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sugarmouse0587 (profile) wrote,
on 2-21-2004 at 2:25pm
Current mood: really freaking stupid
No, no, no. I keep doing the dumb thing. It isn't fair to anyone. And I'm sincerely sorry.

Some questions come to mind:
Why didn't I give it a little more thought and less impulse? Or at least more time for mourning...or handled it less like a bitch.

Why didn't I continue to be bitter and stand up for myself? Or demanded answers at least?

Why should it hurt so much now?

Maybe if I had been a little smarter I wouldn't spend time sobbing, keeping secrets, feeling guilty and not being very honest.

I would spend more time with my good friend, who I miss a lloooottttt.
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jennapie

02-21-04 3:58pm

I love you! Keep your head up, everything happens for a reason and works out the way it was meant to in the end, there is something better. hopefully this all relates to what is going on. Jurna

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sugarmouse0587

Re:, 02-22-04 7:48pm

thanks













ps-renob

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