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| sushininja (profile) wrote, on 1-2-2004 at 12:40am | |
| Current mood: tired, not depressed, happy... Music: Radiohead |
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| *Sigh* Hail the return of the short temper...for it is coming back, whether I want it to or not...I practically snapped at Carmen earlier today on the phone, to which she said "don't get upset" and I replied, lamely "I'm not"...which was a lie...and I know she could tell...*sigh* I also snapped at Britt before I left for Myrtle Beach, also not good... So maybe it isn't just the hotel room that makes me have those dreams...and even worse, I can't wake up when I want to, leaving me to endure these horrible dreams...I really hope that these do not become a regularity... Today, I went to the river with Carmen, Esther, Doug, Emily, Kevin, and Dr. Underwood...I wish I could have gone in...granted that I've probably been in colder waters than the Maumee...cleaner also...The Au Sable, in late August, early September has a nice temperature of about 37 degrees...especially at the whirlpool...*sighs* I missed my Grayling trip this year...first year in a long time when I haven't gone up there...I've got so many good memories up there...maybe I'll move up there when I graduate from highschool/college...get out of this town... Anyways...we went out to Bob Evans, had a fun time there...I went home, and then over to Dan's for dinner...good dinner, got full...went to visit Carmen, got scared by Chris and Justin so I left...came home and finished Better Luck Tomorrow...I went out to take the movie back, and ended up going to Meijer to get myself more deodorant...that evolved itself into an hour and half of just driving around, listening to a random assortment of music... Quote of the day: "If you’d been a dog They would’ve drowned you at birth" |
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shiznit05 | 01-02-04 10:13am you didnt really snap...and i guess im not exactly doing much to keep you from "snapping"...i should learn to not say things |
sushininja | Re:, 01-02-04 10:24am No! It's my fault Britt, not yours...all of this is my fault... |
Anonymous | *sigh*, 01-02-04 12:30pm You shouldn't beat yourself up like that. Everyone has their days, and they always get out of it, and all your friends will stick by you until you do. It's ok, Doug.
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sushininja | Re: *sigh*, 01-02-04 1:47pm I'm not beating myself up...I'm not feeling sorry for myself either...I just don't want her or you to think that my actions have been your guys' faults... |
sushininja | Re: *sigh*, 01-02-04 1:49pm And I do realize that you guys will stick with me...because you are my friends, and that's what friends are for... |