At least you'll have my heart.<3.
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I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down. I won't hold your back,
I won't make a sound.

 

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 January :: 11.20pm

i was going through my fonts and thers one called
PussyCat
and Poornut

Wtf !?

3 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 January :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: confused

i feel like i don't know myslef anymore.
Whats my problem ?


Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:smile
best personality trait:Your a sweetheart
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?yes!
when will you get married?July 15, 2009
your kiss is:indescribable
People date you because:you're everything they want in a girl/guy
Quiz created with MemeGen!


how fun.

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 22 January :: 3.03am
:: Mood: depressed

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew


i need you to help me
i dont know what to do .

2 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 22 January :: 1.27am
:: Mood: crappy


everything is falling so far

down..

2 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 21 January :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: worried

i wish i could give you more

Sometimes it feels like your not always there
or it seems you dont really care.
That your bakcing is turning on me and your walking away
It breaks me in two. To here everyone one else agree.

But i'v realized you cant always listen to anything but your heart, and mine says im made for you.

i love you more than anything

this stupid bullshit we go through every once in a while.
wont every take me from you.

Your my heart, my soul , my whole life
and i r e a l l y hope you know it

i love YOU Daniel Thomas Jones

5 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 17 January :: 11.53pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: some beach

800 dollar weekend, and i loved every minute of it

hey whats crackalackin ?! =] i just got off the phone with ms.krystina,and im getting ready to take a shower, like iv been trying to do for the past hour lol, but yeah..i had a really good weekend =]

let's see ::

Saturday


woke up, and walked into the other room, to wake up Danny, around seven. So we coudl leave for Diseny !! wich took awhile, and then he had to pack and we ran to publix to pick up a few things for the trip, by the time we left it was probably almost nine. Not much happened on the way there, its what a three hour are ride, what do you expect, a few smoking breaks [[ yuckkkieee ]] a bunch of ashley singing and some talking =], we got to Animal Kingdom around 1230 --noon thirty-- haha.

Omg, it was so much fun, we started off not knowing what the hell was going on and couldnt find any animals,and we started gettin maddd butttttt we askeed someone where "africa" was and then we got on the safari ride and saw a whole bunch of animals, it was really neat.

Then, we walked around and looked at the other animals. The park was outstanding, i had a blast, it was one of the few i'v always wanted to go to but never made it to. and they had some reallly pretty tigers =D

later, befor we left .we whent to the show "its tough to be a bug" it was 3D, it was really cute =]

The rainforest cafe there, is amazing it really is, the painting on the walls and the things hanging, its really awesome.

Danny bought his dad these really cute boxers with and aligator on the front. His mom got a cute shirt, and Krystina got, a shirt with a frog riding a herley ha. it was cute. I got a really cute tiger, that was holding a heart in his mouth <33

We left there around fourish i suppose to go to the hotel, we were worried about getting in but we had no problems at all, it was cool. So we drove around to find where our room was.

Found it..walked in... jawsa dropped, it was freaking huge, it was soooo outstangingly nice, wow, the bath room, had a hot tub, jecuzzie thinggy in side of it and the bedroom connecting to it was biiiigggg, the livving room was nice, and the tv was big too, the kitchen had everything you would need, it had pots, pans, silver wear, a blender, dish washer, cups , honestly everything then there was the laundry room, ahh it was so cool. it was like an appartment, it was really nice.
and the view was awesome, it was really beautiful

So we layed around for a lil while, watched tv some and then decided to order outback, oh boy was that a trip, we drove around for an hour, looking for it, by the time we foudn one it wasnt the one with our order so we placed it there whent to publix and then back to pick it up, got home and ate it, we didnt realize it at the time, but we whent the extreamly long way there and back, it was one block from the "villa" we were staying at, and it took us 35 minutes to get there. what a trip. but yeah it was of course yuuuuuuuummmyyy =] and then we pretyt much layed in bed and talked some and we both passed out by 930.. we were beat ?? but we both woke up at 330 and talk for 20 minutes or so. =] hehe

Sunday


we woke up at 9, checked out. and realized i was a complet bozO, because i onyl had shorts, and it was like 40 out side. so we whent to mccdonalds, got some breakfast, and then whent to the outlet mall across the street, we walked around freezing our butt of for a good hour many hour and a half. and we finally found some sweat pants at "ecko" yeah. me + ecko pants [[shakes head]] so i bought some red ecko sweatpants, and took danns black sweater cause mine but brown and the black matched better, so we had to of course find danny a new sweater and somehow we ended up at a rebox store buying a green bay packer sweater. wich ended out mall fun and we left to go to sea world !!

We got to sea world by 12, got in and walked around, we saw the penguines,and polar bears, sting rays, sharks and seals, dolphins and everything else, but it was really neat becaause danny fed, a sea lion and whenever he wanted more food hed wave at dann, it was really cute, and we both got a big kick outta it, and after that we decided we had to feed a dolphin, so we walked back over there and fed em ahhh there so cute =] heh. by that time it was almost 4 so we whent and picke dup out sea world picture and headed over to the sea lion show, wich was really funny, it had us laughing the whole time, it was really really cute. =]

After the show, it was almost 6 and the park was closing and we still had to head home, so we left, and we drove home, we were both so tired, it was nuts, we coudl barley stay awake =\. we made it back in down and HAD to drop off out pictures,all 154 of them =D, of course one hour =] and then whent to dannys, cleaned out the car and i whent home to get money for the pictures, because we both brOke as can be. Talked to my dad for all of 10 minutes and whent to get the pictures, to take to danny and show them to him, therea few really good ones of us =]

Pictures will be posted tomorrow :: PROMISE !!


then we connected the scanner at his house wich took untill 12 and i had to go home. and go to bed ZzzzZZzzzz [[ soo tired ]]

Monday


well it was a pretty shittie day, all my plans feel through, and people got on mt very last nerve, i got hurt, and gr it just wasnt a good day.
I did a few pages of my scrap book with dan, and whent to work.
it was a pretty shittie way to end my weekend but whatever.

Tomorrow i have off of work,and wed is and LTM day dont have to go in untill 1030 plus, no work YAY =] hehe

anyways im off i have some more homeowrk to do and stuff, so ill post the pictures tomorrow

Good Night *
<3 ash

135 pictures
800 dollars
2 days
loved it all <33
and i love you ....

8 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 14 January :: 8.45pm

YAYAY !!!

im leaving tomorrow morning danny!!
woopppppp =]

were gunna have fun
Ox <333*
i love you


i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 13 January :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: bitchy

1 more month !!

i can do this

3 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 11 January :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: sore

damn danieL (11:58:56 PM): goodnight honey

i love my boyfriend =-P
hes adOrable =]]
hehe

5 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 10 January :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: crushed

Hope someone finds it in there heart to <3 me enough to do this !!<33


Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your Journal to see what others have to say.

49 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 8 January :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Some Beach-Blake Shelton

but that needle down deep in my gum, and started drilling befor i was numb...

WELL !! on thursday Lindsey called me and asked me if we could switch times, because she said she whent in at 5 and with out thinks i was like no, i have plans because i didn't want to be there all night, but later that night i realized i was schedual to go in at 5, so on friday knowing Lindsey had no idea she whent in at 4, i whent in, and she wasn't there untill 440? so i covered her ass, how nice.
[[ folds arms ]]
but ,i kinda ended up having some problems and i had to leave early. wich was fine, i shoudl have been out anyway. by that time it was 8. and i laye din my bed talking to my dad untill 1015 befor he decided to go to bed, and i layed there a few people called me. and yeah that was pretty much that..
[[ sorry B r i t t a n y ]]
and then at 12? danny came over for a little but he wasn't feeling that good either, and had to get up early the next morning so, he didn't stay long.
So i came back in and i laye din my bed on and off the phone untill like 4, and i couldnt sleep so i finished my scrap book [[ YAY !!]]
Passed out after that untill around 6, and once again i coundt sleep, but my moma, was awake so i whent to talk to her, then she left to go to the store and i watched three movies, untill almost 1? actually i watched 2 movies but i watched one of them twice [[ ;] ]] anddddd now im here, debating on what to do untill i have to be at work, i might have to go buy a pair of shoes for work tonight depends if My shoes ended upp at work or not
[[ crosses fingers ]] ..we'll see...
but yeah i guess immma go lay down and watch yet another movie, lol i know i know g e e k =]]

Ox `<33*
ashy

We don't give a fizzuck my nigga we young and bizzuck
We'll fuck a nigga's shit up if nigga is fuckin' with us
And then pump 'em make 'em lift up, hit 'em up and be out
And we out for cash motherfuckin' money baby


mwahhahahaha ;]

10 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 8 January :: 2.53am
:: Mood: crappy

my tummy goes from "i hate you" to "im okay",and back to "i hate you"

no one will let me sleep i swear, i came home at 8 from work and tryed to go to sleep its almost 3am and i still havent gotten to sleep, im not even tired anymore blahhhh

im finish my scrapbook
ill bbl IM SURE

Ox<3`*

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 6 January :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: calm

hey babybuh



I haven't talked to you today, and im not going out to lunch so i doubt i'll get the chance to see you befor we both go off to work, and im not sure, if i'll see you after you get off because you have to get up early and what not..

..butt i love you,
i thought i'd let cha kno =]

6 without you. | i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 6 January :: 12.17am
:: Mood: creative

COULDNT THINK OF AN UPDATE SO I DID A FEW QUIZES

You are Toilet Paper.



You are used and taken advantage of by a lot of people, including your friends. They make you be the one to clean up their messes in their life. But the only reason that this happens is because of your kindness and commitment. These are the qualities most members of the opposite sex look for, which makes you hot. Yes, toilet paper is hot. But be careful that your lover doesn't use you to their advantage, and be sure that they are not seeking too much control. Remember: Toilet paper is used by many, but is most often considered valuable when it is not there in time of need.

Most compatible with: sock.


Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?

i can survive..


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 January :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Remeber When

hes jsut not that in to you..


<3If He wants to find you, he will.

<3He's not calling you because you are not on his mind

<3If he creats expectations for you, and then doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realize thats he's okay with disapointing you

<3If he's choosing not to make a simple effor that woudl put you at ease and bring harmony to a Reccurring fight, then he doesn't respect your feelings and needs

<3You deserve a phone call

<3Theres never an excuess for CHEATING or talking to another girl, excpet hes jsut not into you
Cheating is cheating no excuses, it onyl get easier every time it's done. it's only hard the first time, when one feels the sting of morality and guilt of betraying someones trust, by now there pros and wont feel it. But remeber there ont cheating themselves because they dont get to be with you

<3Cut him off let him miss you, if your always the one chasing, he wont chance you? he wasnt the one

<3He dosent need to be reminded that your great

remeber this
its more than true.

<333 Ox *

40 without you. | i can survive..

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