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spinoangel (profile) wrote,
on 10-19-2003 at 1:24am
Current mood: indescribable
Music: mandy moore - "saturate me"
Subject: hmmm. cant seem to want to go to sleep.
i had a nice day with my baby, danielle. good therapy. and i'm too tired to write much. so here's just some lyrics that get into my head lately. you don't have to read them. i'm just keeping the love songs turned on.

*my soul is evaporating, won't you saturate me, saturate me. rain down on me with life.*
*i see you without me and i get lonely everytime.*
*if i try not to need you, i'd be hiding from myself. if i just trust the stillness, somehow it won't hurt so bad.*
*i thought that i was strong. i thought hey i can leave, i can leave. now i know that i was wrong, cuz i missed you.*
*i know you think that i shouldn't love you or tell you that. but if i didnt say it, i'd still have felt it. well, what's the sense in that?*
*its gonna be love. its gonna be great. it's gonna be more than i can take.*
*and i can't take this anymore. cuz i know someday i'll see you out that door.*
*i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you. i wanna be the only hand, you need to hold on to. but everytime i call you don't have time. i guess I'll never get to call you mine.*
*please don't touch me like that. it makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow. please don't look at me like that. it just makes me want to make you near me always.*
*where did i go right? how did i get you? how come all this blue sky is around me and you've found me?*
*i only wanted you to stay, linger and mean the words you say. foolishly i romanticized someone was saving my life for the first time. i only wanted you to be there when i opened up my eyes.*
*if i was by your side, you'd never know one lonely night. *
*i'm getting into you because you've got to me in a way words can't describe. i'm getting into you because i've got to be your essential to survive. i'm gonna love you with my life. i love you and that's what you are getting yourself into.*

Ichi
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lizzy

10-19-03 9:59am

is that the new mandy moore cd? how is it?

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spinoangel

Re:, 10-19-03 10:49am

no it's not the new one... it's the one from like a few years back when "crush" came out.

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angeleyes

10-19-03 12:04pm

i took the same quizzes and got the same answers. wooo.

krispy kremes. mm.

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aare001

Re:, 10-19-03 4:32pm

you know i heard that a krispy kreme doughnut has as much fat as a big mac. just thught i'd share...

wait did i already say that before..??

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alwaysfalling

10-19-03 12:11pm

i <3 spending time with you.

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movieobsession99

10-19-03 5:31pm

hey thanks! lol, u missed 3 others... i had will and jack, eowyn, jack sparrow, and not legolas. obvisouly im movie oriented :)

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