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2004 27 March :: 3.57pm
:: Mood: bored
i didn't go to school friday.. first of all we all slept in, and i was coughing/had a fever- so my mom just told me to stay home. i got up around 8:00, then got dressed dropped nichole & i's algebra project off at school, then went to the bar. it's almost done being decorated.. the BAR part is awesome, all decorated and everything, but they're still working on the pool room/dining room part. it's coming together great. can't wait to get pictures of it, i'll post them on here. [that'll probably be around the 14th/15th of april.. thats when the "Grand Opening" is!]
jim stayed last night. for the first time in about a week! grrr. he went home again today. him & his mom are switching rooms for some reason. i don't know- stupid if you ask me. but whatever.
well, it's time to go.
xx.jena
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2004 26 March :: 5.28pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: way away -- yellowcard
im so bored and tired and lonely and yea
"how it feels to be alone and not believe anything"
kait nd jenn were here for awhile nd my microwave door was open and jenn hit her head and it was sooo completely funny...
so yeah...
joe nd gibby's band might get a record deal!!! omg!!! they were in gibby's garage with the door open practicin nd people were like gatherin around nd listenin nd some guy worked for a company or whatever nd hes like yo maybe u guys could come into the studio nd so theyre gunna go in either tomorrow or april 13th jenn wasnt sure which one but OMG! i was like whooa this is big...
JENRIZ119 [5:13 PM]: no prob olive bob... ok now dun tell no1
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [5:13 PM]: i wont olive rob
rofl
we're olives!!! haha
so like, yeah, lorraine wanted me to come to bens cuz her nd joe nd gibby r there cuz she went to hear em play... but i was like no... i wanna hear them play but theres no way i can get outta the house... grr...
im gunna go change my icon... bye...
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2004 25 March :: 7.57pm
"i'd give it up for just one more day with you"
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2004 25 March :: 7.26pm
oy im like even more upset now then i was before... rob's daughters/wife were @ maryjo's today when i went to see courtney... nd with all the stuff i've been seeing lately bout 9/11 it didnt help that every time i looked at katie i flashed back to when she asked me when daddy was coming home...
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2004 25 March :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: miles apart... yellowcard
yellowcard is a great band... a big fat grrrr to kelli cuz yellowcard's comin to her town...
i hate these people but angie martinez nd jay-z were down my block yesterday... cool? i dunno i guess...i didnt think so but other people did... cuz the world is filled with posers...
i had a really bad day yesterday... things from 9/11 kept popping up everywhere... i almost started crying in one of my classes yesterday cuz we had a really long discussion about it nd i almost cried cuz it had such a big effect on me... no one but people in ny and in pa know what that day was like...like, last year i told ash it was hard for me nd she told me they had an assembly and stuff but she really didnt seem like she understood what it was like... nd i mean, its not really her fault... i just hit us so damn hard... i hate that day soo much... and not even the talk in class came up about that... i was on the website for stsaviour nd a memorial page came up nd i saw rob's name there cuz his cousins used to go there... and i started to cry... i miss him... and i think about how hard it must be for sheila... and for emma nd katie to grow up without a dad... i wish my mom had let me go to his funeral... but i was only 11 she thought unless the funeral was for a close relative i shouldnt be going to funerals yet... that day makes me feel so empty...
it was such a bad day for everyone in the city... that day, mrs batista was tellin us that this girl melissa was in our class and i just thought omg... both of her parents worked in the towers.... they're ok... but i cant imagine what it was like for her, not knowing if her parents were alive or not! i was almost in tears cuz my dad works only a few blocks away from the site... i didnt know how far the damage had spread.. i mean, my dad saw the planes hit really close... id go crazy if i kept seeing the images flash through my mind....
i didnt really understand it on that day... i didnt cry that day... and then the next year i was hysterical... and now i cant even make it until the 3rd anniversary without crying about it... i changed so much since then... it has so much more of an impact on me now than it did when it happened... i hate thinking about it... i had no one to talk to last night... i didnt like it... i told brenna nd she didnt say anything nd i told ash nd she signed off so yeah.... everyone else was @ the basketball game i couldnt go to cuz i had to finish my science project that was due today...
i gotta go...
GOD BLESS AMERICA
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2004 23 March :: 5.09pm
:: Mood: cranky
its funny how your enemies always seem to turn out to be all your best friends; best friends.
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2004 22 March :: 10.39am
:: Mood: tired
i'm in school.
lets see..
my mom bought a bar.
i accidently deleted my internet explorer. so now i can't go on any sites at home.. until i talk to jim and see what he can do. i hope he can fix it.
i have a 90% in english (woohu! thats great!) i brought my health grade up from a 56%, to an 82% (thats even better!) oh yeah. i'm very proud of myself.
i had a bad weekend. :(
i want to eat. my mom gave me $27 for lunch and things. :)
thats all i have to tell.
xx.jena
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2004 21 March :: 7.57pm
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [4:43 PM]: hold on! im doing my investigating
JENRIZ119 [4:43 PM]: lmaoo... kristen, private eye
haha... jenn didnt know who someone was nd i knew what school she went to just didnt know her name and stuff but the girl knows john so she calls john while im investigating... OMG! some chick picks up his cell and goes "heeheeheeheehee... john!!! stop it!!! heehee.. hellooo? heeheeheehee john cut it out!!!" i fell out of my chair when she told me...i was laughinn so hard...and then i was doinn twisties in my hair nd my mom was really pissed cuz i hadnt started my science project yet which im doing now so half my head is in twisties, the back is in a ponytail and so is the other side lol... i look soo sexy =]~ anyway... i saw tim and joe and conor and spaz and tom whalen at park today playin basketball n matt ((thomas's lil brother)) got really mad at tim cuz tim said told me that matt's got a crush on me lol nd he was chasing tim around until tim hid behind me but i ran away so matt could get tim and yea... then i played softball lol... ANYWAY!!!
hold on gotta do SOMETHING for science or mom will get suspicious... ooh big word =]
ok done with that... well sort of... lol... ok so anyway i slept for the first time in about 48 hours last night... yes it felt good... i slept til 12... i dont think ive ever done that... my dad and my brother are so god damn LOUD when they talk!!! it drives me crazyy!!! either they're yelling or we have to go somewhere early... shit i didnt go to mass today... anyway i would have slept longer but mom woke me up... why, i do not know...
i wanna leave my school soooo bad... i'll miss my friends but everything else about the school is so so so so so sickening i hate it soo much i cant wait to get out of there!!! ahh! hmm im in the mood for a really really long entry like the one kelli wrote the other day... wow kelli... i still havent read it all lol... i'll do that when im done here...
alias is on tonight!!!! dixon's kids r gunna get kidnappered!!! ::gasp!!!:: first his wife gets blown up into a million pieces by francie's evil clone and now his kids are taken... haha that sounded funny didnt it..
michael vartan is HOTT
I'm Just A Kid -- Simple Plan
I woke up it was 7
I waited 'till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I’ve got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending everyday on you own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that its not fair
Nobody cares
Cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
And maybe when the night is dead
I’ll crawl into my bed
I’m staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
What the hell is wrong with me?
Don’t fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
Tonight I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I’m just a kid tonight
normally i dont like them but that song describes me sooo completely well i cant help but love it!
i cant find my mascara... i think i left it at kellys...
ali stole my red mix.... grrr!!! ok well actually she didnt steal it veronica thought her cd case was mine but whatever... i bet you a hundred bucks shes listened to it 697201 times... but u know what i dont care cuz i have her pillow
dont ask
im finishing my hair now... i know what ur thinkin... how do you finish your hair while ur typing... well... thats a very good question i dont know...its done thoughh... yea... anyway... i just took a shower...
ashleys been around for awhile lately... yay!
im so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears...
woot woot!!! yellowcard... ooooh yeaah baby love that cd to deathhh... im gunna listen to story of the year after yellowcard... cuz those two bands are the best bands in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how it feels to be alone and not believe...anything
ali is soooooo pissing me off... first she hangs up on me, then shes on her moms sn nd IMs me and i ask her whats up w/hangin up on me and she signs off and i ask her again later when she signs onto her sn and she doesnt answer then either... grrrr... and my dads on the phone... wait... i have a cell... crap i forgot... good one kris...
well anywayys i have go dry my hair... cuz i dont want the twisties looking all messed up... kelli i cant read ur journal now sorrry lol i will when im done with my hair... BYE!!!!
//dont do anything to make a friend you really care about mad... its a sucky feeling once they are\\
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2004 17 March :: 7.35pm
:: Music: dunno the song...
hello! happy st. patricks day! its a beautiful day! even thoughh its snowing... YES I KNOW! SNOW! OMG! THIS IS SUCH BULL! ARGHH!!!!!!
hi
kelsey fell on stage today! =[ =[ i felt bad she was soooo embarassed! =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ poor kelsey....
hi
i look really drunk right now my hair's all messed up nd i have no makeup on and i have circles under my eyes cuz im really tired and my face looks really oily cuz i forgot to wash it this morning and im a mess... blehh...
anyway!!!!!
hi
i dont like needles...
ooooh! i made a list of things i like and things i dont like... lemme go get it...
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hi!
Things i like:
punk, spiked hair, black things, hot topic, random things, mexicans ((lololol)) cop shows
michael vartan ((so hott!!!)), 867-5309, stupid people, yellowcard, hockey, ny rangers, toronto mapleleafs, penguins!!!, fuse, snow days, softball, garage bands, guitars, "the young and the hopeless", sour apple blow pops, football, the jets!!! hair dye!, jake delhomme, food, hugs, music!!!!!, alias, mexican food, my cousins pool
the ocean, crying, guys w/shoulders to cry on ((cuz girls suck to cry on cuz they only care about themselves and dont worry im including myself in that)), advil, laughing til your face hurts, french vanilla hot chocolate, san jose sharks, patrick marleau, curtis joseph, video games with mario in them, arrows pointing in the wrong direction, motrin, headbangin, punk'd... ok i'll put more later i need to get into things i dont like...
Things i dont like
PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE, preps, posers, the white stripes, needles, rap, hiphop, most guys, sluts, pop music, 9/11 <3, terrorists, chicks who show alot of skin, little kids, needles, diana, snow, being bored, 4 year olds, convos ending with hey whats up, my cousin, not talking to ashley for a long time, cds with only one good song, octopus, food with too much lemon, being in a restaurant for an hour before food comes, too much bass in a song, school, needles, tests, blondes who think they're all that and a bag of chips, bananas, being grounded, losing things, realizing no one cares about you...., being depressed, when people hang up on you, fighting with your best friend in the entire world, homework, needles, smelly people! lol, losing a big game, bad hair days, im tired of typing....
hi
bye
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2004 15 March :: 10.33pm
:: Mood: mischievous
:: Music: none-again
Hey, I was on Melonies journal, and Kelsy called her a minie poopo head, How immuture is that??? Anyways, Aubrey is afrade to get to know me cause she doesnt want aother thing like David. But I still really like her, like really really "LIKE" her.
l8r
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2004 15 March :: 7.38pm
got some nice pictures goin on over here... pictures of HOT GUYS kinda pictures =] yeaa... anyway... im watching alia as well as coco now on mondays... but thats ok cuz shes a sweet girl and i like her lol
ANYWAY!!!!!
la la la i DROOL over benji's guitar cuz its soooooo hottt omGgg... and so is he... but thats beside the point i LOVE his guitar sooo much what i would give to play it... aah!
haha coco knew my cousin's sn before i did...
dont ask...
i like hott guys... what girl doesnt???
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2004 15 March :: 4.01pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: the best of me - the starting line
i dont wanna be told to grow up
and i dont wanna change
i just wanna have fun
i dont wanna grow up
softball canceled this weekend... grrr
OMG!!!! I HAVE TO GET A BLOOD TEST SOON!!!! OMG IM GUNNA DIE!!! crappppppppp i really really dont wanna... ::shudders:: i hate needles
omg im about to cry... coco's being soo mean! shes torturing me with how her tb test wasnt just a poke like the last one i can remember... how they like dug deep into the skin nd stuff AAH!!! i must have screamed a good 20 times... you have no idea how much i screamed she brought me on the verge of tears i had to put the speaker of the computer up to my ear to hear the music playing and had to SCREAM the words so i couldnt hear her... its simple plan... addicted... u know how they go "heartbreaker!" yea well she had just been talking about how the needle goes thru the vein and stuff for the blood test and she screams "VEIN BREAKER!" i screamed soo loud anyone walking by the house would have been like wtf...so mean...
i need to go cry to myself in my own little corner...
hmm... i already did that today..
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2004 15 March :: 11.05am
:: Mood: i have a headache
i forgot to tell everyone that jim, his mom & i saw an oscar meyer weiner truck saturday on the way to the hospital!
but anyways, last night jim & i went to my house around 9. we went to sleep at 10-10:30. woke up at 5:50, jim woke up at 6:30. he went to work, i came to school. and here i am now. blah.
our history project didn't get done. miscommunication i guess you could say. but i don't know. i was actually trying in my f-in classes- and now i got a 0/60. hip-hip-horray.
thanks a lot.
anyways in good news, i'm getting my permit soon.. i guess. jim doesn't really want me to get it, and i'm really not in any hurry to get it. my mom wants me to for some reason. but whatever. i'll get it if she wants me to.
i just printed out some pictures for rochelle of a sponge, flatworm, & a jellyfish.
i have to go, periods almost over.
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2004 14 March :: 1.17pm
:: Mood: silly
last night jim and i went with his mom. first we went to the permit place for jim, and he needs to get his contacts.. he can't see outta his right eye!
after that we went to fridays to eat, [jim payed for us!] i got chicken alfredo and cheese n' broccolli soup. it was good. jim got a swiss mushroom burger and i don't really know what jim's mom got. some sorta chicken & potatoes. after that we went to target- jim got a game for the computer and some lime tic-tacs for me. his mom got some things to. after that we went to the hobby shop in robinson- jim bought me Smart Mouth. [it's so fun!] and he got a little modle car thingy. i dunno what exactly it is. it's cute though. :) we finially made it to the hospital by 7:00 to see jims brother freddy. he's doing good.
we got home around 12. i actually got to stay at jims house! woohu! so i called my mom and she said it was okay. we all woke up around 9:00, and jim made some breakfast around 11. jims mom left for work around 11:30-12:00? and now we're just waiting for her to go to the mall to get jims contacts, then i don't know if i'm going with them again to see freddy, or if she'll just drop me off at home.
thats all. -yawn-
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2004 12 March :: 6.40pm
:: Mood: blaaaaaahhhhh
:: Music: my mix!!! cuz it worked!!!! hahahahaha
Mood: la la la
Clothes: black shirt, black pants, black nails, black makeup, black everything... except my eyes those are blue
Thinking: i want cake...
Wanting: the world to stop being evil
Weather: i dunno... its like dark...
Loving: absolutely nothing
Hating: everything in the world except my music and the color black
Watching: the screen
Most overused phrase: shut up, i hate you
What's all on your wall in your room: PICTURES OF BLINK!
What song describes you best: the young and the hopeless
Your current boyfriend/girlfriend: single and satisfied!
Funniest memory: um... alot... the seizure fish!!!!!!! rofl or maybe buttsniff... NEVER SEE JEEPERS CREEPERS 2 IT WAS SO BAD AND THE BLACK GUYS DIED FIRST AND THE REALLY UGLY BLONDE KID YELLED 'SHUT UP YOU LITTLE BUTTSNIFF!'
Saddest memory: 9/11/01<3 RIP rob scandole<3
Best Sexual memory: i dont have any! haha
Had sex more then once in a period of 5 hours: oooooh yea lol
Do you like humping things: uh... no.
Ever stuck your tounge out and wink at a hot girl that passed by: haha thats a good idea... but no.
Do you bark out the window: occasionally =]
Where do you go to school: st. a's but soon to be sshs!!!
Last person to make your heart fall to your feet: that is a secret and no one will ever know
Last person you were in love with: still a secret
Makes you piss yourself laughing: steph lol we laugh way to hard girl
Annoys you: almost everyone in the entire world
You miss the most: i miss ashley<3 come back!!! im so lonely!!!
Were in a car with: um... mom
Was over your house last: my aunt... last night... and her bf... we watched the apprentice lol... thats a good showw
You haven't talked to in months: seems like ashley..
Last person you kissed: no one at all knows that not even ashley so dont expect me to be telling the world
Last persons house you were at: molly and courtney's lol
Last person that IMed you: jess
Acts like you the most: caroline... jump off bitch!
Has changed the most: me...
Are you most likely to marry: if i knew id be engaged!
Lied about your age: yea i tell people im 2...
Broke the law: ::looks around:: um... ::runs away::
Cried in public: i almost did today... and no im not telling you why its not for you to know
Commited suicide: i dont wanna talk about it...
Ran away from home: no lol
Ran away from home and got caught: if i didnt run then i didnt get caught
Been attracted to the same sex: no
Pick a band/ musician: good charlotte!
Answer the questions using only their song titles.
1. Are you male or female: riot girl
2. Describe yourself:the young and the hopeless
3. How do some people feel about you?: say anything, i heard you
4. How do you feel about yourself?:emotionless, wondering
5. Describe an old girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: movin on
6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: emotionless
7. Where are you?: east coast anthem
8. Where would you rather be?: a new beginning
9. Describe what you want to be: the day that i die
10. Describe how you live: walk by, wondering
11. Describe how you love: complicated
12. Share a few words of wisdom: CHANGE!
hmm... that was a good band to pick... i like the last one... just change... all of you...
//people suck... deal with it\\
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