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sushininja (profile) wrote,
on 9-27-2003 at 2:10am
Current mood: tired, confused, depressed...
Music: Opeth!
Subject: No walk with Carmen...*is sad*...
Hmm, it's 2:10, where are your children? I need to get to sleep, but I also want to read Endurance or The Dvine Comedy, but can't decide...I work at 9 tomorrow morning, until 2 probably...after that, Coomes are going to hit it up old school...yeah, it'll be great, he wants me to go to Uraku...hmm...

School was okay today, math test wasn't too bad, I'm fine (In Herr Dunn's eyes) for my paper, I've got more than enough...I'll probably hit that up later today, Saturday...
I really want to write more poetry...I just don't want it to be clichéd and all...and I'm afraid that is what it may be...

I drove to school today, and home from it and around today...At the football game, I didn't feel well at all, I don't know why or what was wrong with me...Carmen looked out for me, so thanks to her for that, thanks much...I got better...it rained really hard after the game, and I went to Megan's...I was really hyper, and by really hyper, I mean totally off the wall, running around screaming, hyper...Sara got in trouble for being past her cerfew (part of which was my doing, I'm really sorry)...

Also, thanks to Carmen, for searching for an Opeth cd at Franklin Park for me...

She mentioned something about me being nice...Am I really not nice? I kind of see myself as a bully, which upsets me...do you guys think this is so? Could I be nicer? Am I a bad person?

Quote of the day:
"I often dream of huge numb buildings
jet-black sinister architecture
being installed when nobody sees
Their appearance so sudden
that few would take notice

And when I wake up
I imagine being crushed by one
imagining it's weight it's silence
and the absence of excuses for a havoced life
and the priviledge of a 22-kilometer tombstone"
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shiznit05

09-27-03 9:15am

doug, you're not mean, you are actually quite nice, its just sometimes you need to be calmed down, that and you dont know your own strength sometimes, other than that you're on of the nicest people i know...nicer than me

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crazyweaver05

Re:, 09-27-03 11:46am

dont worry about the curfew thing doug, my mom will probably forget i'm grounded anyways....and your not a bad person its just sometimes maybe you, idk....umm...idk....but your not mean, your just not nice all the time like your were last nite...it was weird...but it was nice, you should do that more often

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sushininja

Re: nice..., 09-28-03 4:11pm

I see...

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djclicky

Doug=Good kid, 09-27-03 12:37pm

You're a good kid Doug, and I think Britt said it perfectly. You just don't know your own strength and sometimes you're a little too wild. If you tone it down a bit you'll be fine. Keep the crazyness though. It's good sometimes.

When did you start writing poetry that's badass. Can I read some?

Well that's all we should have fun saturday. See you later my friend.

Coomes.

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