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| playmate101 (profile) wrote, on 4-2-2004 at 4:45pm | |
| Current mood: blank Music: Bully :: Eminem Subject: V-A-R-S-I-T-Y |
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| "It's like a never-ending cycle That just seems to come full circle Everybody's gotta be so fucking hard I'm not excluding myself Cuz I been stupid as well" =Eminem i'm s0-o ready to become one of those stuck up girls that feel like i'm too good for everybody else. because then i won't care as much of what people think about me, because truthfully... the comments need to stop. not once have i called any female friend fat, or have i said shit about any of them. and anand knows i'm rather good at holding in my anger. but once stuff happens i will never look at u people the same. sorry. i'm sick of the fake people that some of these people are. sweet to ur face, but then rude behind ur back. as far as i know, i've never given anyone at atlantic attitude. and i refuse to. and if i didn't care so much of what people thought, i would be ok. and i wasn't going to feel rude & like a bitch, i would go up to them and ask why they would have the nerve to say anything. think about it... nobody is perfect, and to point out my features that u don't think look exceptionally perfect... COME ON! at least i'm not eating tons a day, or not working out, or at least i'm attempting to be at least pretty. if u have a comment about how i look, or the things i do, bring it to my attention, even if it requires to leave an anonymous comment here, or if it requires u to tell me in school. this way u can all do me a favor & if u think i am too full of myself, u can break my self-esteem a little bit. that's all u have to do to get to me. for god sake's i'm the one who won't wear a shirt that JB commented about... after his comment was just about the color. on a brighter note, i made varsity this year. who knew? i did, and so did a lot of other people. thanks for believing in me. da-da-da-damn, i'm s0-o lucky. and the coach calls me by my name, and i didn't know she knew it because i never told it to her, so i am assuming Erin & Natalie have been doing a lot of talking about me. HAHAHAHA, i love cheerleading. i love my coaches, i love the team, i love this. gosh. jonah, sameen, hema, kailannie, carlos, danielle, pj, jackie g, ashley t, jb, christina, ally, britt, kayli, vanessa, ashley p, logan... u guys are the best. i have more to say but i wanna sleep because i am sick of sitting here when i am s0-o tired from tests and everything. s0-o i'm giving my heart to u. <3 peace babes |
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spinoangel | 04-02-04 6:31pm thank you sweetie! i dont know whats been going on, after reading that entry and all. but i know what it feels like to ... whats the right phrase? feel insecure, i guess. and its ok to be a bitch every now and then. trust me, i know. congrats on varsity!
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sameen | 04-02-04 6:53pm don't wry, i think u're beautiful :D |
playmate101 | Re:, 04-02-04 7:21pm o sameen i forgot to mention ur name in my journal. geesh, i feel dumb, i was s0-o frustrated that i couldn't even think... i must go edit and add ur name in there <3 |
| Anonymous | I AGREE, 04-02-04 7:45pm all these stupid, ugly, ass ib girls judging people like brianna....when there damn ugly or nasty looking... and sry but for the 300 ib sophmores about maybe 3 are good looking..sry ladies ....ne way why would u ugly duckings talk trash about the non ugly (small in quantity) girls who def look better than u....for example brianna, shes not like 100 lbs over weight, isnt dating a loser, and is in shape....unlike all u people who r juding her ...sry but it hada be sed |
Anonymous | Re: I AGREE, 04-02-04 8:18pm one N in Briana
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boricuababy | 04-03-04 11:06pm hey gurl..i'm not sure whatz been goin on but keep ur head up and believe in urself..dont let anyone hold u down..i'm here if ya need me..congrats on varsity.. |
boricuababy | 04-03-04 11:08pm hey gurl..i'm not sure whatz been goin on but keep ur head up and believe in urself..dont let anyone hold u down..i'm here if ya need me..congrats on varsity..I TOLD U..U WERE GONNA MAKE IT..lol..good job..and i got jv..:D..we're gonna have s0o0 much fun at cheer camp..can't wait..x0x0.. |
| Anonymous | Jackie, 04-04-04 8:05pm hey girlie, wow i dont knwo whats going on with people making comments about the way u look BUT i think ur B-E-A-UTIFUL! =D n thats all that matters... as for those ib bitches talking shit... im gonna beat them up! n they they'll look uglier then they already r! :-D |
playmate101 | 04-04-04 11:36pm u guys are awesome, thank u for being positive. s0-o much love to u guys. <333333
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