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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 8-13-2003 at 10:18pm | |
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| hmm update... i have come to a conclusion...i freakin love my friends! ive never realy noticed it before but when im with any of my friends i get giddy and hyper...hmm that sounds dorky...but its true! whenever i see one of my friends after not seeing them for awhile i get giddy, and jumpy and idk excited i guess...so just to let you know my friends rule band camp has started, im a tsl (teaching squad leader) so i get to go in the afternoon session and teach freshmen how to be in a marching band, very exciting really. ive got 3 frosh that i have asopted as my own...carrie emily and lauren, they're all really cool and really fast learners...and for some odd reason they all like me too! haha hmm so yea...boys...i thought i had come to a resolution about my current relationship status...well frankly i have not, im single alwats have been singe never have been other wise..i liked this guy for a long long time, no need in saying the name you all know who it is, well we were getting along great, then he blows up at me, and now he quote unquote cant stand to be around me, so idk, like days before that all happened he was calling me and asking when we (the group) were gonna hang out and what not, so what i dont understand is how someone can go from calling me 6 times a day and going to cant stand to be around me in that short of time..so im thinking maybe he couldnt stand me and was just using me to gain social status? idk it seems far fetched but i really cant think of anything i did to make such a drastic change in demeanor...then i thought i was over him and i thought i started to like someone else, but lately that someone else...not so much, like i saw him today and it was like it used to be, i didnt get the butterflies...nothing, then i see the first one and get the butterflies..why me? i think im turning into the emotional masocist now..i mean how can i like someone who hates me? hopefully i just got the butterflies out of habit and nothing else...but idk, i think what im gonna do now is just swear off guys, they never like me anyway, im always just Britt the Bud...never anything else..oh well, theres always college right?...yea that sounds pathetic but hey right now i feel pathetic |
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sushininja | 08-13-03 10:44pm Yay for blue footed boobies...and not so yay for frosh tubas being dumb...hmm...glad you have fun...i was by yurr house today... |
emmyquillo | 08-14-03 8:52pm yes, males can be confusing. Believe me, There are more jerks than there are good guys. My boyfriend lives out of state. I guess i am a masochist in a way. Being separated hurts but I am still in love. This Love hurts so good.
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shiznit05 | Re:, 08-14-03 10:10pm thats really good....swearing off boys not guys..very very good advice, and even though you're so far away from your boyfriend, im sure you guys will be just fine :) |