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shiznit05 (profile) wrote,
on 11-18-2003 at 8:00pm
Current mood: im ready for break
Thanksgiving break needs to come right now. Im so ready for a break...from school...from friends...I still want to go out over break, but there are certain people that i dont want to see at all...i just need a break from them, its like everytime i turn around...there they are...its like go away! i want space! idk, maybe i'll stay home again this friday night...and hopefully this time sara and stevie wont come out..because when i say i want a night alone i want a night alone..away from everyone. i had a nice talk with megan after school tonight and i told her how i felt, we basically vented for an hour in her car, and she made me feel a lot better...i think i just need some time away, everything is getting to be a little too much lately, and im tired of having to deal with it...

this break really scares me though..Thanksgiving without Bernard? thats the scariest thing ever right now...i dont know how thats even going to work...is it going to be a meal filled with grief or are we going to act happy and remember that happier times, and laugh and be joyful? i wish i knew...

i did go to school today...wish i would have slept more but i didnt...i read grapes of wrath and watched some television, then went in for an SAB meeting, that was fun, cominghome should be cool...i havent decided if im going though...it will be fun, but idk...a night at home is so tempting right now...hell i think anything alone is tempting
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emmyquillo

11-19-03 4:27pm

Getting away from "reality" can sometimes save your sanity. I always look forward to school breaks too, i have a chance to relax, eat food, and not worry about any freaking homework, or school in general.

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djclicky

11-19-03 6:13pm

Poor Britt you sound depressed. Anything I could do to help?

Yeah sometimes just being alone is good. I do it all the time. You can't just kind of sit back and watch a movie or something, and think about what's goin' on with yourself. It's always a good, or sometimes sad time.

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shiznit05

Re:, 11-19-03 6:53pm

not depressed...just rundown, once this break is over i should be fine, but thanks for the concern :)

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sushininja

11-19-03 10:48pm

Great way to start off the break is X:2!!!

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