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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 9-17-2003 at 10:28pm
Current mood: disappointed in myself
Music: christina aguilera - "walk away"
Subject: outstretched arms, open hearts
my theme songs for this week:
christina aguilera - "walk away"
michelle branch - "desperately"
maroon 5 - "sweet goodbye"

today was an odd day. it was an odd day, but i didn't feel like crap like usual. maybe cuz my sexy outfit. *shrug*. every class was normal. i did bad on my govt test. i think i need to be a better participator. hmmm. nothing to write about. i went to guitar today. my new song is dont speak by no doubt. yay. my guitar teacher is being nice to me by giving me songs i actually know. then i came home. did some homework. went online. i think i have one more thing to do for hw but its just a worksheet. why the hell does zacher give us like 500000000 things to do in one freaking week? i dont understand. we do 100000 times more work at home than in class. that makes no sense. where is my danielley? i hope she be ok. tomorrow is a half day. yay. i was supposed to do something with katherine. and then i was supposed to do something with heather. im not doing anything with anyone though. *shrug*. oh well. oh and btw i'm not going to orlando this weekend. i'm gonna go to the game on friday. i wonder how many games i'm gonna be going to this year. *shrug*... i shrug too much, don't i? i guess thats how i feel about life right now. it's like eh. could be better, could be worse. i'm okay. it's my time to help others. i try. i'm trying.

<333 you are my sunshine. my only sunshine.

song lyrics [i dont care if you dont read them]:

*what do you do when you know something is bad for you and you still cant let go? i need to get away from you. i need to walk away from you. every time i try to grasp for air, i am smothered in despair, it's never over. seems i'll never wake from this nightmare. i let out a silent prayer. let it be over. inside i'm screaming... begging pleading no more.*

*i cannot ignore it. i keep giving in but you should know better. cuz there was something bout the way you looked at me. and it's strange that things change. but now i'm wanting you so desperately.*

*how does it feel you never have to be alone when you get home? dream away every day. try so hard to disregard the rhythm of the rain that drops and coincides with the beating of my heart. i'll never leave you behind or treat you unkind. i know you'll understand. and with a tear in my eye, give me the sweetest goodbye that i ever didn't see.*
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aare001

09-17-03 11:04pm

ohhhh! DONT SPEAK now i know what song that is.. =D

when i read the *shrug* i actually shrugged!!! it was weird.

well i read the lyrics anyway!!! what are you gonna do about it?

well i miss you! and i miss florida! you guys better be ready for my return. *ahem surprise party ahem*

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alwaysfalling

Re:, 09-17-03 11:29pm

=( i went to sleep and never woke up. it's 11:15 now and i'm not tired anymore... grrr.... why didn't anyone in my house wake me up? *sigh* come home with me tomorrow. i can't let myself fall asleep again. well good nite, see you tomorrow. love.

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playmate101

09-18-03 8:07am

xtina, i <3333 u lol, lyk luan said, i shrugged when u shrugged, u put them in all the right places lol.
o my when i started reading ur lyrics it sounded lyk the oompa lompas from willy wonka...

*what do you do when....
lol dont ask no i feel lyk going up n down lyk the oompa dudes do lol



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