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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 8-10-2003 at 12:15am | |
| Current mood: depressed... Music: Dave Brubeck |
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| Why does everything fucking suck? Ever wonder why/how something you would consider a "great friendship" could deteriorate within half a year, to the point where the person can't even stand to be around you? I find it highly depressing...do you ever get that feeling that maybe you should piss everybody off, and then you wouldn't ever have to worry about what the fuck they think, because you no longer give a flying fuck about them and their demon spawn? Just let them go and never think of them again, and be better off that way? Why, oh why, do I get so fricking depressed? Why cannot I find eternal elation? Not even eternal elation, but someting to the extent of lasting happiness, not something that comes and goes, coming very rarely? I purchased Donnie Darko today, which is one of the greatest movies that exists on this earth...hmm, what else has happened...my aunt has had her surgery, and is in the ICU, but seems to be doing very well...all that fucking smoking she did is coming back to bite her in the ass isn't it? I wouldn't call it irony, but I don't really call it...I've been looking for a damn Opeth cd for awhile now and it seems as if I shall never find it...oh well...I'm going, piss off... Quote of the day: "Oh how I love you The pain won't go away Oh when I need you You're always so far away" |
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sushininja | 08-10-03 6:36pm Well, scratch that...my aunt isn't doing too well...she is having a really, really hard time breathing...my father is home now (Sunday) and is telling us of how it was...he said it was terribly depressing...hmm...she is on a ventilator, but it cannot be taken out for a long time... |
Anonymous | Re:, 08-10-03 8:42pm Hope she gets better... |
shiznit05 | Re:, 08-10-03 11:04pm i know too well what you're going through, but dont worry, all comes together in the end, even if the end isnt what you wanted its what God wanted and you cant argue with that, you just have to come to terms with it, something i have yet to accomplish... |