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2004 24 May :: 8.02pm
i just found out that the end of my favorite line from a song is "i can live without you" instead of i cant lmaoooo oh well i still count it as cant lol
LOVE IS LIKE NOVACAINE!!!!!!
ali i miss talking to you alot!!! we never have our long conversations anymore i miss you!!!
im starting to work on the pages for the yearbooks for my close friends... cuz im not just signing like near my picture im writing pages lol... like on computer paper... that i can stick in lmaoo.. i gotta get started on decorating my softball book too... ima bring it on friday so that people can start writing in it...... i cant believe im never gunna see half of these people again!!!! no!!! omg im gunna miss katie SO much... OMG it suckss she lives so far away im never gunna see herrrrr...but ima take her on a buddyday next yearr so we can spend a whole day together...its hot out lol... mike barrett's my new best friend lol dont ask... shes the blade and your just paper... sryy if i just start singing songs randomly lol.. eww why are my journal colors black and PINK? ughh what was i thinking... i need to change that...
woot check out me nd mike's convo!
BlindedByTears2x [8:03 PM]: hey best friend!
streetsk8ter4638 [8:03 PM]: hey best friend
BlindedByTears2x [8:03 PM]: what ya doin best friend
streetsk8ter4638 [8:04 PM]: nothin best friend
BlindedByTears2x [8:04 PM]: so best friend what cds u bought latelyy
streetsk8ter4638 [8:05 PM]: jay z
BlindedByTears2x [8:05 PM]: u are kidding, right best friend?
streetsk8ter4638 [8:05 PM]: yes best friend
BlindedByTears2x [8:05 PM]: just makinn sure best friend
streetsk8ter4638 [8:05 PM]: i got sublime
streetsk8ter4638 [8:05 PM]: rufio
streetsk8ter4638 [8:05 PM]: starting line
streetsk8ter4638 [8:06 PM]: which isnt too bad
BlindedByTears2x [8:06 PM]: whoa best friend has some cashh
streetsk8ter4638 [8:06 PM]: even tho there kinda emo
BlindedByTears2x [8:06 PM]: i dont like them...
BlindedByTears2x [8:06 PM]: oh well if u like them best friend then i like them
streetsk8ter4638 [8:06 PM]: lol
lolololol
'this may never start' ... what if me and him never start? will i be ok? i dunno... 'my heart's beating faster'
streetsk8ter4638 [8:10 PM]: cool man
streetsk8ter4638 [8:10 PM]: i mean girl
good catch there mike!!! lol hes so cute
i NEED to watch the inferno tonight... i wanna see katie screw up the mission lol
i just randomly broke out into:
BlindedByTears2x [8:14 PM]: MIKE!!!!!
streetsk8ter4638 [8:15 PM]: KRISTEN!!!
BlindedByTears2x [8:15 PM]: MIKE!!!!!
streetsk8ter4638 [8:15 PM]: KRISTEN!!!
BlindedByTears2x [8:15 PM]: MIKE!!!!
streetsk8ter4638 [8:15 PM]: have you ever tried ass?
BlindedByTears2x [8:15 PM]: lmaoo
im sorry our convo is just hysterical lmaoo... i gotta go finish my collage nd i wanna work on my softball book so laterrrr!! mwaa
my last minute dedicationss to ali cuz i miss you babyy call me laterrr mwaa love youuu
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2004 24 May :: 6.19pm
omg yesterday was SOO MUCH FUN!!! it started with MJ just spraying me n meg w/the hose nd then it turned into a HUGE water fight w/molly n coco n me n meg n then we HAD to get shawn cuz me AND meg both love shawn lol so we get him n then we get alex who came outta shawns house looking for him n then adam came back to shawns nd we got him to and we were out there for like an hour it was soooo much fun nd i was like in heaven when he was tryin to get the hose from me and he like had his arms around me lol but it was soo fun cuz we were both like hysterical laughing nd soaking wet... ::sigh:: hes soo effin perfect! oyyyyy... ok so anyway we changed n then he ordered a pizza for me n him n alex n adam n then we played round up n it was soo cute cuz adam kept being it firstt nd he always went for me first cuz he knows he can catch me even though it takes alot cuz i run fast but victor kept goin around cars, alex kept hiding, and no one can catch shawn so he went for me nd shawn kept tryin to distract adam so i could get away it was so sweet lol it sounds like its not alot but if u were there it was like total 'aw' and then he got my cell# laterr nd he called me nd told me to come over n chill nd we watched a movie ((X2 -- good movieee)) n i was like with him for such a long time!! from about 2 to 9 lol yayy<3
today me nd meg took a 2 mile walk around the track... it was fun...
dinner timeee mwa ali leave a commentt luv yaa like a siss call me laterrr<3
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2004 24 May :: 10.29am
:: Mood: listless
blah- stupid me being sick. stupid kidney infection ect..
george had gotten 2 blink 182 tickets for saturday. [the 22nd] and had asked if i wanted them. to bad i was in the hospital and could barely move.
i'm feeling a lot better now. especially this morning. i woke up, and can actually stand up straight without having a massive amout of pain.
..back to school tomorrow!
8 days left.
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2004 23 May :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: sick, tired, in pain.. ect.
sorry i haven't updated much lately. a lot of things have been going on.
thursday i called my mom and told her that i had a bladder infection.
friday, i went to school.. but only to be sent home an hour later & 1/2 later because there wasn't any power. so my mom took me to the doctors, and they gave me meds for my bladder infection. and told me that if the pain in my right side was getting any worse to go to the ER. so about 7:30 that night i called my mom and told her that i couldn't even stand up.
i went to the hospital, they took tests/blood and everything. only to tell me about 70 thousand hours later that i was pregnant. okay. 21 weeks pregnant. from the ultrasound they did the lady said she thinks its a girl.. but cannonsburg hospital doesn't do OBGYN, so i had to be transfered to washington hospital. i rode in an ambulance to get there because i had an iv in my arm and its the law that i had to ride in an ambulance. the guy was really nice that rode with me. he told me to keep my head up, because i didn't have anything to be ashamed of.
when i got there it was already about mindnight. i was so tired. but i had to stay awake.. they asked me questions and everything. put a new iv in, and checked blood pressure/babys heart rate. the nurse that was in there for the night her name was Pat. she was so nice. i didn't get a full nights sleep the whole 2 days i stayed over, because they always came in to change my iv or check up on me.. blah, i slept during most of the day. i ended up having a kidney infection, but they said it was good i came in because it can cause a miscarrage.
i'm not allowed to go to school tomorrow. and i still have to get 3 perscriptions filled.. the place wasn't open on sundays.. which means no pain meds.. which means i'll be in pain.
everyones handling it well. even i am. i just can't wait until everyone reads this. it'll be around the school by tuesday.
i'm telling everyone now: just leave me alone and don't ask any questions.
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2004 22 May :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: in a cloud thinking about these two..
:: Music: champagne - sugarcult
ok im gunna write a lil about each guy im trying to decide between nd leave me a comment with which one u think is better for me!!! im not putting names so you cant pick judged on who u like better (coughalicough) but ali you'll probably know who it is anyway but whatever...
guy#1
soo sweet like omg this guy is so nice to me like omg sometimes i wonder if theres any other guy who's so nice... he always, ALWAYS says hi to me no matter what, n hes got a great family... he doesnt judge people... he'll never let there be an akward silence! he always asks questions to fill the space its so cute i love it... he's athletic, hes funny, we agree on alotta the same stuff and he'll support what u, and always cares how things go in my life... he always asks bout how my softball team is doing, etc. i can never wait to see him! <3
guy#2
this guy is unbelievably sweet too... really really really really REALLY sweet.. and hes confident... not just in himself, but in others... he believes in you and always tries to make u feel better if ur upset... hes caring... like, if he sees that ur hurting he wants to make it stop. and its so sweet. i cant write anymore right now cuz i gotta go but just lemme say that #2 is like definitely one of the sweetest guys ive ever met! i need to see him every day!
pleaseeee gimme advice on which one u think is better for me... not who you'd prefer, but who's better for me... pleaseeee i need help... i hate trying to decide between two guys!!! if u comment mwaaaa i love you!
~krissss
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2004 22 May :: 12.10pm
:: Music: back home - yellowcard
i finally talked to him last night<3 not alot n nothing too interesting cuz molly was sitting there with me, but still i was so happy to see his sn sittin right there on my screen! i gotta make up my mind between these two guys... which one am i gunna try n get? oy they're both really really sweet...
everybody here is living life in fear of falling out alive. tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time... and the eyes get red in the back of your head... this place'll make you blind... put it all behind me and i'll be just fine!
all my life i've been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go?
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2004 21 May :: 8.06pm
aah<3
i told u i was kindaa over shawn for ahem most of you know who but omg i was like in heaven when i was talking to him for almost 2 hours on his steps! he totally loves the fact that im in love w/hockey too lol... he said hes not big on it but hes like yea its weird cuz u dont see alotta girls that like hockey so later he's like 'im gunna be thinkin about this all night i cant believe u love hockey' i was like aww dont think about that, think about me =] .. hes soo sweet... not as sweet as that other guy but soooooooo close like REALLY REALLY close lol.. i keep gettin to him thru his dogs lol i had to run down there cuz brian was riding his bike backwards down the block and almost ran over krystal ((one of his dogs)) so i had to run nd grab his handlebars cuz he wouldnt listen to me when i told him to stop n then we started talking nd we didnt stop for bout 2 hours lol
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2004 21 May :: 10.54am
oMgGg alias' next season isnt gunna start until JANUARY!!! like omg they're completely torturing me!!! the season finale is THIS sunday and i have to wait HALF A YEAR! aaaaah!!! no!!! oyyy this suckssss... i need to talk to julia and lauren! a-hibble-shmibble-bibble... sorry. im sooo bored! i wanna listen to yellowcard! now i am listening to yellowcard.. i talked to anthony last night... yes we're still fighting... but i asked him if we could talk n try to work things out n he said yeah and signed off so that kinda tried my patience n then he signed back on after i sent him an email tellin him hes a jerk n he signed back on n we tried to talk about it but it didnt really work... so yea... im still mad at him...
*i still wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile*
im having soooo much trouble not being able to talk to him! geez i need his number... he's never online! grrr... omg.. taylor's reaction to alias not being on til january...
Lavenderblue8 [10:48 AM]: NO!!!!!!!!!
Lavenderblue8 [10:48 AM]: NO NO NO NO NO
Lavenderblue8 [10:48 AM]: THEY CANT DO THAT!
Lavenderblue8 [10:49 AM]: taz got to be illegal or sumthin
Lavenderblue8 [10:49 AM]: january? january?
Lavenderblue8 [10:50 AM]: wut r we supposed to watch every sunday until saturday??
Lavenderblue8 [10:50 AM]: until january*
ROFL ... gtg get my dress taken up... laterrrs
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2004 20 May :: 8.32pm
just got back from my game... we smoked em 17-5... and i FINALLY hit again! wooot! thank goodness i would have gone crazy if i didnt...
ooh food!
im out
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2004 20 May :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: blah
9 days of school left.
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2004 20 May :: 3.33pm
wooooooot i got turtle pants AND piggy pants!!!! aaaaaah!!! woohoooo! guess what else i did... woooooot... i finally got my ears pierced! for those of u who didnt know i didnt have em, its cuz of my history which some of u know and some of you dont and cuz i didnt really want em... but i got em doneeee! woohoo! ummm what else did i get? i got shorts n a tank top n i didnt get any stickers in hot topic cuz they didnt have any!!! grrrrr... umm yeaa and i got bras lol nd i got..um... what else did i get? i cant remember??? ooh yea a reallly good hair straightener... woot woot im sooo hyper right now... game later... 68th preceinct tonightt...
OMG!!! CALGARY ADVANCES!!! NO!!! SAN JOSE LOST!!! AAAAH!!!!! tearsssssss!
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2004 19 May :: 6.49pm
omg i miss him!!! i havent talked to him in a couple of dayss... grrrr aah i need to talk to andrew too.. i want himm sooo bad hes like the sweetest guy i've ever EVER met!!!!!!!!! ((not andrew lol the other oneee)) but i need to see him again to kinda like hit on him lol so he gets the picture that i like him backk... roar! that was a bad roar lol omg i need him to hug me again... IM GETTING MY TURTLE PANTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!
but omg my heart... i need to see him... its like something u dont realize how much ur gunna miss until u cant have it for soo long...
you want it, you need it, you can’t explain it, u fight it, u beat it, and I can’t live without you!!!!
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2004 19 May :: 10.36am
:: Mood: blahhhhhhh
went to the magestrate [sp?] yesterday. my fines came to $104.22. okay.. dumb.
10 days of school left
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2004 18 May :: 10.06pm
holaaa! dude like OMG! i have no clue what im so excited about!!! aww cori n joey broke up<3 but its ok cuz they both agreed on it nd i dont think either of them has a broken heart soo... yeaaa i have dance tomorrow... n its gunna be like all day!!! that reminds me that i need to pack a change of clothes!!! maybe i'll get ali to wait @ bens w/me and i guess james can stay too if he wants to... lol sryy hun...
i wanna see him soo bad<3
im gunna tell my mom i dont wanna babysit on friday so she can tell the other mom im supposed to babysit for... maybe i can tell him to come chill w/us then... omg i really wanna see him... forget get with him... just at least SEE him... oy.. he didnt want me to sign off last night... as soon as i said gotta go hes like "why?" n i was like aww... and last night he answered my IMs right away... like he was sitting on top of them... i was like aww
woooooooooot!
that was just a random woot
dont worry about it...
like omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg paulie is SOOOOOOOOO HOTT!!! omg lorraine's like "theres paulie!" and im like omg thats him? n shes like yes! and i just died omg hes soooooooo hott its unbelievable omg hes just banginnnnnnn hes hott and cutee at the same time and YES there IS a difference for those of you people who r stupid... hott is like banginn while cute is like adorable... yes ali im directing that at youu lol cuz i dont think you'd get it first try... i dont have much time left... i didnt talk to him at all today... darn lol
im not sure what else to write about today... nothing really happened... oh yea i started crying hysterically again after watching the afi video for silver and cold... for those of you who have seen it and dont understand why i cry which will probably be kelli cuz she doesnt care about me dont argue that kelli, why else am i not letting u see my friends only entries anymore, i cry because no one knows what i went thru!!! omg omg omg i cryyy soooo muchh n then when i cry, they always play anthem of our dying day after it... loserrr... byee
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2004 18 May :: 6.21pm
im sure you've all seen this quote in my journal before but im serious when i say this:
SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! IM LOSING EVERYTHING WHEN IM WITHOUT YOU!
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