: stressed

right now i'm in 6th period study hall.. blah, it's been a long day. i didn't go to school yesterday, and i wasn't going to go today- but at the last minute this morning i changed my mind and went.

i'm going over jims house tonight; i can't wait to get out of the hell hole of a house. i hate it there, and i hate watching my little sisters. god i almost had a break down last night and almost killed anna. [jim, you know what i'm talking about.] i can't handle all this anymore, it's to much stress. i've been a wreck the past couple of days.

our periods are shortened today because we have homeroom/activity period.. so that's cool. i can't wait to go home and go to jims house. i miss him.

:(

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:: 2004 2 September :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: content

Bored?

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Why not pretend that you're going to kill yourself?
Support?

:: 2004 2 September :: 1.46pm

grr i started writing an entry and my mom came in and was like i need the computer go away.. grr alright so anyway, i came back this morning from point pleasant for my soccer tryouts which went good.. julia and danielle came too and yea it was good.. i dont really wanna tell you details cuz i've already said them to like 6 people and im sick of it lol..

Chrissy's gunna get her own dog!!! ((she hates the one they have and he hates her)) shes gunna get a yorkie!

i put so much detail into that last entry that i never got to finish and now i dont feel like putting in the details again..

me and Chrissy listened to the spice girls last night lmaooooo.. we were like 7 and we still know all the words rofl.. and we're listening to a line that goes 'if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friend' and we're like.. that aint how it works! lol.. yea we had to entertain my brother cuz TJ couldnt come down.. he aint coming down til tonight cuz he had football.. i miss TJ hes funny.. oh well, anyway.. im going back to point pleasant.. staying til saturday now, not sunday.. we'll come back saturday morning.. and then go to lauren's.. im probably gunna like take my point pleasant bag up to laurens and ima wind up staying there instead of lauren staying here.. i hope it doesnt end up that way though.. i want her in brooklyn!!! grrr lol..

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:: 2004 1 September :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: bored

haha, the funny things i find.
when i bite into a york peppermint patty, i feel the cool rush of skiing in the alps, skating in alaska, or bobsleeding in lake pacid! but while i'm enjoying my york peppermint patty, the rush makes me oblivious to the chocolate melting in my hands.

the chocolate gets on my keyboard, my mouse, my desk, and every to every other spot to which chocolate can stick.. and when i go to throw away my york peppermint patty, i trip over a shoe because im to bussy looking for a paper towel. i fall over and hit my head on the corner of my desk, cutting it deeply. the sight of my own blood causes me to regurgitate my york peppermint patty. getting up and runing to the phone to call 911, i slip on vmy own vomit, fall down again, and break my neck.

and so my warning to all: dont smoke pot before eating a york peppermint patty.

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yadiffy04

:: 2004 1 September :: 2.25pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: none

hey all,

Well, Im home sick today, it really sux. Well, um...Im sorry Aub, that I havnt called you, Ill try to today. this is gonna be a pretty short entry, sorry. I dont know what all to say,...Im really like, blah...but anyways, lil Kristen is being stupid, and i cant do anything about that. Tami and I are trying to fix things between us. So anyways, Morgan isnt really changing, so Im sick of that, and the MS sucks. Well, my mom wants me to take a nap, so Ill ttyl. l8r,

Stevo
<333

"life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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:: 2004 1 September :: 12.47pm

sup guys.. im getting ready to go to point pleasant! i may not update til friday, possibly saturday, sunday, maybe even as late as monday, i gotta see.. i may give you some news on thursday since i'll be back for a few hours for my tryouts.. not sure if im getting back friday night or saturday morning but saturday i go to lauren's.. ((yay!!!)) and i might stay there overnight, or shes gunna come stay here in brooklyn.. sunday i go to Kasia's... and mom's mad at me cuz im not packed and we're leaving in like half an hour!! haha lol.. umm.. yea, and all of a sudden today i got really really dizzy and almost collapsed, like out of nowhere.. it really scared me i was like what the fuck is happening to me.. im still kinda freaked out i dunno what happened.. anyway, gotta go.. hope you;re next few days are good...

laterrr<3

:: 2004 1 September :: 10.38am

ok, yeah so i went to Kait's last night and Gina was there and we kinda laughed alot.. and Kait pretended to be gangsta and was rappin to 99 Problems and it was pretty funny.. kait, you was doin 55 in a 54! =]~

IF YOU WANT ME BACK, YOURE GUNNA HAVE TO ASK NICER THAN THAT!

'with my foot on your neck, i finally have you right where i want you...'

I got home from Kaitlyn's last night at around 11, and Brian was still in my house.. and he was in my house when I went to bed.. Gosh I can't get rid of the kid.. I'm gunna go watch Fuse.. Warped Wednesday!!! woot!!! laterr..

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:: 2004 1 September :: 10.23am

this is an entry for Ali.. first of all, my entries are not public for you to read..they are public for other people... second, why do i have to find out every detail i can for you about kelsey? why cant you fucking ask them yourself?

just leave me alone.. i dunno if you got my text message last night.. but if you didnt, it said 'if you really cared about my life you would call, not read my journal whenever its convenient for you'

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:: 2004 31 August :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: exhausted

right now i'm just sitting here with jim.. he's playing playstation.

i got picked up from school at 11:30 today. i had a doctors apointment.. i gained 4 pounds.. i weigh 164. everything looks okay, babys heart beat is strong. jim & my mom went with me.

i fell asleep in class again today, i need to start going to sleep earlier.. 10:00 is to late i guess. blah- the baby kicks and keeps me up all night. the doctor said if i could make it through the next 2 weeks of school that he could write me an excuse for the rest off til i have the baby.. then i could go back in 6-8 weeks. but i don't think i'm going to do that.

blah, i'm so tired- time for bed.

<3

:: 2004 31 August :: 8.07pm

this may be the longest update i've made in a long time..
ok, so alot went on that i need to talk about...

first of all, last night, me and ali got into probably the biggest fight we ever got into.. but i really dont care cuz i dont want a friend who's so quick to replace me.. i say 'i just wanna let you know how good it feels to be replaced' and she says 'what else was i supposed to do? have a crappy end of summer?' so then she calls and i say 'i see how its easier for you to replace than to try and fix things and it lead to alot of calling and hanging up and shit just went down and shes mad at me too so stuff is all.. i dunno, blahhhh...

aaah kelsey's in the hospital!!! shes been there for like a week and a half.. RoRo told me that its cuz her immune system is superr weak and even just a common cold could make her sick for like a week.. they're doing tests on her and everything.. =[

soccer tryouts! cancelled! grrrrrr... moved to thursday.. that messes up everything!!! we were supposed to go to point pleasant tomorrow and stay til friday and maybe go to my aunt's house on friday to say happy birthday and stuff.. but no.... i felt really really really guilty i was soooo upset cuz i felt like no one was gunna have fun cuz of me i was really pissed.. and i told my mom and shes like we'll work it out, im not upset' but i still was cuz i felt like i was to blame for the week being messed up.. we can go to point pleasant and stay over til thursday, but thursday morning we have to leave at like 7:30, which sucks.. and once again, the kids get left home while the parents go and see Southside Johnny.. wait, new information, we go to point pleasant, my dad will probably take me back early thursday morning, and after the tryout i come back down to point pleasant til friday!!!! yay!!!! i cant decide whether i should get alotta sleep or no sleep.. cuz people say that you play better rested but my best game last season, scored three goals, was played when i hadnt slept at all the night before.. its just a thing.. its happened more than once.. i seem to play better with less sleep.. oh well..

dude, i SOO dont like joey anymore, i mean, I DONT TALK TO HIM! come on! how can you like someone you never talk to! ehh, oh well.. i dont care, i love not liking people..!!!

me and kaitlyn went to see without a paddle today.. soooo funny lol kinda gross at parts, but funny.. and me and kaitlyn just started laughing randomly in the middle of it.. i dunno, dun ask.. and there was a song in the backround like 'the big green trees' or whatever and i remember kait's softball song 'the trees are green, the mountains are high, and there is such a blue blue sky!' hahahahaha dont ask!!! it was soo funny.. crazyy mems.. i love those girls.. we had soo much fun.. anyway!! after the movie, i went to carvel to get icecream and fuckkk the cup was big and i was like forcing kaitlyn to share it with me but she wouldnt and i had to eat it all lol.. then we looked at the same picture album kaitlyn has with pictures from when we were really little and like, in girl scouts lol we look at it like once a month lol but its still fun.. haha and theres a picture of caroline looking like shes getting stoned off a plant when she's like 8 and im like haha thats why shes such a mess now! lol i know im soo mean but oh well..

yuckk, shawn came back from Cali, which means i have to deal with him again.. kaitlyn said she was gunna tell him i cant stand him anymore but i said if you do i'll go on your sn and tell anthony you like him hahaha.. anthony's this kid that was like stalking her lol it was pretty funny.. ((love ya kait! =]~))

so then we went down to the field for my bro's soccer practice.. as always, kate oliver was as cute as ever and john cap. was like pissing me off and mike and joey were there!!! i was like yayy! i havent seen them all summer! i saw johnny gearity today too.. but thats not part of the story.. so yeah, me and kaitlyn talked to mike and gosh hes so much cooler outside of school lol hahaha.. i swear, i think its cuz he cant stand being like trapped inside for so long that he spazzes out lol.. his voice is changing.. i could tell.. (finally) lolol sorry.. (crap! shawn just signed on!) and anyway, yea i missed mike.. i told him we'd hang out tomorrow but i thought we werent going away so now i cant hang out with him til like monday.. which sucks cuz hes gunna be mad at me lol.. he made the soccer team for xaverian.. yay! happy for him.. and did i update about how kaitlyn missed her tryout cuz she couldnt find the place? well if i didnt, thats the story, and mike's sister jaime is the assistant coach as of like a few days ago so mike and mr. martin are gunna make jaime try and get kait on the team! yayy lol

my cousin, who's absolutely horrible with needles like me, got her ears pierced!!! yayyy lauren!! im so proud of her!!! and she survived her physical today too.. i might stay over her house saturday night and they'll bring me to Kasia's sunday cuz they're coming.. ohh i hope Chrissy was invited cuz Patrick's gunna be there and Chrissy's in love with Patrick lol hahaha..

ok i gotta go i'll update a lil more later tonight or tomorrow if i can, im going to kaits now so ttyl!!! comment!

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:: 2004 30 August :: 9.47pm

im asking you all to pray for a guy named ryan.. he was struck by lightning, was in a coma for 2 days and may have serious brain damage.. ryan is really close to ashley who means the world to me, so please, give ryan your prayers, AND ashley, cuz they both really need them... comment to lemme know that you will..

please give ryan your prayers!!!

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:: 2004 30 August :: 6.10pm

haha.. im having a grand old time not looking normal in my clothes.. im wearing short shorts and a huge t-shirt.. usually its like, baggy pants and big tshirts or short shorts and tight tops.. and if your hair is nice, your makeup is nice.. but nope, my hair's straight and my makeup's running.. and i love how i look right now!!! =] sorry, im going thru a phase where i dont give a shit how i look!!! i dunno if its a phase actually.. i like it!

i watched new york minute with the olsen twins.. it was cutee.. i didnt think it would be that great but it was pretty good.. some of it was funny lol..

im on the phone with kaitlyn.. HI KAITLYN!!! sorry you didnt get to see kyle =[

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