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sweetyas (profile) wrote,
on 9-9-2003 at 9:22pm
Current mood: Itchy
Music: 70's or 80's music on 101.9
Subject: Itchiness
my nose itches as well as my ear, cuz guess what i think i have allergies. NO. i hope not. Well anyway, im really really awake, yup. crew started, im sorta excited but not, i am cuz i get to do props, but not cuz of the whole seperating crews thing, yup. First class training is tmro. OMG, teachers r so stupid, u would assume that they would be smart, and after year after year of having tests they would figure out that their mentality is the same, and choose a good day to have a test, not the same day. Yup im gonna be sorta stressed tmro. i dont want to be, but i will be, i actually started my h/w. Yup its an accomplishment. U know what dressing nice isnt a bad thing, it actually makes me feel better. Well actually 2 kinds of clothing types make me feel better, when i get dressed nice for myself and believe i look nice and when i wear a pair of jeans and a big baggie shirt, cuz it makes me look skinnier. U know what im obssesed with the way i look, i mean i would assume not cuz i always look like crap but i actually care, i just sorta have the whole theory of who am i impressing? (No one) Yup, hmm semi silence in my brain. I think im high on something, i swear i am but i didnt do it on purpose. My brain is like WOOOOO, it doesnt make sense, which is the sad part. yes it is. But life isnt sad (brain changing gears sry) i mean were like so damn special. U guys have no idea, i mean we have so many choices and options. Like we as humans r like magnificant creatures. we are very complex, we have something called perfection. what is it? What is perfection? does it actually exist? NO were idiots we all want this perfect life with no stress and awesome friends, but we are what we are adn in that since we have achieved perfection. But as humans we dont like it, we want a different perfection, the one that u never reach. I think we shud shut up and be happy. U know what really confuses me, religion. What makes u right and me wrong? I guess that is when faith kicks in. I hope i have faith, i do have faith, but im not sure, wait i am, im just lazy. So in conclusion: Life is perfect adn we are too but we look for something that is perfect, adn we dont find it that makes us imperfect, the fact that we look and look and look.

Tu amiga,
Yasamin

ADIOS HAHA

P.s. u guys are quiz CRAZY, u r! i used to actually read the quizes but i pass over them now, u guys need limits, i will set them for u only 5 a day! alright. (Ok yasamin we shall obey ;) )
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Toki

09-10-03 1:06am

That is the smartest entry I think anyone has written...good job yasamin! I think I'll try listening to it...I dunno, you're a smart person. Anways..Night night!
~Toki

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sweetyas

Re:, 09-10-03 9:34pm

I know im smart by limiting ur Quiz total, i didnt think id become the smartest!

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mudpiegrl

09-10-03 11:57pm

i think youre right yas, its like survival in the animal world tho...sometimes you eat, and sometimes get eated {:)} depending what you feel on a specific thing, you live or die. you like meat, then you live wehn all you have is a giraffe, you dont, you die. of course then, the giraffe would die too wouldnt it? if you dont see how it works ill try to explain it to you
love jorie

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